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How opiate users stock heroin // acknowledgement of potential 3rd person influence

elena.final_fail

elena.final_fail

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I have big buttle of drug it's mine prescription, I put some of it near me with half closed buttle , it have some air gape places so if can follow in near me , this give stable blood consentration and keep me Knowing the subtance exist, then I have a big buttle that is closed completely, it have the drug big stockage , and I take orally from the half closed buttle , I see behavior of the drug in the person live with me , the drug is anti epilepsy, and benzo like and mood stabilizer , this person start showing behavior of under enfloance , like he sleep a lot nod alot , and social withdrawal and display none care behavior towered me , he buy things I do buy when on the drug like I eat a lot of meat, he do buy a lot of meat, I do eat a lot of suger that he made a carbohydrate full food to eat , I switched to oil , and he would if the drug stayed effecting him, this drug is deception inducer it make people and me go out of qunsquenses when I do bad stuff which will cause him to act the same towered me , this drug had strong opiate effects which will cause him to act like opiate addict towered me , like I do to him which will cause me to have no preveliges over him , it's prescription pain killer, but sometimes I flet like I need to not complete be against sharing the drug in this way , it gives compatibility layer between us , if he are drug vergin opiate virgin he would call police on me if he flet so worried from an opiate addict person behavior, that he willnt if he see the behavior in himself, I don't like being in so weak situation home , if our small what you can call family is so weak the drug allow him to get high salary which end up benefiting me as I find a lot to eat , it's like you. Are living in productive sociaty or normal society, productive sociaty will be more benfitical , but I would spend alot of cognitive resource trying to detect if he going to depiction me , on the drug I used to loan money without returning it, he would do the same, I used to think to stole his money which he would think the same not just towered people outside home but towered me also
 
The drug is so potent to point effecting him just from opened Buttle , actually I'm doing nothing , but in realion , I don't like the idea of not having the drug air in room as this means I'm less in feel of access to the drug, like heroine, how heroin users stock heroin what the behavior stereotype of how they do the consumption
 
last time I forget that I had a bag inside other bag I buyed , which caused me to run out of intake of prescription for a week and then I buyed more to find the subtance already exist , I mostly remembered where the subtance is from the smell of the new bag I buyed and the cognitive State the act as contextual memory for last buy and where, along this subtance is considered strongest what I have I like to have it in air
 
situation get complex , I took clove powder 2.5ml for few days , it's does have eugenol acetate which is more dirty opiate 20% EMAX at beta arrestine pathway of mu , it triggered fast accumulation of dalta fos b hited the logical threshold of opinion switch about opiate to pro opiate spend everything on opiate, reversing the transcription is so hard as 60g par day of termuric cause obsessive thoughts, between those herbs act potent because I'm inhibitinc breakdown of all cpy3a4 and other cyp enzymes and slut enzymes that add a group to the subtance to make it water souble for extraction in kidney, and inhibit blood brain barrier by the transcription factor express it,


I can't switch to pure clove assential oil which is 85% eugenol as it inhibit d2 d3 dopamine 4 receptors like antipsychotics, it's does agonist mu 80% efficacy and antagonist beta arrestine pathway 0% efficacy silent antagonist this willnt reverse dalta fos b developed but will stop developing more, I don't like interaction with opiate from first but the withdrawal is not something I'm going to put my self on
 
due to inhibition of d2 my will power and opinion is inhibited when I take eugenol, there is nothing can replace will power as dopamine 2 receptors is the master controller and the provider of it , I can't get it else where it's just stop antagonisting dopamine or stop having opinion from first
 
Adding levo dopa source isn't good as d1 Activated to extreme degree where i find my self in place and cognitive situation I know nothing about
 
Unbinding eugenol from d2 by a subtance that act as d2 unbinder is hard to catch need something that would unbind Eugenol only not dopamine
 
Eugenol is irrivisible cyp2a6 inhibitor it cancel the enzyme for 12 days and it's most potent affinity, the substance that inhibit all the rest xenobiotics catabolism enzyme do that thought transcription factor and itself is catabolized by cyp2a6, which in means they increase each other consentration tragionally completely inactivating the catabolism system up to -40% EMAX
 
This causes food to start be psychoactive, things like mild nr2b use dependent inhibitor push me to k-hole
 
serotonin destroy free will as serotonin downregulate d2 father causing me to end up in feeling gas nothing to do , so it pushed it lowest dose possible
 
I generally don't get subtance outside intake but decrease their doses , can even decrease to less by 100 times the first clinical dose but not remove completely, it's ibti ideology in biohacking
 
The development of eugenol started as to replace lamotrigine with more supply chain none closed source of lamotrigine acculvnet, ended up with Lidocaine which is 10 times more potent as sodium channels inhibitor but for nav1.7 , then ened up eugenol clove eugenol, which is 20 times more potent by price to lidocaine
 
After dosing lidocaine orally , hearing Crackling sound inside cns head in certain region and forgetting some information after each Crack
 
elena.final_fail said:
I have big buttle of drug it's mine prescription, I put some of it near me with half closed buttle , it have some air gape places so if can follow in near me , this give stable blood consentration and keep me Knowing the subtance exist, then I have a big buttle that is closed completely, it have the drug big stockage , and I take orally from the half closed buttle , I see behavior of the drug in the person live with me , the drug is anti epilepsy, and benzo like and mood stabilizer , this person start showing behavior of under enfloance , like he sleep a lot nod alot , and social withdrawal and display none care behavior towered me , he buy things I do buy when on the drug like I eat a lot of meat, he do buy a lot of meat, I do eat a lot of suger that he made a carbohydrate full food to eat , I switched to oil , and he would if the drug stayed effecting him, this drug is deception inducer it make people and me go out of qunsquenses when I do bad stuff which will cause him to act the same towered me , this drug had strong opiate effects which will cause him to act like opiate addict towered me , like I do to him which will cause me to have no preveliges over him , it's prescription pain killer, but sometimes I flet like I need to not complete be against sharing the drug in this way , it gives compatibility layer between us , if he are drug vergin opiate virgin he would call police on me if he flet so worried from an opiate addict person behavior, that he willnt if he see the behavior in himself, I don't like being in so weak situation home , if our small what you can call family is so weak the drug allow him to get high salary which end up benefiting me as I find a lot to eat , it's like you. Are living in productive sociaty or normal society, productive sociaty will be more benfitical , but I would spend alot of cognitive resource trying to detect if he going to depiction me , on the drug I used to loan money without returning it, he would do the same, I used to think to stole his money which he would think the same not just towered people outside home but towered me also
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