Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

[Chanel_monster]

Yeah 5-6 injection, yes i got sexual dysfunction i guess, my whole body barely worked.

My friend killed himself yesterday, he's gf texted me.
I saw the video of he's final moments, i just been this whole day thinking about him, that i will never see or talk with him again. I hope he's in a better place now.

He's girlfriend was just approved a visa to come see him, but he couldn't wait anymore played russian roulette and ended he's life.

he got the injections?

 

[lukeflowz]

It marks 5 months off the injections today.

Improvements: Around three and a half months in my jaw stopped clenching and I stopped pacing. These are my only improvements thus far.

I still have severe mental distress, no motivation, anxiety, depression, Suicidal thoughts, pressure in my head that feels like cement is weighing me down and a dramatic loss of my cognitive abilities. My hope is by the sixth month I will see more improvements, as I went through month 4 with no improvements which has been disheartening to say the least.

 

[twinpeaks123]

does anyone else feel a constant silent anxiety feeling? for some reason I went from having loud anxiety to now it feeling more silent, I order prefer the loud anxiety as it feels normal and I don’t know the changes happening in my body

 

[anonymoususer777]

Yeah 5-6 injection, yes i got sexual dysfunction i guess, my whole body barely worked.

My friend killed himself yesterday, he's gf texted me.
I saw the video of he's final moments, i just been this whole day thinking about him, that i will never see or talk with him again. I hope he's in a better place now.

He's girlfriend was just approved a visa to come see him, but he couldn't wait anymore played russian roulette and ended he's life.

I hope you recover quick. I hope you get over the loss of your friend. Was he on invega too? Dont ever consider doing what he did.

 

[lukeflowz]

does anyone else feel a constant silent anxiety feeling? for some reason I went from having loud anxiety to now it feeling more silent, I order prefer the loud anxiety as it feels normal and I don’t know the changes happening in my body

Anxiety in any form is terrible to deal with. I feel you. Hopefully soon it will ease for you. I have it badly at the moment also.

 

[Deleted member 592205]

The dude from the university hospital came to write an e-mail to me yesterday asking If They can do something to help me, i replied to him that since his team wanted to blame “weed” then “negative psychosis” then “major depression” i don’t think him and his team can help me, but i’am sure if he will open minded to the idea about the injections seriously changed our receptors network then yes he can help me, but this is up to him.

Then he replied that his team have not changed idea about our agony, and that the injections are not at all connected with our sympthoms.

So i basically told him to go fuck himself because out there are normal people more educated about the damage the injections did to the brain that his whole “university hospital team”.

 

[Deleted member 592205]

The dude from the university hospital came to write an e-mail to me yesterday asking If They can do something to help me, i replied to him that since his team wanted to blame “weed” then “negative psychosis” then “major depression” i don’t think him and his team can help me, but i’am sure if he will open minded to the idea about the injections seriously changed our receptors network then yes he can help me, but this is up to him.

Then he replied that his team have not changed idea about our agony, and that the injections are not at all connected with our sympthoms.

So i basically told him to go fuck himself because out there are normal people more educated about the damage the injections did to the brain that his whole “university hospital team”.

Doctor from university:

Dear Mr **********



I just wanted to ask how you are and if there is anything we can do for you.



Best regards

My answer:

Hi Lukas, i still have all the sympthoms that risperdal consta gave to me, so i’am still brain damaged, 18 months after my last injection.


Since you wanted to blame nonsense things like “weed” or “negative psychosis” or “major depression” for my sympthoms that are obviously directely caused by brain damage due to the injections, i don’t think you can help me, but thanks for asking.

If one day in the future you are open to the idea that my actual agony it’s because of the injections, and be at the expected level of knowledge under the name of your university, feel free to contact me, because i’am sure that if you truly want to help me, you can, but this is up to you.

Thanks for checking on me, have a Nice day.

His reply:

Thanks for your answer.

Our assessment of your situation is still the same and we still think that Dottore Cecere is the best person to help you.

However, if you think than we can help you in some way, please feel free to contact me.



Best regards

My final answer:

I’am still waiting that this “Dr. Cecere” contact me via mail or phonecall since the last time you told me about him, maybe he forgot?

Anyways if he is still uneducated about the brain damage of AP’s injections like your team, not even him can help me.

Honestly i’am disappointed about the behaviour of a so called “university unit hospital” but it is what it is, some normal folks out there have more knowlede about the damage and alterations by these injections than your team.

 

[anonymoususer777]

Before invega i was addicted to exercise and running, i was into creative writing, and could think about subjects in depth for hours. My old hobbies and habits seem conpletely lost, also the ability to think about things. Month 8 just started for me. Does anyone know if these ever come back? Can people who recover confirm if the old personality comes back?

 

[Matthew01]

Doctor from university:

My answer:

His reply:

My final answer:

I’am still waiting that this “Dr. Cecere” contact me via mail or phonecall since the last time you told me about him, maybe he forgot?

Anyways if he is still uneducated about the brain damage of AP’s injections like your team, not even him can help me.

Honestly i’am disappointed about the behaviour of a so called “university unit hospital” but it is what it is, some normal folks out there have more knowlede about the damage and alterations by these injections than your team.

