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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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bvc said:
I've been in a number of mental health wards and never come across something like this. Weird.
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Ya i probably literally saw everything in that fucking place. It was nothing to see someone running down the hall naked lol. One guy i was friends with in there had really bad bipolar and would always strip off and go running down the hall when he was manic lol. He was a good dude but he needed better meds lol.

Our psych ward was kinda fucking bedlam anyway. The only real rules in there where no fighting and take your meds. I broke the no fighting rule about 6 times and got tossed in solitary about 6 times lol. But ther where worse places to be then that psych ward. The city jail is much worse i can attest to that lol.

Someone was always ordering pizza in the psych ward and if you didnt have smokes someone would probably give you one. Its bad enough being in there as is so no need to do without smokes to. People would always let you in on a joint to. I didnt even have to buy my own weed in there sometimes as i that could roll a joint. It was only me and some other older dude who could roll a joint in there. Most young people cant roll joints and in the psych ward most people where younger then me
 
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Anyways this dude who said to me he can hear aliens voices inside his head who speak to him, out of nowhere started to speak russian to me and was saying something like “slava ukraine” and he was actually speaking russian thinking i can understeand him
 
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RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Anyways this dude who said to me he can hear aliens voices inside his head who speak to him, out of nowhere started to speak russian to me and was saying something like “slava ukraine” and he was actually speaking russian thinking i can understeand him
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He think i’am his dead brother and he keep told me that we have to kidnap 570 girls and one 5yo girl that we have to keep captive and rape this girl and then kill she, hopefully this dude it’s not outside harming people
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
He think i’am his dead brother and he keep told me that we have to kidnap 570 girls and one 5yo girl that we have to keep captive and rape this girl and then kill she, hopefully this dude it’s not outside harming people
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Psych ward are designed for this kind of people but not to be slaughterhouse for “normal” people being harmed with injections
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
He think i’am his dead brother and he keep told me that we have to kidnap 570 girls and one 5yo girl that we have to keep captive and rape this girl and then kill she, hopefully this dude it’s not outside harming people
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Ok normally i would NEVER ever snitch on someone but this is something that you may want to tell your doctor. Someone potentially hurting women and chlldren is not a matter to be taken lightly. When women or children are involved the no snitching rule does not apply imo. But chances are thers nothing to it and hes just psychotic which sounds like its the case. But i would still brng it up with the doctor just in case. Like you have no way of knowing if hes committed any dodgy crimes or anything. Just in case though i wuld def bring it up with the doc

When i was in the psych ward there was a real fucking asshole in there who was in for shaking his dick at a sex worker downtown. That combined with the fact that he was a real greedy asshole meant noone in there liked him. Whenever we ordered pizza or smoked weed we always left him out of it because he would never give you any smookes or weed if you ran out. He was a real cunt
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Psych ward are designed for this kind of people but not to be slaughterhouse for “normal” people being harmed with injectionsy
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Most psych wards are just warehouses for mentally ill people. Also there are alot of homeless people in there atleast in the one here. Being in there would be far better then being homelesss. Atleast in there someone would give you smokes, weed and maybe pizza to. I would always give smokes to the people in there that couldnt afford them and would cut them in on a joint to

Have you ever read Foucault? He wrote alot about psychiatric hospitals and had actually been in one himself. I read his madness and civilization book and it was great. He said that psych wards exist to basically turn deviant people into good little docile people basically. Id agree to some extent. Alot of what Foucault wrote didnt age well but i like madness and civilization
 
paranoid android said:
Ok normally i would NEVER ever snitch on someone but this is something that you may want to tell your doctor. Someone potentially hurting women and chlldren is not a matter to be taken lightly. When women or children are involved the no snitching rule does not apply imo. But chances are thers nothing to it and hes just psychotic which sounds like its the case. But i would still brng it up with the doctor just in case. Like you have no way of knowing if hes committed any dodgy crimes or anything. Just in case though i wuld def bring it up with the doc

When i was in the psych ward there was a real fucking asshole in there who was in for shaking his dick at a sex worker downtown. That combined with the fact that he was a real greedy asshole meant noone in there liked him. Whenever we ordered pizza or smoked weed we always left him out of it because he would never give you any smookes or weed if you ran out. He was a real cunt
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I think he is under severe restriction, they won’t let him out this place until he is not stable i Guess, and I think the staff already know about that
 
silenthill said:
i start college on monday and seeing as i've recovered significantly and don't have much to add here, i will be going. recovery is possible no matter how long it takes. and also fuck big pharma lol
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You have a lot to add, please keep giving hope to suicidal people here. If it wasnt people who recovered, i would probably have commited suicide or planning to do it even now.
 
anonymoususer777 said:
You have a lot to add, please keep giving hopfix it all the way. I had to e to suicidal people here. If it wasnt people who recovered, i would probably have commited suicide or planning to do it even now.
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I was actually suicidal for awile when i got out of the psych ward. But i couldnt off myself an leave my cat alone. Sadly my cat passed away almost 3 years ago exactly (december 14th) but i decided not to kill myself. By then i was recovered about 70% but i was on latuda at the time and fuck that shit right up the ass with a unlubed baseball bat. I had such bad akathisia from that. One night t got so bad that even morphine alone didnt fix it. I had to get some klonopin off my mom and that combined with another shot of morphine pretty much fixed the akathisia.



Matthew01 said:
This is good right? You can finally find out what is wrong with your brain. Maybe they will give you drugs to return you back to normal
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It's a good sign that they seem to be willing to work with them. The first shrink i had in the psych ward flat out told me i waset getting any meds basically. But ya they seem wiling to work with him atleast
 
invegaloner said:
Does anyone else with anhedonia only feel emotions in their dreams? I’ve been having kind of stressful dreams that force me to react in a certain way. Still have no ability to cry or feel real anger or joy though
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This drug messed my brain up. I can't remember my dreams
 
invegaloner said:
I talked more about my anhedonia with my therapist she wants to try raising my vyvanse dose or raising my rexulti dose… we are going to try the vyvanse first but I’ve been on the same dose for over a year so it bums me out I’m becoming even more reliant on it but if a higher dose is all I need to feel things again I will try it
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Why you taking rexulti? It's an antipsychotic. It blocks dopamine receptors.
 
invegaloner said:
I was psychotic, and it’s also used for depression which I have. My therapist wants me on a low dose for a few more months to make sure I don’t get rebound psychosis, I don’t feel like the drug is affecting me positively or negatively though, and my anhedonia came with the invega.
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Sorry to break it to you, but as long as you continue to take a antipsychotic the longer it’ll take for you to recover. Now if you really believe & realize that taking the antipsychotic is for the better for yourself, go ahead and take it. But it’s not a surprise why your recovery may take longer than it otherwise wouldd
 
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