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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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RisperdalConsta50mg said:
I think because they cannot deny to you your right to communicate with the outside, i Guess
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There is a guy talking about how aliens talk with him and he can hear their voices inside his head, he showed me some nonsense notes inside his phone full of symbols and number, apparentely there is some sort of sense on it for him, but not for me..
 
bvc said:
I have tinnitus in my left ear today. I'm sorry for what you're going through and I hope it'll change in the future.
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Since when did you have tinnitus? Only today? Because I developed tinnitus in my right ear on the 18th of august, then it became on the left ear too, and today is random, it can be in the left, or in the center, or in the right
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Since when did you have tinnitus? Only today? Because I developed tinnitus in my right ear on the 18th of august, then it became on the left ear too, and today is random, it can be in the left, or in the center, or in the right
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I've had tinnitus for about three months. I noticed it in the left ear starting today. I've felt it in both ears but that was months ago.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
There is a guy talking about how aliens talk with him and he can hear their voices inside his head, he showed me some nonsense notes inside his phone full of symbols and number, apparentely there is some sort of sense on it for him, but not for me..
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He’s psychotic my friend. The scary thing about is, is the longer you stay psychotic the more damage is done to your brain. There’s also people who never escape the psychosis and permanently live forever with their minds not intact
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
There is a guy talking about how aliens talk with him and he can hear their voices inside his head, he showed me some nonsense notes inside his phone full of symbols and number, apparentely there is some sort of sense on it for him, but not for me..
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Honestly going by what you type here you seem pretty sane so i doubt they will keep you long.
 
cheek the medication they give you and spit it out in the toilet. i did that everyday (risperdal pills) for nearly a week and i was discharged the day they were doing blood tests. right before they got to me some guy attacked a staff member and we had to go to our rooms.
 
Hey everybody, here to do my monthly update. Just over 7 months off the injections now and I’m feeling quite alright. Recently spent some time on the other side of the country to see Kendrick lamar live and it was awesome, had a great time. I drank for a week while I was away and felt the full effects of alcohol. Other than feeling down in the dumps when my period is coming on which is very normal for me, I’m feeling great and a lot like my pre-invega self. Music is enjoyable, eating good food gives me the dopamine it should, sex drive has returned. Haven’t lost any weight gained from invega but I guess I haven’t really put in any effort. Not sure if I’m fully recovered yet but am pretty happy with where I’m at as there were times in the early stages of coming off the injections where I wondered if I was ever going to get better and now I am 😊 don’t lose hope
 
silenthill said:
cheek the medication they give you and spit it out in the toilet. i did that everyday (risperdal pills) for nearly a week and i was discharged the day they were doing blood tests. right before they got to me some guy attacked a staff member and we had to go to our rooms.
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God works in mysterious ways
 
i start college on monday and seeing as i've recovered significantly and don't have much to add here, i will be on less. recovery is possible no matter how long it takes.
 
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silenthill said:
i start college on monday and seeing as i've recovered significantly and don't have much to add here, i will be going. recovery is possible no matter how long it takes. and also fuck big pharma lol
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You’re non American, or you’re doing a winter term for college? Either way take care, and do well
 
paranoid android said:
Honestly going by what you type here you seem pretty sane so i doubt they will keep you long.
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Yeah this is not a place where i should be, i’am here only because the psychiatryst who i saw a couple times because of risperdal damage showed me his true self and because i dint buy his nonsense diagnosis and his ego did this to me..
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Yeah this is not a place where i should be, i’am here only because the psychiatryst who i saw a couple times because of risperdal damage showed me his true self and because i dint buy his nonsense diagnosis and his ego did this to me..
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My advice would be to try and get the fuck out of that place asap. Honestly the trauma i got from the psych ward was the worst. Im still dealing with it because i have PTSD and insomnia from the psych ward. Though it has gotten alot better both shrooms and ketamine helped alot. The doctors and shrinks in the psych ward are also the worst i didnt even get a asprin for 3 months. It took 3 months for me to get a new shrink in there and finally get put on invega which i was actually greatful for as i had psychosis and cotards syndrome.

But ya you may have to go along with doctors abit to get out of there. Above all else try and remain calm even though dealing with some of the idiot doctors in there is like dealing with children. The first shrink i had in there diagosed me and atleast 2 other people weith weed psychosis. Despite the fact that i had been smoking weed since i was 12 and still do wth no problems. My new shrink however is rather pro weed and says if it helps my ptsd and pain go for it.

The shrinks they usually have in the psych ward are generally the worst of the worst. Most of them wont prescribe anything fun like benzos or z drugs. Noone would willingly go to them so they work inpatient instead. The shrink i lucked into in there only came in because i was not getting along with my shrink at all. Also my brother was a lawyer which probably helped.

Can you order in takeout there? We used to order in pizza and smoke cigs and weed until lights out at 10. With all that it wasent unbearable in there though you stll dont want to be in there unless your homeless like alot of people in there where. Those people i felt really bad for because for them that was better then they usually had it. They didnt have a house, a laptop, weed, hash, beer, liquor and homemade food to go home to
 
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