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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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Life will never be the same
lukeflowz said:
I feel a constant pressure, I’m not sure what to do. This drug is absolutely terrifying. I hope I can heal even at least 50% as I’m getting worse. I’m a carer for my nan and I can’t even look after her properly. I love her so much and I’m broken. I’m a suicidal mess at the moment. But I have to hold on for her and now raw banana as he told me to wait at least 9 months. Rest in peace— I don’t know you, but we messaged a little for the past few months and your death has affected me. You were a gentle soul and just wanted to heal.
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lukeflowz said:
I feel a constant pressure, I’m not sure what to do. This drug is absolutely terrifying. I hope I can heal even at least 50% as I’m getting worse. I’m a carer for my nan and I can’t even look after her properly. I love her so much and I’m broken. I’m a suicidal mess at the moment. But I have to hold on for her and now raw banana as he told me to wait at least 9 months. Rest in peace— I don’t know you, but we messaged a little for the past few months and your death has affected me. You were a gentle soul and just wanted to heal.
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I Do think you will feel better at 9 months but give it more time. I expect you to feel better in 9 to 12 months and fully recover by 2 years. Most people i spoke to who recovered were a suicidal mess during first 2 to 7 months of recovery. Where you are right now is a very difficult place and i completely understand. I am living that experience with you. Just remember that windows of recovery will come and go and not linear when they come. You have to stay busy and as active as possible this is very important, drink a lot of water and tea, keep moving forward in life as best as you can and relax with whatever tools or distractions you have. Eat a healthy diet, organic eggs have helped me a lot and tea has polyphenols. Some people say st johns wort in pure form, and steeped as tea has helped them.
 
Pretty Green said:
Without beautiful Vamsi. I’m distraught
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Are you on invega sustenna too? If not, than i hope you will heal and recover from this loss. Not to undermine your pain but i went through loss of loved ones before invega and i thought it was the most painful thing until i was given invega sustenna. There is no hell worse than invega sustenna and i know why @rawbanana did it. If you are lucky enough to never have been put on invega or similar drug than you have all the tools available to you for healing i:e exercise, meditation, ,ability to feel caffeine, endorphins, serotonin, and other substances that can help you heal. Invega takes all those things away from you. So if you are lucky enough to never have been on such a drug than value the only life you have. Invega makes you value life even more.
 
I tried weed again, the high was good and no different to pre-invega. Lots of creative thoughts and ideas. Only smoking cause it’s Christmas time, not going to make a habit out of it even though it’s been really enjoyable. Happy Holidays everyone, stay safe xoxo
 
anonymoususer777 said:
I Do think you will feel better at 9 months but give it more time. I expect you to feel better in 9 to 12 months and fully recover by 2 years. Most people i spoke to who recovered were a suicidal mess during first 2 to 7 months of recovery. Where you are right now is a very difficult place and i completely understand. I am living that experience with you. Just remember that windows of recovery will come and go and not linear when they come. You have to stay busy and as active as possible this is very important, drink a lot of water and tea, keep moving forward in life as best as you can and relax with whatever tools or distractions you have. Eat a healthy diet, organic eggs have helped me a lot and tea has polyphenols. Some people say st johns wort in pure form, and steeped as tea has helped them.
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8 months have passed and I'm still the same. No improvement
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
The fact is I can leave whenever I want but the only doctor who Belive me and want to help me for real so if i leave i lose this doctor, the paradox of having to stay into a mental health psych ward even if I don’t have any mental diagnosis is kinda fun.
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What about your medical bills that accumulate for as long as you stay in the hospital
 
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