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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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not sure what else i can do. post photos of my running distances, physical progress, vlogs, i don't know. i have fully recovered and some people have it worse than me but nobody wants to believe or have hope.
 
twinpeaks123 said:
when you were on invega, did you feel tired some days and some days fine? I was doing fine recently until today i just felt tired, I had 6 or 7 hours of sleep
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yes, that's normal. the low motivation and zombie feeling too. my rest was also pretty bad, i was never able to get deep sleep for a long time.
 
twinpeaks123 said:
we are suffering, it’s rude to tell someone to get a grip
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We’re all suffering granted each to a different degree. What I said has to be said in order for you to recognize what’s really going on, instead of falsifying what’s actually happening.
 
silenthill said:
not sure what else i can do. post photos of my running distances, physical progress, vlogs, i don't know. i have fully recovered and some people have it worse than me but nobody wants to believe or have hope.
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Are any of your emotions left blunted by invega? Can you feel the pain of your loved ones deeply and cry because of it?
 
anonymoususer777 said:
Are any of your emotions left blunted by invega? Can you feel the pain of your loved ones deeply and cry because of it?
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no, i feel emotions deeply. too much than i like. i'm able to cry and feel knots in my throat and stomach when watching something sad or nostalgic. i always prioritize my loved ones. my empathy is back, otherwise i wouldn't be here trying this much to get you all to keep hope.
 
silenthill said:
no, i feel emotions deeply. too much than i like. i'm able to cry and feel knots in my throat and stomach when watching something sad or nostalgic. i always prioritize my loved ones. my empathy is back, otherwise i wouldn't be here trying this much to get you all to keep hope.
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What was your first 5 months like? Any improvements ? Did you have blankness and being lost ? Because i feel like i have 0 focus like my brain is all over the place
 
moerez said:
What was your first 5 months like? Any improvements ? Did you have blankness and being lost ? Because i feel like i have 0 focus like my brain is all over the place
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I have a feeling the first five months are brutal for most people. I’m 4.5 months in and feel exactly the same to when I was on the injections. @Invegatorture I'm pretty sure was suffering and it was only the sixth month where he started to find improvements and 9 months for his full recovery.
 
This pain I’m dealing with I wouldn’t wish on my worst enemy, it’s hell on earth. Please help me with some information from those who have recovered. Did it feel worse at all early in your recovery?
 
lukeflowz said:
This pain I’m dealing with I wouldn’t wish on my worst enemy, it’s hell on earth. Please help me with some information from those who have recovered. Did it feel worse at all early in your recovery?
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There’s many testimonies of people having awful symptoms until that 6 month mark. But most of the issues tend to resolve themselves by the 5-6 mark and people feel completely recovered by the 8-12 month mark. There’s a few cases where people just “magically” felt like they got better.

You should’ve smoked weed earlier in the process and that would’ve told you with some certainty if you’d recover or not. You still can but it won’t be as strong as a indicator on if you’ll recover or not.
 
silenthill said:
no, i feel emotions deeply. too much than i like. i'm able to cry and feel knots in my throat and stomach when watching something sad or nostalgic. i always prioritize my loved ones. my empathy is back, otherwise i wouldn't be here trying this much to get you all to keep hope.
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Thank you for giving us hope. I can only hope that i recover like you. You felt fully recovered in 8 months?
 
Trueart2 said:
There’s many testimonies of people having awful symptoms until that 6 month mark. But most of the issues tend to resolve themselves by the 5-6 mark and people feel completely recovered by the 8-12 month mark. There’s a few cases where people just “magically” felt like they got better.

You should’ve smoked weed earlier in the process and that would’ve told you with some certainty if you’d recover or not. You still can but it won’t be as strong as a indicator on if you’ll recover or not.
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I smoked weed early on in the process and just got a body high. Does that mean bad news?
 
anonymoususer777 said:
Thank you for giving us hope. I can only hope that i recover like you. You felt fully recovered in 8 months?
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i felt 90% after 7 months and then by now i feel fully recovered. i think it took me like a whole entire year to feel 100%. i had only 1 injection and never took APs again after.
 
Experienced a wave. Not of emotion, but of a positive outlook. It was a thought of that in a month I know I’ll feel a little better. I have a feeling that just over 5 months I’ll begin to feel a little better. I could be wrong but at least now I have the strength to wait another month.

Walked 8km today.
Watered the garden and cleaned the house. I’m forcing in house duties, this may have something to do with feeling hopeful. Again my emotions aren’t any better, but I have a positive outlook.
 
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