Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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How do you know that they are tracking and hacking? Do you have any proof? Maybe it’s just imagination? I’m asking because I feel the same way sometimes and I’m not sure if it’s psychosis or real.

It’s extremely unlikely you’re being watched by the government. While I can agree we do live in an open air prison now a days, he’s being fictitious with the idea that PSYCHIATRISTS are tracking your online activity and hacking into your accounts.

Once you get diagnosed it’s on your record and medically you’re treated like a criminal if you ever get into fits of mania, psychosis, etc. And you won’t be able to join the military, get some government jobs, be a police officer, etc.

Psychiatrists aren’t going out of their way to specifically track people who have mental illnesses and keep tabs on them aside from when they are seen. You are paranoid
 
It’s extremely unlikely you’re being watched by the government. While I can agree we do live in an open air prison now a days, he’s being fictitious with the idea that PSYCHIATRISTS are tracking your online activity and hacking into your accounts.

Once you get diagnosed it’s on your record and medically you’re treated like a criminal if you ever get into fits of mania, psychosis, etc. And you won’t be able to join the military, get some government jobs, be a police officer, etc.

Psychiatrists aren’t going out of their way to specifically track people who have mental illnesses and keep tabs on them aside from when they are seen. You are paranoid
Thank you for the reply. This is how my illness works. I am not paranoid atm, but I get psychotic from time to time and start thinking that the government is micromanaging my life with surveillance. I’m glad it’s just in my head lol. But now I’m stuck with medicine for the foreseeable future feels like I’m serving a sentence
 
Holy shit i just translate for you guys, from local newspapers about another death of invega i think? They don't say it inside the newspaper but all she's saying is like us

Edit she said she did get an injection.
The newspaper try to make it look like it's because of her mental issues truma.

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Her family and said treatment provider were able to truly help her, and the week of hospitalization only worsened her condition.

The hospitalization in a closed ward was a mistake. She came voluntarily because she lost control. After they put her in a closed ward, she lost it. I met with one of the doctors in the ward, I said, 'Listen, she's a Nova survivor, you have to treat her differently. You put her in a closed ward, with people in a much worse condition, and it gives her a label that she's crazy.'

In June of that year, Shiral arrived at the Lev Hasharon Psychiatric Hospital on her own accord. She was examined, a psychiatrist determined that she was in a psychotic state and ordered her to be hospitalized. A day later, she tried to escape by pressing a fire button. She also attacked staff members and in response was forcibly put into an isolation room, which caused her injuries in various parts of her body.

Towards the end of the conversation, at that meeting in Tel Aviv, Shiral said: "The state abandoned me. In the hospital, they beat me, pinned my head to the floor and gave me an injection in front of everyone. I did not resist. I was lying down with my hands behind my back.
 
How do you know that they are tracking and hacking? Do you have any proof? Maybe it’s just imagination? I’m asking because I feel the same way sometimes and I’m not sure if it’s psychosis or real.
Maybe not hacking, but all the tell tale signs are there. I am not paranoid and im afraid of describing the things they do because it is absurd and sounds crazy. Victims of narcissistic abuse often end up in psych wards, never ever mention the things they do or they will get you punished, the world isnt run on ethics or logic, it is run according to senseless rules created by these baboons. My life already ended with the invega injections when i was almost out of their reach, i have to die niw though i dont want to much like @rawbanana . But if you are stuck in such a situation, never ever make the mistake of mentioning this to anyone, instead try your best to get as far away from these people so they dont have access to you.
 
The most horrifying fact before dying is that they were never interested in your well being, they were only wanted addicted to the feeling of seeing you suffer. And they wanted to see you suffer for nothing you did but whatever was going on inside their brains. If one excuse didnt work, they created another one. The mental health worker said "lets shut this sucker down" before arranging for ending my life. Is sadism genetic?
 
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Can someone open a discord server so that we can all talk and stay in touch? I really wish @rawbanana didn’t have to die so early , he should have waited till 18 months
 
Can someone open a discord server so that we can all talk and stay in touch? I really wish @rawbanana didn’t have to die so early , he should have waited till 18 months

That would defeat the purpose of the forums and totally alienate anyone new from joining. You’re also barley active here.
 
Exactly. He’s gone. A horrible comment to write when I am going through the same thing. We were very close so to write that is just mean.

RIP beautiful V. We spoke everyday maybe five times a day and V was a beautiful person. Kind and caring and compassionate and sweet.
I'm so sorry about your friend. I kept telling him to hold out longer, that sometimes it takes two years to make a full recovery for some people.
 
does anyone else have bowel issues on invega? it feels like my bowels aren’t cleared
Risperidone made me very constipated. My bowel patterns started returning to normal after 3-4 months. They’re perhaps 75% back to normal now at 6 months.
 
That would defeat the purpose of the forums and totally alienate anyone new from joining. You’re also barley active here.
@Trueart2
I was just suggesting for a discord channel so that no one else had to commit suicide and we could have more support.
I think a lot of us do feel suicidal like me and having people to talk to could avoid taking drastic decisions like this.
And I think you have also supported ideas of starting a discord channel when @invega011024 or @keepinghope suggested for one? And how is it going to alienate new members i dont understand? And What does me being less active here has to do with this? You can simply say you dont like this suggestion coming from me but you were up for a discord when someone else suggested 🙄🙃
 
@rawbanana s suicide left me traumatized . It helped trigger my loss of composure at work today..i cannot believe it, this drug makes life absolute hell. I dont want to die and neither did @rawbanana but what choice are we left with when everything we love and cherish is taken away from us for no fault of our own. All the mental tools we developed to deal with stressful situations are also taken away by this drug.
 
@rawbanana s suicide left me traumatized . It helped trigger my loss of composure at work today..i cannot believe it, this drug makes life absolute hell. I dont want to die and neither did @rawbanana but what choice are we left with when everything we love and cherish is taken away from us for no fault of our own. All the mental tools we developed to deal with stressful situations are also taken away by this drug.
Last few days I was coping well and feeling less suicidal. After hearing about the suicide of rawbanana I feel so much more hopeless and suicidal now, thinking this might be me after 10 more months of waiting . Which I really dont want to be true. Sometimes I also pray the I die from some accident or earthquake or calamity so that I dont have to suicide myself , in my religion suicide might lead to hell. But I am already in hell due to invega. I just hope we can all survive till we can all post our recovery stories here. I was really looking forward to hearing a recovery story coming from rawbanana as he was already at 12 months maybe within 6 more months things could have been different. This is also effecting me very badly .
 
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