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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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I can’t belive there is no end to this agony, it’s the same day by day everyday. What I have to do in order to stop that agony? Kill myself?
 
twinpeaks123 said:
every week I realise there’s nothing medical professionals can do about this, they think it’s a psychological and I am being delusional about this

I told them there’s people online experiencing the same thing and they were like “people online lie, you can listen to them or medical professionals”

it’s pure gaslighting, I am tired of this bullshit
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Is there a way we can get someone to give us evidence so that you can use it. What if the girl who was given vyvanse can go back to her doctor and record him saying the injection cause suffering.
 
How it’s possible or even acceptable that we are left in this agony caused by injections and no one help us to heal the damage? How it’s possible i can’t understeand, why?!
 
I’am scared i won’t recover.. 16 months are already passed but recovery don’t happened.. It only get worse over time, my cognitive faculties are dropping drastically and my memory too..
 
I came to call my mother and try to talk with her that i’am worryied about the damage these injection left me with and she was keep saying “you are refusing the cure” refered to the fact i don’t want to take any nonsense psychiatric drugs like antipsychotics or antidepfessants. She think these drugs are a cure and i’am just refusing to cure myself.

Then she told me “is not the injections that damaged your brain, it’s weed”. Then i had to close the phone call because the propaganda anti-weed and the brainwash about psychiatry is the only answer for me has reached a so deep level on my mother that there is no more point for me to reach her when i’am vulnerable.

This is so sad, not even my mother realized how these injections left me and she is so brainwashed that she think weed is the cause..

This is so fucked up for real.
 
anonymoususer777 said:
Because 234mg in USA is equal to 150mg in Canada and 156mg in USA is equal to 100mg in Canada. I wonder if there is difference between UK and Canada too... i was previously comparing myself to people recovering in the USA which was a mistake because for example @silenthill got 234mg in USA so that would be equal to 150mg in Canada. @demileigh got 4 injections but it is still.less than what i got with 2 injections. A girl from USA recovered in 5 months but she got 275 mg in total of American dosage, which is less than 200mg in Canada. Besides @Invegatorture, i have yet to encounter another story where a person recovered in 6 to 9 months with 2 loading Canadian equivalent doses. Unless you can point it out.
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there was someone on reddit who hasn’t yet recover from 234 dosages but they also took risperdione for a month and ability for two weeks

there’s likely someone who was in this forum previously from canada who has recovered two dosages
 
twinpeaks123 said:
there was someone on reddit who hasn’t yet recover from 234 dosages but they also took risperdione for a month and ability for two weeks

there’s likely someone who was in this forum previously from canada who has recovered two dosages
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Any recovery stories of people with similar doses from UK and Australia would also give some hope.
 
Hello everyone, my name is cherifi , I am old from back in 2019-2020. I remember coming here to find peace and hope.
I have schizophrenia as they say and they injected me 4 times with the injection invega sustenna , I remember the suffering, the hopelessness
I prayed The one true GOD Allah ( Allah means The God)in his unicity for recovery everyday , and he answered. Not only I recovered but now I am on court order treatment(mental health act ) and it dosen't bother me at all. As time passes your body is an incredible divine machine of recovery and addaptation. It gets used to the molecule and you get stronger better , just believe. there is light at the end of the tunel. Even my diagnosis changed , now I am schizoaffective. For anyone wanting to talk write me a message and I will answer you
Peace everyone
 
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c_benmohand1443 said:
Hello everyone, my name is cherifi , I am old from back in 2019-2020. I remember coming here to find peace and hope.
I have schizophrenia as they say and they injected me 4 times with the injection invega sustenna , I remember the suffering, the hopelessness
I prayed The one true GOD Allah ( Allah means The God)in his unicity for recovery everyday , and he answered. Not only I recovered but now I am on court order treatment(mental health act ) and it dosen't bother me at all. As time passes your body is an incredible divine machine of recovery and addaptation. It gets used to the molecule and you get stronger better , just believe. there is light at the end of the tunel. Even my diagnosis changed , now I am schizoaffective. For anyone wanting to talk write me a message and I will answer you
Peace everyone
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What medication are you currently taking on your court ordered treatment?

How long did it take you to recover from Invega?
 
Invegatorture said:
Anyone using vyvanse? If so what is your experience with it?
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Before invega it made my heart race a little and my mood was boosted like I had coffee and I could sit and focus on a task for hours without feeling restless or irritated, also gave me motivation to do tasks I wouldn’t normally want to do. Now it does that minus the mood boost and thus the motivation since it’s not helping with my depression anymore. When I’m not on it it takes a lot of mental energy to do things. I’ve also taken adderall which is basically the same thing but it was way harsher for me and i had crashes and agitation
 
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