Is this from the previous university hospital that you went with your mom with and they rejected you

 

[lostsoulowen]

I hope you recover quick. I hope you get over the loss of your friend. Was he on invega too? Dont ever consider doing what he did.

He wasn't on invega. He was an old school mine worker from Canada.
He told me, if someone's was about to inject him, he would fight back lol.
I'm not considering killing my self, but he's gf from Thailand, she doesn't know what to do. She said she don't want to live anymore... etc.
It's so fucking sad. I can't stop crying.
Can't forget he's final moments
"I just can't take it anymore!!!! Nobody understands me!!" While he's holding he's gun.
He's girlfriend was just about to visit him next week from Thailand, she just got approved visa, which was he's dream.

He literally bought land in Thailand, he already paid for 2 years, now it's going to be gone, if he's girlfriend doesn't have enough money for the last year payment.

 

[lostsoulowen]

he got the injections?

No he didn't get the injection, but he had he's own demon's, he would smoke alot of weed, then drink alot of alcohol, then start acting crazy and get depressed, until he's death

 

[Deleted member 592205]

Is this from the previous university hospital that you went with your mom with and they rejected you

Yeah

 

[mona21]

My hunger cues or signals are completely gone, I realized this since end of December when I stopped eating. Now all I eat in a day is some milk when I wake up , and a piece of chicken or fish or meat in the entire day. I have also gone entire days without food without feeling anything. The only time I realize I need to take some food is when my stomach rumbles and makes a lot of noises and hurt a bit , then I take food. Its horrible how invega works! Even though it has been more than half a month i havent eaten much , I havent lost much weight at all. Still waiting for any sign of improvement. My hopelessness is growing and I guess by the time it will be 1year, I would have to start planning my exit.

 

[Trueart2]

Before invega i was addicted to exercise and running, i was into creative writing, and could think about subjects in depth for hours. My old hobbies and habits seem conpletely lost, also the ability to think about things. Month 8 just started for me. Does anyone know if these ever come back? Can people who recover confirm if the old personality comes back?

Read the forums. It usually all comes back, relax.

 

[anonymoususer777]

He wasn't on invega. He was an old school mine worker from Canada.
He told me, if someone's was about to inject him, he would fight back lol.
I'm not considering killing my self, but he's gf from Thailand, she doesn't know what to do. She said she don't want to live anymore... etc.
It's so fucking sad. I can't stop crying.
Can't forget he's final moments
"I just can't take it anymore!!!! Nobody understands me!!" While he's holding he's gun.
He's girlfriend was just about to visit him next week from Thailand, she just got approved visa, which was he's dream.

He literally bought land in Thailand, he already paid for 2 years, now it's going to be gone, if he's girlfriend doesn't have enough money for the last year payment.

I find it shocking that are crying because of his death. You are able to cry at only about 5 months after invega.

 

[lostsoulowen]

I find it shocking that are crying because of his death. You are able to cry at only about 5 months after invega.

I have very strong crying genetic, like normal i can cry very easily, like i cry too much in my normal personality.
I even cried a few months on invega, but it was a bit muted crying.
Maybe also cause i take rimficin i have less invega in my blood, idk.

 

[twinpeaks123]

My hunger cues or signals are completely gone, I realized this since end of December when I stopped eating. Now all I eat in a day is some milk when I wake up , and a piece of chicken or fish or meat in the entire day. I have also gone entire days without food without feeling anything. The only time I realize I need to take some food is when my stomach rumbles and makes a lot of noises and hurt a bit , then I take food. Its horrible how invega works! Even though it has been more than half a month i havent eaten much , I havent lost much weight at all. Still waiting for any sign of improvement. My hopelessness is growing and I guess by the time it will be 1year, I would have to start planning my exit.

wait 18 months, I am usually negative but the fact your period has returned is a good thing, there was a women here who recovered at 17-18 months

 

[twinpeaks123]

I have very strong crying genetic, like normal i can cry very easily, like i cry too much in my normal personality.
I even cried a few months on invega, but it was a bit muted crying.
Maybe also cause i take rimficin i have less invega in my blood, idk.

my rimficin came today, hopefully how long do you plan on taking it?

 

[anonymoususer777]

Read the forums. It usually all comes back, relax.

I did and no one ever stated if their old hobbies, ability to retain information, and way of thinking ever came back... its month 8 and not seeing tge signs so im worried.

 

[anonymoususer777]

My hunger cues or signals are completely gone, I realized this since end of December when I stopped eating. Now all I eat in a day is some milk when I wake up , and a piece of chicken or fish or meat in the entire day. I have also gone entire days without food without feeling anything. The only time I realize I need to take some food is when my stomach rumbles and makes a lot of noises and hurt a bit , then I take food. Its horrible how invega works! Even though it has been more than half a month i havent eaten much , I havent lost much weight at all. Still waiting for any sign of improvement. My hopelessness is growing and I guess by the time it will be 1year, I would have to start planning my exit.

I think your symptoms will fluctuate and withdrawals will also happen. This is what i think. This is what im going through as well.