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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Yeah let’s talk about videogames while we had a suicide last months and while some
People here are in the bring of doing it..

Ignoring people who share desperation and agony is the meaning of this forum i guess. There is no point for me to keep looking at this forum and share my agony because this won’t change anything and since some week i don’t even get support or even answer.

Idk if i will recover, if i will i won’t come back here to share data or hope because when i was in agony i got basically ignored.

Take care everyone.
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Just because there’s not a response doesn’t mean we aren’t reading your posts. Lots of times they’re cries for help, as most posts in this forum are. Your feelings/opinons/posts are invalidated just because someone else is talking about another topic. They just aren’t immediately addressed, and sometimes the feelings don’t need to be addressed. They just need to be heard, and we hear you. Thats a large reason why I post, just to be heard and seen, and although we may not respond to you we still are giving you our attention each time you post.
 
Invegatorture said:
I can probably play when you finish work. Thats like 1am for me i think
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Either time sounds well for me, just gotta wait for my steam refund to hit. I already have genshin impacted downloaded on my PC to play with my friend/girlfriend so thats taking up about 130 GBs. That’s why I gotta get it on my PS4( the final game of the last gen)
 
The original thread on coming off of Invega Sustenna was started 12 years ago this month by @Narshe81 who also posted to Reddit and other online discussion platforms such as the following: https://rxchat.com/Discuss/Coming-off-Invega-Sustenna-256237_s3.htm For some reason, their thread here on Bluelight is the one that took off and attracted the most participants/traffic over the years. But I now think there must be something wrong with this platform (Bluelight), and that could explain why more action has not been taken against this dangerous drug after so many years of people getting harmed by it. Why harmed patients have not organized to stop this from continuing to happen.

I.e., the moderators here have a history of banning users for expressing how badly they are suffering from Invega injections, when it really cannot be overstated. There also seems to be a culture that grew here of normalizing this experience, there is unproven made-up info that is repeated and accepted as real too, like the half-lives thing. There are probably fake accounts on here paid by the drug company to post false stories or otherwise clog up the threads, discredit us or minimize this experience, who knows.

I don't even know what this discussion is doing on a website that is mainly for recreational drug experiences, except that many of us got injected because of drug-induced psychoses. But the moderators are heavy drug users, who are now chiming in claiming that they also took Invega and know what it's like, but then don't take this discussion as seriously as they should if that is the case, if they know what we're going through (doubt). Why is this sensitive topic being moderated here by them, I don't know

RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Yeah let’s talk about videogames while we had a suicide last months and while some
People here are in the bring of doing it..

Ignoring people who share desperation and agony is the meaning of this forum i guess. There is no point for me to keep looking at this forum and share my agony because this won’t change anything and since some week i don’t even get support or even answer.

Idk if i will recover, if i will i won’t come back here to share data or hope because when i was in agony i got basically ignored.

Take care everyone.
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I agree 100%.
A lot of people don't feel safe to express the truth of their experience on here, it's discouraged.

The users discussing video games could let each other know over DMs or somewhere private, we don't all need to hear you go back and forth about your video game schedule. It's off-topic, just clogs up the thread and trivializes an extremely important (literally life-or-death) issue. The moderators seem to encourage this, though.
 
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Have any of you ever felt afraid to think or be creative after getting the Invega Sustenna injection?

Because of this, I can't even do my own work.

My life is ruined and fucked up.
 
twinpeaks123 said:
did you slowly notice improvements while recovering from invega or do anything to speed up that process
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I ate carnivore diet and drank raw milk which I believe helped me heal. I didn't notice improvements till month 6. Then gradually over the next 3 months I got better.
 
ixi said:
The original thread on coming off of Invega Sustenna was started 12 years ago this month by @Narshe81 who also posted to Reddit and other online discussion platforms such as the following: https://rxchat.com/Discuss/Coming-off-Invega-Sustenna-256237_s3.htm For some reason, their thread here on Bluelight is the one that took off and attracted the most participants/traffic over the years. But I now think there must be something wrong with this platform (Bluelight), and that could explain why more action has not been taken against this dangerous drug after so many years of people getting harmed by it. Why harmed patients have not organized to stop this from continuing to happen.

I.e., the moderators here have a history of banning users for expressing how badly they are suffering from Invega injections, when it really cannot be overstated. There also seems to be a culture that grew here of normalizing this experience, there is unproven made-up info that is repeated and accepted as real too, like the half-lives thing. There are probably fake accounts on here paid by the drug company to post false stories or otherwise clog up the threads, discredit us or minimize this experience, who knows.

I don't even know what this discussion is doing on a website that is mainly for recreational drug experiences, except that many of us got injected because of drug-induced psychoses. But the moderators are heavy drug users, who are now chiming in claiming that they also took Invega and know what it's like, but then don't take this discussion as seriously as they should if that is the case, if they know what we're going through (doubt). Why is this sensitive topic being moderated here by them, I don't know


I agree 100%.
A lot of people don't feel safe to express the truth of their experience on here, it's discouraged.

The users discussing video games could let each other know over DMs or somewhere private, we don't all need to hear you go back and forth about your video game schedule. It's off-topic, just clogs up the thread and trivializes an extremely important (literally life-or-death) issue. The moderators seem to encourage this, though.
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Will message in DMs from now on. Wasn't thinking.
 
I'm just 3 month and 6 days, i think i might be starting to feel a bit better. I don't feel like they shot me in the brain. But i feel like i was hit by car in the head lol. I hope i will get my emotion's and feeling soon.
Today i feel i can accept my prison sentence of invega, just try to pass the time, eat sushi, walk around, music, what els can i do.
 
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I just returned to my home country from UK today. My mother doesn’t address the severity of the problems I am going through because of invega. My loss of emotions or anhedonia or sexual dysfunction she addresses none of it , the shit mother she is. She is just concerned that I havent got any periods in last 7 months ( last period on April 11th) and that I gained a lot of weight (15 kgs) . She keeps on blaming and fatshaming me constantly. So, my mother is forcing me to see a gynaecologist and start some hormone medication for withdrawal bleeding and inducing period. Is that safe after invega? I am scared to even take any hormones now. @InvegaAnon did you miss periods in the beginning? When did they return? Did any female take hormones to get back period?
 
twinpeaks123 said:
how many dosages did you have?
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Initially, I was prescribed 234mg, and the second time, I was prescribed 100mg.

In my opinion, the number of injections received seems more important than the dosage.

I received a total of two injections and discontinued further injections afterward.
 
Day 99
I think I reach acceptance stage, i know it's really hard but i must adopt a positive mindset to turn out success.
Days are getting easier, it's starting to feel more sluggish less hellish.
Hope by month 4 i would feel better
 
What’s so wrong with people talking here to meet up in a game? Isn’t the point of this forum community? Everyone brings up brokenself as a gotcha, and no one should feel that they have to end their life, speaking as someone who also wanted to end their life, but also it seems some people just want to complain and not want to put any effort into their recovery, which is more than just being injected, it’s trauma from the hospital or psychosis or even just their personal lives. No one even mentions that brokenself was sending people gore in dms before they left us. Suicide is such a permanent thing and awful for the people in your lives we shouldn’t be putting people down for trying to distract their pain.
 
lostsoulowen said:
Day 99
I think I reach acceptance stage, i know it's really hard but i must adopt a positive mindset to turn out success.
Days are getting easier, it's starting to feel more sluggish less hellish.
Hope by month 4 i would feel better
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What was your dosage and number of injections?
 
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