Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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Holy shit i just translate for you guys, from local newspapers about another death of invega i think? They don't say it inside the newspaper but all she's saying is like us

Edit she said she did get an injection.
The newspaper try to make it look like it's because of her mental issues truma.

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Her family and said treatment provider were able to truly help her, and the week of hospitalization only worsened her condition.

The hospitalization in a closed ward was a mistake. She came voluntarily because she lost control. After they put her in a closed ward, she lost it. I met with one of the doctors in the ward, I said, 'Listen, she's a Nova survivor, you have to treat her differently. You put her in a closed ward, with people in a much worse condition, and it gives her a label that she's crazy.'

In June of that year, Shiral arrived at the Lev Hasharon Psychiatric Hospital on her own accord. She was examined, a psychiatrist determined that she was in a psychotic state and ordered her to be hospitalized. A day later, she tried to escape by pressing a fire button. She also attacked staff members and in response was forcibly put into an isolation room, which caused her injuries in various parts of her body.

Towards the end of the conversation, at that meeting in Tel Aviv, Shiral said: "The state abandoned me. In the hospital, they beat me, pinned my head to the floor and gave me an injection in front of everyone. I did not resist. I was lying down with my hands behind my back.
I don’t give a fuck about israeli people? Since he is israeli, she served in the IDF so that mean she took part into oppression against palestinian people and why not maybe she also killed some palestinian child, so i’am happy she endend like that.

Remember that EVERY israeli have to serve in the IDF so there is no civilians in israel and because of the israel policy against Palestine 100% she harmed someone, stole someone’s home or land, and i bet she enjoyed that, so fuck this girl, she got what she deserved.

We don’t have any tears left for israeli people, and you dont even have to ask me why it’s like that, right?
 
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I don’t give a fuck about israeli people? Since he is israeli, she served in the IDF so that mean she took part into oppression against palestinian people and why not maybe she also killed some palestinian child, so i’am happy she endend like that.

Remember that EVERY israeli have to serve in the IDF so there is no civilians in israel and because of the israel policy against Palestine 100% she harmed someone, stole someone’s home or land, and i bet she enjoyed that, so fuck this girl, she got what she deserved.

Whe don’t have any tears left for israeli people, and you dont even have to ask me why it’s like that, right?
Btw news photo of Jeffry Epstein leaked him wearing IDF t-shirt and he also had IDF t-shirt inside his closet in Little St’James island
 
Last few days I was coping well and feeling less suicidal. After hearing about the suicide of rawbanana I feel so much more hopeless and suicidal now, thinking this might be me after 10 more months of waiting . Which I really dont want to be true. Sometimes I also pray the I die from some accident or earthquake or calamity so that I dont have to suicide myself , in my religion suicide might lead to hell. But I am already in hell due to invega. I just hope we can all survive till we can all post our recovery stories here. I was really looking forward to hearing a recovery story coming from rawbanana as he was already at 12 months maybe within 6 more months things could have been different. This is also effecting me very badly
I was hoping to see him recover too. I dont know if he ever shared any windows of recovery or any signs. Did he mention anything? I wish i had asked him if he noticed any improvements. You are right, in 6 more months, he would have felt better. I do vaguely remember him saying he felt better one time.

What improvements have you noticed so far? Did you have any windows of recovery? You will most likely recover, stay as active as you can, stay as busy as you can, drink a lot of water, focus on sleep. I want to see your progress. Remember recovery is not linear, it comes and goes.

There is no after-life, i wish there was. I would probably be in a hurry to die in that case lol.
 
It’s extremely unlikely you’re being watched by the government. While I can agree we do live in an open air prison now a days, he’s being fictitious with the idea that PSYCHIATRISTS are tracking your online activity and hacking into your accounts.

Once you get diagnosed it’s on your record and medically you’re treated like a criminal if you ever get into fits of mania, psychosis, etc. And you won’t be able to join the military, get some government jobs, be a police officer, etc.

Psychiatrists aren’t going out of their way to specifically track people who have mental illnesses and keep tabs on them aside from when they are seen. You are paranoid
I was not talking about psychiatrists or government tracking you. I was referring to a different set of people, mainly those who have access into your life in some way.
 
in the last 3 months we had:

2 suicides
0 recovery

I’am 17 months after my last injection, still not recovered, actually i cannot sleep due to tinnitus, it’s 2AM in my country..

That’s don’t sound good as a record of recovery rate btw..
 
@Trueart2
I was just suggesting for a discord channel so that no one else had to commit suicide and we could have more support.
I think a lot of us do feel suicidal like me and having people to talk to could avoid taking drastic decisions like this.
And I think you have also supported ideas of starting a discord channel when @invega011024 or @keepinghope suggested for one? And how is it going to alienate new members i dont understand? And What does me being less active here has to do with this? You can simply say you dont like this suggestion coming from me but you were up for a discord when someone else suggested 🙄🙃

I’m glad you’ve been silently watching if that’s what your last remark insinuates. Discord’s will alienate new members because all of the activity will be concentrated in the discord, leaving this place dried up and thus eliminating any potential new connections that form because of this place.

I joined @keepinghope discord because its purpose was to function as a guide to recovery, rather than a general space to converse about Invega.
 
I woke up at 4 in the morning, fuck this is so depressing waking up every day while your destroyed by invega.

I should get st john in the mail today, i hope it will make things more bearable reduce some invega.
 
I don’t give a fuck about israeli people? Since he is israeli, she served in the IDF so that mean she took part into oppression against palestinian people and why not maybe she also killed some palestinian child, so i’am happy she endend like that.

Remember that EVERY israeli have to serve in the IDF so there is no civilians in israel and because of the israel policy against Palestine 100% she harmed someone, stole someone’s home or land, and i bet she enjoyed that, so fuck this girl, she got what she deserved.

We don’t have any tears left for israeli people, and you dont even have to ask me why it’s like that, right?
your saying some incorrect stuff i didn't do the army and I'm from Israel, you can avoid it with psychiatrist if he says your unfit for service, girls can go to the rabbi ask not to join the army etc.

Also what happened to me is a bit because i feel everyone hate Israelis it's does really suck.
 
“Yeah let’s live on a stolen land over the bones of children and people we have killed and let’s make a genocide, war crimes and crimes against humanity, let’s shoot over medical personnel, ambulances and hospitals, and terrorists attacks false-flag like that last one in Australia or the infamous 9/11 in the USA and let’s destabilize the entire middle east then cry if everybody hate us because of what we did”

Israeli mentality at his peak i Guess..
 
Don’t tell people you are from israel, keep this for yourself, as you see you won’t get a standing ovation for that, that’s time it’s gone.
 
Yep. I can’t function without him here. We told each other we loved each other everyday. I’m lost.
@rawbanana s suicide left me traumatized . It helped trigger my loss of composure at work today..i cannot believe it, this drug makes life absolute hell. I dont want to die and neither did @rawbanana but what choice are we left with when everything we love and cherish is taken away from us for no fault of our own. All the mental tools we developed to deal with stressful situations are also taken away by this drug.
 
I feel a constant pressure, I’m not sure what to do. This drug is absolutely terrifying. I hope I can heal even at least 50% as I’m getting worse. I’m a carer for my nan and I can’t even look after her properly. I love her so much and I’m broken. I’m a suicidal mess at the moment. But I have to hold on for her and now raw banana as he told me to wait at least 9 months. Rest in peace— I don’t know you, but we messaged a little for the past few months and your death has affected me. You were a gentle soul and just wanted to heal.
 
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