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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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What the actual fuck. I was told invega should be out of my system in three months, what is this bullshit. They can inject me with something they have no idea the long term consequences. He told me that Invega has no side effects also! They are trying to blame the fact how I’m feeling is because of psychosis. I’m lost for words. No wonder people just opt out on this drug, as you get no support and they divert the conversation away from the injection like it’s secondary or something. No the reason I feel the way I do is from Invega. I know what it feels like
 
lukeflowz said:
What the actual fuck. I was told invega should be out of my system in three months, what is this bullshit. They can inject me with something they have no idea the long term consequences. He told me that Invega has no side effects also! They are trying to blame the fact how I’m feeling is because of psychosis. I’m lost for words. No wonder people just opt out on this drug, as you get no support and they divert the conversation away from the injection like it’s secondary or something. No the reason I feel the way I do is from Invega. I know what it feels like
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Almost everyone has a similar experience. Mine told me it should be 5 months, blamed all the side effects on my mental condition, said some other patients were okay with the results. Then said how the original monkey psychiatrist couldnot have been wrong about having me injected because he is so qualified. Any reference to examples of other people who had same side effects as me was treated as non sense. This is also a culture of people who take any question or argument against their judgement as an insult, get crazy mad and try to punish you for saying it. ..dont be angry...focus on recovery. Real scientists are interested in research and truth, not psychiatrists. ..
 
i am more traumatized due to the behavior of a mental health worker , he was eager for me to get both the first and second injection. He knew the system and effects of the drugs and he just wanted to "shut down a sucker like me". His voice shook when he spoke to me, then completely denied that he knew anything about my injections, denied many things he said to me. He was the architect of all that happened. Everything about his behavior was off. Everything in my body was telling me that i should not do what he was telling me to, but he kept enticing and insisting. If i had given it more thought i probably would still have my life. I will never view people the same again. I will never trust people again. Autistic people trust too easily thus are considered suckers. I witnessed the most horrifying face of humanity. An experience that taught me about the real nature of people, but at the cost of me losing my entire existence. I was seeking help to heal from trauma caused by a different set of monsters, but the person i ended up infront of was also a monster under the mask. He wanted to see my suffering and downfall, which is something that he is probably proud of.
 
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i am more traumatized due to the behavior of a mental health worker Scott, he was eager for me to get both the first and second injection. He knew the system and effects of the drugs and he just wanted to "shut down a sucker like me". His voice shook when he spoke to me, then completely denied that he knew anything about my injections, denied many things he said to me. He was the architect of all that happened. Everything about his behavior was off. Everything in my body was telling me that i should not do what he was telling me to, but he kept enticing and insisting. If i had given it more thought i probably would still have my life. I will never view people the same again. I will never trust people again. Autistic people trust too easily thus are considered suckers. In the form of Scott i witnessed the most horrifying face of humanity. An experience that taught me about the real nature of people like him, but at the cost of me losing my entire existence. I was seeking help to heal from trauma caused by a different set of monsters, but the person i ended up infront of was also a monster under the mask. He wanted to see my suffering and downfall, which is something that he is probably proud of.
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That sucks man. What was their reasoning for you to have the injections, if you weren’t in a psychosis. I was in a genuine psychosis that was drug induced but still the measure of Invega being used was overkill. I have autism as well and this medication has amplified all the negative aspects of my condition.
 
lukeflowz said:
What the actual fuck. I was told invega should be out of my system in three months, what is this bullshit. They can inject me with something they have no idea the long term consequences. He told me that Invega has no side effects also! They are trying to blame the fact how I’m feeling is because of psychosis. I’m lost for words. No wonder people just opt out on this drug, as you get no support and they divert the conversation away from the injection like it’s secondary or something. No the reason I feel the way I do is from Invega. I know what it feels like
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Yeah I had a psychiatrist do similar to me and then suggested I take more antipsychotics which is exactly why I warned you about how they gaslight you about the injections when you bring up how you’re feeling. I learnt quick that there’s no point in telling the psych anything, my GP was more understanding about how the injections affected me than the psychiatrist was. All psychiatrists are there for is to give you psych meds so unless you want psych meds avoid them. I cancelled my last meeting with psych cause he just wanted me to take another medication and didn’t give a fuck about how bad the injections messed me up just wanted to make out like there was something wrong with me so I’ve just been going to my GP ever since.
 
I think I am going to take a break from here until I report something positive, I have nothing positive to say right now
 
twinpeaks123 said:
what does that mean?
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Regardless of the dosage amount( most likely 234 + 156 + 156) taking only 3 shots means it won’t matter that much what your dosage was. You only got 3 shots.
anonymoususer777 said:
Do you know what the doses are? What is considered a negligible dose?
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I’m not saying there is a certain dosage that is negligible. I’m saying compared to the rest of the crowd, if you only got 3 dosages the amount contained in each one is unimportant because you only got 3
 
twinpeaks123 said:
I think I am going to take a break from here until I report something positive, I have nothing positive to say right now
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Stay on the forums buddy, it gets dark when you’re facing a battle by yourself with no outlet. Many people have left the forums as of recent due to not having anything good to say, you may review history on your own to see how that’s turned out for many.
 
Trueart2 said:
Regardless of the dosage amount( most likely 234 + 156 + 156) taking only 3 shots means it won’t matter that much what your dosage was. You only got 3 shots.


I’m not saying there is a certain dosage that is negligible. I’m saying compared to the rest of the crowd, if you only got 3 dosages the amount contained in each one is unimportant because you only got 3
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But i got only 2 shots, 17 months after i’am still disabled as fuck
 
lukeflowz said:
What the actual fuck. I was told invega should be out of my system in three months, what is this bullshit. They can inject me with something they have no idea the long term consequences. He told me that Invega has no side effects also! They are trying to blame the fact how I’m feeling is because of psychosis. I’m lost for words. No wonder people just opt out on this drug, as you get no support and they divert the conversation away from the injection like it’s secondary or something. No the reason I feel the way I do is from Invega. I know what it feels like
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Yeah going to a psychiatrist about Invega is wasting time.
 
silenthill said:
i hope everyone is doing well. college is going good already. today i ran five miles in twenty-nine minutes. life doesn't feel so forced anymore. hoping you all recover.
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is your motivation back? Do you feel endorphins after exercise?

Btw 5 miles in 29 minutes is seriously fast....did you mean 5km in 29 minutes?
 
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