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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

lukeflowz said:
Only one I know who recovered in that timeframe is @Invegatorture
He had no improvements until really the 7th month is what I’ve been told. I hope that by the 8th month I’ll feel better, but I’m taking olanzapine and this might be getting in the way of recovery. What do you think
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just get it to a lower dose and it should be fine
 
twinpeaks123 said:
I am just worried this means it’s a sign I won’t recover, I have had some improvements though but so did someone else here in this forum who said they had improvements and most likely killed themselves a year later after reporting no improvements
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You should be greatful thats your symptom. Your overthinking, I was overthinking as well. It takes time. You need to understand, that probably your dealing with shame and embarrassment if you had psychosis, you need to slowly reach out and get back into life.

Buy a foam roller it will change your life. There are so many medications you can take for sinus issues.

Be greatful you don't have a movement disorder. Because that the shit that will make you kill yourself.

Please dont kill yourself, I tried... I failed. Focus on what you can do today, to heal yourself for your future. Baby steps. You'll make it, and so will most people here.

Its just that sometimes this forum feels hopeless 😔 but that why I came back. I wanted to share hope with people.

Peace ✌️
 
IOSIP said:
You should be greatful thats your symptom. Your overthinking, I was overthinking as well. It takes time. You need to understand, that probably your dealing with shame and embarrassment if you had psychosis, you need to slowly reach out and get back into life.

Buy a foam roller it will change your life. There are so many medications you can take for sinus issues.

Be greatful you don't have a movement disorder. Because that the shit that will make you kill yourself.

Please dont kill yourself, I tried... I failed. Focus on what you can do today, to heal yourself for your future. Baby steps. You'll make it, and so will most people here.

Its just that sometimes this forum feels hopeless 😔 but that why I came back. I wanted to share hope with people.

Peace ✌️
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i have a question, when you were recovering from invega, did your ability to speak fluctuate like sometimes it was worse and sometimes it was fine until you recovered?

I don’t take any anti psychotic
 
Ps i was so anti god wheb i started this journey. I feel like i believe again, dont ask me why. My faith came back when I healed my body.
 
twinpeaks123 said:
i have a question, when you were recovering from invega, did your ability to speak fluctuate like sometimes it was worse and sometimes it was fine until you recovered?

I don’t take any anti psychotic
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Dude, I couldn't barely get any words out.....

For fucking ages.

Truly though my body was fucked.

Where do you live? I swear man if your having that sort of trouble, look into EMS massage.

Have you been treated with psych meds for a long time? What other conditions do you suffer from? Anxiety? Depression?

EMS massage has changed God my fucking life. All my bad thoughts, were pain so deep i coupsnt feel it.

I threw my back out today and it hurts, but I can feel again. So im getting a massage tomorrow.
 
Psychiatry is a crock of fucking shit, mind body connection- that's the answer to your problems people, these drugs google them, they'll affect your body.

I do Epsom salt bath as well
 
Im doing meditative floats next week, and hour meditation in a sensory deprivation tank. Floating on Epsom salts, its fucking awesome 👌
 
IOSIP said:
Dude, I couldn't barely get any words out.....

For fucking ages.

Truly though my body was fucked.

Where do you live? I swear man if your having that sort of trouble, look into EMS massage.

Have you been treated with psych meds for a long time? What other conditions do you suffer from? Anxiety? Depression?

EMS massage has changed God my fucking life. All my bad thoughts, were pain so deep i coupsnt feel it.

I threw my back out today and it hurts, but I can feel again. So im getting a massage tomorrow.
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I live in the uk and I am 21, feel like I am wasting my youth, I took Olanzapine last year but didn’t it consistently and I was treated for psychosis but it quickly went and they wanted me to continue on medication
 
twinpeaks123 said:
I live in the uk and I am 21, feel like I am wasting my youth, I took Olanzapine last year but didn’t it consistently and I was treated for psychosis but it quickly went and they wanted me to continue on medication
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Yeah man I feel for you, im 39, in a way I feel lucky it happened when I was older, because I fully know who I am in life. My strengths and weaknesses, ive built a career and have solid friendships

Having said that, mate your 21, you have years to recover.

Truly if anyone is going to kill themselves here. I would challenge you to hang in there for at least 2 years before making such a decision, and even then I pray 🙏 no one takes that course of action.

Again you should listen to @paranoid android hes a bit blunt, a but arrogant at times, a bit oblivious 🤣 but broadly speaking hes really well intentioned and he cares about people.

Thats what this pla e should be, a place where we can all lift each other up.

Stay strong dude.
 
IOSIP said:
Yeah man I feel for you, im 39, in a way I feel lucky it happened when I was older, because I fully know who I am in life. My strengths and weaknesses, ive built a career and have solid friendships

Having said that, mate your 21, you have years to recover.

Truly if anyone is going to kill themselves here. I would challenge you to hang in there for at least 2 years before making such a decision, and even then I pray 🙏 no one takes that course of action.

Again you should listen to @paranoid android hes a bit blunt, a but arrogant at times, a bit oblivious 🤣 but broadly speaking hes really well intentioned and he cares about people.

Thats what this pla e should be, a place where we can all lift each other up.

Stay strong dude.
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if I recover from this, i just want to get a girlfriend
 
Hey i just found out @rawbanana commited suicide, if this is true. Im at a loss for words as to say, how not ok this is.

These injections, its like Russian roulette, they are only effective in terms of, making life living hell to the point no doctor or psychiatrist can reasonably treat you. Because they already treated you and they fucking broke you.

Rawbanana I pray 🙏 you are at peace i feel regret because you and I directly discussed suicide and were actively both trying. I wish you failed like me, you were such a kind hearted soul Rawbanana and you didn't deserve this.

I'll fight for you and everyone else suffering this fucking poison.

RIP 🙏
 
I'min pain. To hell with the people who did this to me. My head hurts and I can't think. It's suffering. When will I heal?
 
Im so close to finish it , i have no hope since i see people without Invega dont recover after psychosis, i took invega and psychosis both and recovery for me sounds impossible, i still cant believe what happened to me and the only way is killing myself i hate this situation
 
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