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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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deathbypsychiatry said:
It's a quote from the myth of mental illness - thomas szasz

"It is conceivable, of course, that significant physicochemical disturbances will be found in some “mental patients” and in some “conditions” now labeled “mental illnesses.” But this does not mean that all so called mental diseases have biological “causes,” for the simple reason that it has become customary to use the term “mental illness” to stigmatize, and thus control, those persons whose behavior offends society—or the psychiatrist making the “diagnosis.”

I posit that they force their drugs on people with the knowledge & intention of causing brain damage & use said brain damage as evidence of the existence of mental illness. (Although not all psychiatrists would be aware)
They also deny "antipsychotics" by design induce Dopamine supersensitivity psychosis both when used long term or when withdrawn.
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INvega sustenna indeed made me more "crazy" than i ever was. I have lost composure and ability to deal with stressful mental situations much more so after the injection. Years of meditation all washed away in a second.

Psychiatrists are masters of gaslighting, any problems you did not have prior to the drug are blamed on your brain. They can never explain how you developed a myriad of problems overnight, so they again blame your brain and perscribe more drugs.

Can you please honestly share if this brain damage is reversible?

People working in the mental health system are aware of the life ending potential of these antipsychotics. The psychiatrist who injected me knew the drug causes damage thus he said at the time of the injection "you have a great future" . He knew he was ending my future. The mental health worker who was extremely eager for me to go to this appointment thought of me as a "sucker".
 
Yes. I was on the phone with his parents and brother two hours before the life support was turned off. It’s a fucking tragedy. We became best friends since May and would tell each other how much we loved each other on the phone. His dad wrote to me after and said:
“Yeah Alana
Thank you so much for your kind support to Vamsi and your understanding of how good person Vamsi was”
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
@Trueart2 Did @rawbanana really committed suicide?!?
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Exactly. He’s gone. A horrible comment to write when I am going through the same thing. We were very close so to write that is just mean.

RIP beautiful V. We spoke everyday maybe five times a day and V was a beautiful person. Kind and caring and compassionate and sweet.
invegaloner said:
How would they know unless they knew them personally… and why did you respond to that other person asking if they were psychotic… if they were would that make what they say less valuable? They said they were in contact with them everyday. Hopefully they weren’t successful and are away from the internet…
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Pretty Green said:
Exactly. He’s gone. A horrible comment to write when I am going through the same thing. We were very close so to write that is just mean.

RIP beautiful V. We spoke everyday maybe five times a day and V was a beautiful person. Kind and caring and compassionate and sweet.
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Are you sure?

Invega takes another victim, how many people will this drug kill
 
Pretty Green said:
Exactly. He’s gone. A horrible comment to write when I am going through the same thing. We were very close so to write that is just mean.

RIP beautiful V. We spoke everyday maybe five times a day and V was a beautiful person. Kind and caring and compassionate and sweet.
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So rawbanana committed suicide? I can’t belive..
 
Pretty Green said:
Yes. I was on the phone with his parents and brother two hours before the life support was turned off. It’s a fucking tragedy. We became best friends since May and would tell each other how much we loved each other on the phone. His dad wrote to me after and said:
“Yeah Alana
Thank you so much for your kind support to Vamsi and your understanding of how good person Vamsi was”
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This is horrible, did his parents cause this?
 
Pretty Green said:
No. He suicided. We were friends since May. No I’m not. I’m hurting like my best friend Vamsi was. He died two days ago. I tried to help him. I really did. I will never forget him. We spoke on the phone multiple times a day since May.
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how do you know he suicided?
 
anonymoususer777 said:
@lukeflowz i hope you you are showing signs of recovery
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None here atm and feeling change in a worse way. Maybe it will be like this for good. The news of raw banana has made me suicidal. His last message to me was a supporting one telling me to wait it out and give it at least 9months as I’m suicidal myself. I promise out of respect for raw banana I’ll give myself at least 9months before any attempt. If I see no improvement at 9months then I’ll be actively trying to commit suicide. Life is shit at the moment. I have loved ones but I’m damaging them by just being alive. Everyone around me thinks all this is in my head. My life is horrible at the moment.

Rest in peace @rawbanana. I will hold on for 9 months at least for you.
 
anonymoususer777 said:
INvega sustenna indeed made me more "crazy" than i ever was. I have lost composure and ability to deal with stressful mental situations much more so after the injection. Years of meditation all washed away in a second.

Psychiatrists are masters of gaslighting, any problems you did not have prior to the drug are blamed on your brain. They can never explain how you developed a myriad of problems overnight, so they again blame your brain and perscribe more drugs.

Can you please honestly share if this brain damage is reversible?

People working in the mental health system are aware of the life ending potential of these antipsychotics. The psychiatrist who injected me knew the drug causes damage thus he said at the time of the injection "you have a great future" . He knew he was ending my future. The mental health worker who was extremely eager for me to go to this appointment thought of me as a "sucker".
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“Years of meditation washed away in a second”

Yeah, this hurts me hard. I used to have regular meditation sessions and ever since the injections I’ve lost this completely. I hope this comes back, but I don’t wanna get my hopes up.
 
I wish he was still here. But no he is gone and I’m fucking heartbroken. We spoke everyday and I tried to be there as a support. He was supposed to come to Australia and I was supposed to go to America. We became best friends and I’m fucked from this too. I miss his voice
 
Pretty Green said:
I wish he was still here. But no he is gone and I’m fucking heartbroken. We spoke everyday and I tried to be there as a support. He was supposed to come to Australia and I was supposed to go to America. We became best friends and I’m fucked from this too. I miss his voice
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I dmed raw banana last week and it’s tragic hearing they are gone
 
Thinking of @raw banana before heading to sleep. Thanks for messaging me giving me hope when I was suicidal myself. I’ll hold on at least 9 months out of respect for you.
 
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