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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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I can’t do a shit than complaining here and walk in circles inside my home talking with myself because I have none to talk about this shit.

Tinnitus prevent me to even lay down and close my eyes, my brain keep working and it’s impossible to fall asleep during daytime and i have insomnia during night..

It’s a miracle i dint became crazy or psychotic for real and it’s a miracle i dint make any suicide attempt but i’am not far away from that at this point.

Today i dint eat at all, first day without eating, i’ll try to starve myself to death.
 
InvegaAnon said:
It can take two years to recover, but some people have also taken 3 or 4 years.
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So i maybe have just to wait 2 years and 8 months starting by today (1 year and 4 months) in this agony before recover?

So they shut down me 7 days after my 28yo anniversary and i will wake up 32yo with 4 years of my life missing.. But I have to endure until this time mentally and psychologically without a collapse or a break?

I’am not superman, i’am already at my “enough” phase. I cannot make it until 4 years.. I’am not strong like that.
 
silenthill said:
i can't give recommendations since i don't want to be held liable for anything. in my own experience, it was beautiful. it was as if the anhedonia completely faded away.
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How long off injections did you notice vyvanse working? Sorry if you already said.

If you enjoyed bo6 i think you will like bo7. I'm having fun with it.
 
anonymoususer777 said:
My testosterone was at 4.2 nmol/l but that was checked in the late afternoon but now it is at 15.2 nmol/l checked in the morning 4 months later.
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Atleast your test levels went back to normal. I had to go on TRT which i dont mind really as was thinking of hitting the juice anyway
 
The most memorable part of my recovery was how my thoughts would race and become overly engrossed, yet I stopped fixating solely on depressing matters and repeatedly felt hope at any moment.

This was particularly special to me because these symptoms persisted right up until I was prescribed Invega Sustenna.

The pace of recovery is remarkably swift.

I'm cycling through recovery and setbacks at monthly intervals.



However, there's a problem.

My tendency to overthink has shifted to being passive, and my memory has deteriorated significantly.



I just wish these two issues could be resolved.

Isn't it ironic that my memory was best when my dopamine was imbalanced?



Dear God, please help me resolve these two things.



Everyone, is there no way to fix these two things?
 
And trust Chat GPT.

I'm currently experiencing recovery as scientifically predicted by GPT.



Previously, this AI told me that around the time recovery begins, thoughts might suddenly race and PTSD symptoms could temporarily worsen—and it was spot on.
 
nom. said:
And trust Chat GPT.

I'm currently experiencing recovery as scientifically predicted by GPT.



Previously, this AI told me that around the time recovery begins, thoughts might suddenly race and PTSD symptoms could temporarily worsen—and it was spot on.
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How long and how many shots?
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
I swear this is the end for them. I won’t take any other appointment to a psychiatrist anymore, they definetely cannot help me but only harm me more than i they already did.

My only road left it’s assisted suicide because i already know that nothing new Will came out from that lady doctor who i will pay 660$.

I’am done with this shit.
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What psychiatrist did you end up seeing? Who prescribed you the antipsychotic
 
Anybody recovered and be themself truely after 6 months or something? We are all in pain
 
moerez said:
How many injections may i know? And first 3 months was hard for you as well?
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It was hard the first 3 months, I had to get tested for Sleep Apnea and I got a CPAP which I might have to appeal to keep (1 day short of compliance because the machine rolled over to the next day early).

I was on Invega Sustenna (first injection Aug 27th 2024) and then Invega Trinza as soon as I was able to get it.
 
Katanya said:
It was hard the first 3 months, I had to get tested for Sleep Apnea and I got a CPAP which I might have to appeal to keep (1 day short of compliance because the machine rolled over to the next day early).

I was on Invega Sustenna (first injection Aug 27th 2024) and then Invega Trinza as soon as I was able to get it.
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when did your symptoms improve and got better? From 4th month or later?
 
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