Im curious to know how ketamine feels what sensations does it give? Is it like a tingling feeling or something else?
For me personally, lighter doses make me feel very wobbly and as if my brain is slow to register my own movements. Like if I touch my own arm, it at first would feel unnatural and not mine until my brain catches up and realizes it’s my own arm haha
K-hole doses however can be many different sensations. For me milder k-holes I will simply not feel my body. I could still move but it’s very heavy and uncomfortable. It’s as if you have no body and it’s just your brain left.
When taking like a big line of K at a time instead of bumping my way into a k-hole, I have felt myself being sucked out of my body before, as if I was a ghost escaping it and leaving my body comfortably in my bed in the ‘normal world’.
During k-holes, for me the body sensations differ greatly based on what music I listen to. Some reoccurring feelings body movements I’ve felt are the feeling of falling/floating, sometimes combined with visuals inside my head of being in water or in the sky/space.
Getting dragged around like a ragdoll is another one, kind of like getting dragged across the floor by your hair??? Not in a painful way, just sensation wise.
I rarer one if the music hits just right, is spinning around or getting sucked into a spiral.
A very fascinating thing I have experienced as someone with chronic bone pain, is still feeling my pain, even when in a very deep k-hole. I can’t feel where the pain is coming from, although inside my head I do know, I just can’t physically feel it. It’s as if being a total void and feeling the sensation of pain somewhere in that void like a tiny light dot that represents pain in it’s most pure, disconnected form, seperated from the body.
It wasn’t super unpleasant, the K did dull down the pain, but I was suprised to still feel pain in some way despite ketamine being used as an anesthetic in medical settings (for animals at least, idk how widespread it’s medical use still is with humans).
Ketamine and K-holing can be amazing experiences, but if you’re not expecting losing control of your real life body, then I can understand why people hate K-holes haha. Comfy in bed with some good synth-based music (in my opinion) is so sooo good tho.