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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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silenthill said:
my motivation is fully back, i feel good after exercise too. also, no i meant 5 miles. i've been running for over 10 years. my trick is to think of the bad things that happened to me, like invega, and i get this surge of energy to not stop. i also have played sports all my life which helps.
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Yours has to be the quickest recovery i have seen here so far. I was also a long distance runner for 25 years...overnight after invega, the ability to run disappeared...now i run out of breath only after a 100 metres, may have devolped metabolic syndrome, and no motivation. Did your ability to run disappear during first few months?
 
I used to get bullied and targetted a lot in life due to autism. Through meditation and years of mental training, i managed to finally block out such people from life. Invega has made all of that disappear. As an autistic person, i absorb other peoples emotions too readily, that aspect of my personality has been intensified by invega. I am being targetted again and invega has made me helpless. I learned to ignore these low intelligence low life narcissists and bullies. I understand why Scott the mental health worker wanted me injected so badly. He was shutting me down. Invega again made me the ideal target for lowest form of apes on earth.
 
Invega took away all the skills and tools available to me to deal with life, my cognitive skills, exercise/ running, creativity and imagination, hobbies. One drug that deprives you off everything you are, and an easier target for all groups who wanted you ruined
 
Merry Christmas everyone! Just wanted to say that I’ve recovered from paliperidone injections and have been doing a lot better. Most people recover. You WILL get through this. Took me a year, average time is about 2 years once off the injections. I prayed a lot to Jesus, I think that made a big difference. Keep fighting everyone
 
Maymay169 said:
Merry Christmas everyone! Just wanted to say that I’ve recovered from paliperidone injections and have been doing a lot better. Most people recover. You WILL get through this. Took me a year, average time is about 2 years once off the injections. I prayed a lot to Jesus, I think that made a big difference. Keep fighting everyone
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how many doses did you take?
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
I don’t give a fuck about israeli people? Since he is israeli, she served in the IDF so that mean she took part into oppression against palestinian people and why not maybe she also killed some palestinian child, so i’am happy she endend like that.

Remember that EVERY israeli have to serve in the IDF so there is no civilians in israel and because of the israel policy against Palestine 100% she harmed someone, stole someone’s home or land, and i bet she enjoyed that, so fuck this girl, she got what she deserved.

We don’t have any tears left for israeli people, and you dont even have to ask me why it’s like that, right?
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I'm pro-Palestine and there are people living in Israel who are anti-zionist or they want a two state solution. American was founded on genocide and slavery, are Americans automatically bad people? No. We're part of an imperialist machine that keeps global capitalism intact, and in my case, I'm not willing to let it continue. You're being a dick. We didn't know this person or her opinions, but as far as we know she was a victim of psychiatric abuse like us. An Israeli for Palestinian rights was killed by an anti-zionist not too long ago, fuck this attitude if that is where it can end.
 
Maymay169 said:
Merry Christmas everyone! Just wanted to say that I’ve recovered from paliperidone injections and have been doing a lot better. Most people recover. You WILL get through this. Took me a year, average time is about 2 years once off the injections. I prayed a lot to Jesus, I think that made a big difference. Keep fighting everyone
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I’ve read the history of your posts. You’re a legend.
 
It has become clear to me that Scott, the Canadian man who was pushing me to be injected wanted to end my life. But why? No matter what their prejudice, no matter what they thought about me, these people did not have to end my life this way. If they wanted, i could have saved up money to leave their country, if they wanted i could constantly keep my head down and not even look at any one of them ever again. That is the best a person can do. Whatever these people wanted, i could have accomodated. But instead they wanted to punish me by having me injected. To them this is "winning", what exactly were they trying to win? Destroying the life of a person who was trusting them is victory? The place i live in, a different group abused me for years just because they could. Its as if these people just want to punish you for existing. Maybe its in their blood. I fought the world alone because i had the tools to fight them. They deceived me into getting this injection, i lost all my tools. Just like lower caste people are not allowed to exist in some places, different people are not allowed to exist. Their mere existence is a crime, and they cannot do anything to escape this. Nothing.
 
I ran for 30 minutes yesterday and experienced an atypically large about of muscle soreness. I’m going back to the doctor next week to check if it’s another tendon issue. I’m disheartened because it feels like my body can’t handle even the smallest amount of exercise load. What if these injections forever prevent me from returning to running? Being this weak, prone to injury, and unable to recover from exercise stimulus is perplexing and beyond frustrating.

Also, it’s been frustrating that Vyvanse/Adderall doesn’t work like it used to. I didn’t take it today and definitely notice a difference, which I guess is promising.

I’m also wondering when sensitivity to caffeine returns just like others in this thread.

I feel stagnant in my recovery and am wondering if this is as good as it’s going to get.

Sorry that my update isn’t very cheerful today, Hoping others are faring better.
 
is it normal for my sleep to be good some days and bad some days? I thought my sleep was recovered, however I woke up early today, although I did sleep late? so maybe that could be it
 
jrturp said:
I ran for 30 minutes yesterday and experienced an atypically large about of muscle soreness. I’m going back to the doctor next week to check if it’s another tendon issue. I’m disheartened because it feels like my body can’t handle even the smallest amount of exercise load. What if these injections forever prevent me from returning to running? Being this weak, prone to injury, and unable to recover from exercise stimulus is perplexing and beyond frustrating.

Also, it’s been frustrating that Vyvanse/Adderall doesn’t work like it used to. I didn’t take it today and definitely notice a difference, which I guess is promising.

I’m also wondering when sensitivity to caffeine returns just like others in this thread.

I feel stagnant in my recovery and am wondering if this is as good as it’s going to get.

Sorry that my update isn’t very cheerful today, Hoping others are faring better.
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Can you remind what your dosage and number of injections were ?

I cannot even run for 30 minutes anymore. The little exercise i did do, left my body sore for a long time. I also injured my elbow almost 3 months ago which has not healed. @RisperdalConsta50mg also says that his injuries dont heal. I am concerned about the overwhelming soreness and not recovering as well. @silenthill shared her story yesterday that she got back to running and it gave me some hope. My body is not giving me any hope though.

I too am at the stage where things are not looking good. I am looking for answers too. But you can run for atleast 30 minutes is still good news, especially if you can increase that time in the future.
 
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