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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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I cheated on my girlfriend. Of 1 day. Very deep spiritual subject. Basically when your with a girl the universe throws you sexier women and money and the moment you fall for her and fuck her you lose your solar light which her moon was magnifying you lose all the gifts she built with you no matter how short or little, and you drain your solar light and energetically and subconsciously she won’t be on the same level as you , you levelled her up spiritually through cheating.
I realised as I cheated I lost healthy, beauty went down and finances and I’m starting to feel that blocked nose I got again which I thought was from invega

Moral of the story don’t cheat on your shorty

And the man that don’t listen equates to nothing

If you want sources I can send them to you.

But generally feel not good after cheating mentally spiritually and physically
 
anonymoususer777 said:
I too feel physically exhausted and run out of breath quickly. I was an endurance athlete just 6 months ago. My energy levels improved in early months of invega but they have crashed now...i want to know what is going on...is this part of recovery or things getting worse. PS i am following your recovery story because your dosage and timeline is almost the same as mine. If you fully recover and gain your strength, stamina, brain all back than that would give me hope and perhaps others here too.
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I truly believe full recovery is just a matter of time. I was thinking that the energy levels crashing could just be that we need to build our fatigue levels up so it’s hopefully just a matter of pushing ourselves. I’m hoping to be fully recovered by July next year so I can go back to my studies and pick up where I left off pre invega. It’s rather depressing how much these injections mess with our lives which could be contributing to the energy crash too
 
paranoid android said:
Expensive? It's been out here for ages in Canada and is covered. Never really helped me just gave me anxiety



Probably because the side effects are fucking hell. I took it oce for nerve pain and had a migraine for 2 weeks after i stopped the drug
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I paid 250aud so I’m absolutely taking it, contrave is a combo med with naltrexone & bupropion. Figured I’ve spent more than that monthly on smoking, drinking and what not so if it helps me lose weight and feel better about myself that’s worth it, doc also said it’ll help with nicotine addiction so I won’t need to wear patches anymore and to be honest, I’m so done with the fucked up dreams I’ve been getting from wearing patches. Hopefully doesn’t give me anxiety though
 
flystr8 said:
I cheated on my girlfriend. Of 1 day. Very deep spiritual subject. Basically when your with a girl the universe throws you sexier women and money and the moment you fall for her and fuck her you lose your solar light which her moon was magnifying you lose all the gifts she built with you no matter how short or little, and you drain your solar light and energetically and subconsciously she won’t be on the same level as you , you levelled her up spiritually through cheating.
I realised as I cheated I lost healthy, beauty went down and finances and I’m starting to feel that blocked nose I got again which I thought was from invega

Moral of the story don’t cheat on your shorty

And the man that don’t listen equates to nothing

If you want sources I can send them to you.

But generally feel not good after cheating mentally spiritually and physically
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It would be fucked up if you didn’t feel bad after cheating. Being cheated on is a big part of the reason my mental health got fucked up in recent years. Whether or not she knows, you should leave that girl alone cause she deserves better
 
Hey guys, to those who are recovered/partially recovered, is it normal at the fourth month of the injection to not notice hardly any changes. My akathsia has eased a bit but that’s pretty much it. Also is month 5 different than month 4.
 
lukeflowz said:
Hey guys, to those who are recovered/partially recovered, is it normal at the fourth month of the injection to not notice hardly any changes. My akathsia has eased a bit but that’s pretty much it. Also is month 5 different than month 4.
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Ya i guess so im also 4 months and one week fuck it's hard.
One positive thing that happened to me, is i got enough power to watch tv series. That's the big change i see. Like 2-3 precent more power.
 
lostsoulowen said:
Ya i guess so im also 4 months and one week fuck it's hard.
One positive thing that happened to me, is i got enough power to watch tv series. That's the big change i see. Like 2-3 precent more power.
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I don’t think many people recover at four months (I could be wrong) It would be nice to know from someone who recovered what it was like at month 4.
 
deathbypsychiatry said:
Yes, antipsychotics are innapropriate and harmful to most patients, Psychiatrists force people to take them with no concern for the harms or outcomes of the patient.
"Suggesting a psychiatrist not to give you any antipsychotics means she has no job to do. Telling her that 9/10 isn’t going to go anywhere for you and will probably only land yourself onto a mental/physical list of patients refusing medication which will get you put on a treatment over objection order.( Where they give you injections bc you have no say anymore. In the past forums all people reported was dopamine agonists making their situation many times worse than it actually was before, but as of recent I’ve seen a small onslaught of people champions Vynase or whatever it’s called."
This is extremely true. They will punish heavily.
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Maybe in order to avoid antipsychotics I Will ask for a SSRI? But if I have dopamine deficency aka low dopamine, a partial agonist can “push up” my d2 dopamine, right? How it can worsening things for me?
 
deathbypsychiatry said:
Abilify is a strange drug. They call it a modulator, say that it is a partial agonist when you have low dopamine but when your dopamine levels are high it turns into a blocker. but that's just what it does to dopamine. Still an antipsychotic blocks a bunch of other receptors, takes half your personality, steals your creativity & soul. Side effects like QT prolongation, sudden cardiac death, lowering white blood cells, CNS depression a few drinks can kill you. Blocks any positive feelings from drink or any drug, can't even get stoned. It's still a horrible drug even if it's not as disabling as Invega.
Dopamine isn't the whole equation. Also how do you know you have dopamine deficiency? Do you have tremors/parkonism?
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Ok thanks, i will defenitely don’t take other psych drugs, what about SSRI? They can help?
 
deathbypsychiatry said:
Personally I'm against taking them but would use st johns wort despite it being a SSRI. But you're 17 months since last shot so you've already eliminated the invega from your system. Effexor is probably the worst of the lot. Some people choose to take them. They say that it's trial and error, in that most SSRIs won't work so they keep trying different ones until one does. Neurochemistry and how drugs work is very complex and I won't pretend to understand it. What do you want out of taking an SSRI? What are you trying to treat with an SSRI? What side effects are you willing to put up with?
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I don’t even know it’s just about being compilant about some psych drug in order to left the psych ward so i can avoid to mess my brain with partial agonists
 
deathbypsychiatry said:
If you're not trying to treat anything then maybe you don't need to take any psych drug. Are you detained in the psych ward right now? Normally they just slap a label on you then force you to take what they tell you.
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Yeah i’am there now, but the doctor seem very open to me refusing meds, she told me that there is no sense in forcing someone into some meds if the patient don’t belive is the right meds for him, she is very nice it seem
 
deathbypsychiatry said:
How did you end up there? It's nice they are not being cruel to you.
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The psychiatryst who i give a chance to see if he could help restore the brain damage turned against him by saying “or you take Reagila - olanzapine, or i force a stay into the psych ward against your will”.

Since i refused these meds, they bring me there
 
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