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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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Everyone,

Do you ever feel like there's a fog in your head, or like you're watching yourself from a third-person perspective?



My memory's terrible, and I can't focus on music.

I can't make sense of the things I did when my dopamine was unbalanced.



To be precise, it was right before I started taking Invega Sustenna.



I think it's probably due to my anxiety disorder.

When I'm anxious, I really can't do anything.



Sigh... Does anyone here happen to be taking Loravan and Inderal?

What side effects did you experience?

Did you experience lethargy or memory loss?
 
Wait, but is this really something that can recover?

I heard it actually caused permanent damage to the brain.



I don't know what the truth is.

I've recently experienced a great sense of loss and am consumed by that feeling.

But to resolve things step by step, I need to recall what happened before.



Yet, that recollection doesn't come easily. I feel irritable, lethargic, unable to empathize, and like my thoughts keep stalling.



But the more that happens, the more those memories fade from my mind.



Am I mistaking this for memory loss, thinking it's a side effect of the injections?



I don't know.
 
nom. said:
Everyone,

Do you ever feel like there's a fog in your head, or like you're watching yourself from a third-person perspective?



My memory's terrible, and I can't focus on music.

I can't make sense of the things I did when my dopamine was unbalanced.



To be precise, it was right before I started taking Invega Sustenna.



I think it's probably due to my anxiety disorder.

When I'm anxious, I really can't do anything.



Sigh... Does anyone here happen to be taking Loravan and Inderal?

What side effects did you experience?

Did you experience lethargy or memory loss?
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I experience lethargy and memory loss, how many doses did you have?
 
I tried drinking alcohol and smoking weed. It did not make me high but had other effects of both like extreme emotions, anxiety, and depression. Does anyone know when the ability to get high from weed or alcohol comes back (if it comes back at all) ?
 
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I tried drinking alcohol and smoking weed. It did not make me high but had other effects of both like extreme emotions, anxiety, and depression. Does anyone know when the ability to get high from weed or alcohol comes back (if it comes back at all) ?
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For me that was getting high, I had heightened emotions but it also made me feel uplifted. Now all I get is a mild body high with some spacing out, but not that much because of my vyvanse. Vyvanse and weed bind to the same receptors btw for people who don’t know so they cancel each other out a little bit. When I get drunk I guess I feel relaxed? But mostly just kind of dizzy, no emotional changes from it either.
 
I miss how I felt when I was high, maybe it was actually psychosis or mania and that’s why I don’t feel it anymore. I haven’t taken a tolerance break in a while but I’m not a heavy user I just smoke one joint, I’m going to take a break for a week to see if the effects come back stronger or something. I’m worried that it’s not invega causing this at all but post psychotic depression or something. I should be happy that I’m not anxious or suicidal but the fact I feel so calm all the time feels kind of inappropriate in a way. The last time I really cried was months ago in the hospital.
 
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