Jesus christ,that's messed up. 6 months have passed and I have no improvement. I had only one,it was clopixol. It severely reduced my joy,motivation and happiness and severely restricted my emotions,I feel emotionless. Thinking is hard now and my memory is very bad. I was falsely diagnosed.What's going on
I am not familiar with clopixil. BUT IF clopixol is like invega it blocks D2 receptors it also affects serotonin receptors. These are same symptoms i had along with more. All bodies are different, some poisons kill one person and give another super powers. Micro evolution designed us all different so a certain % survives any catastrophe. So our bodies are affected differently. Unfortunately, my brother, you have been affected harder according to your testimony. And im sorry to hear. But you must know that this doesnt mean you wont recover.
One thing I can say is not to dwell in it. Support sites like these are a huge blessing to be heard and learn and connect. But being here every day all day is not healthy either.
If we constantly say Im sick im sick but we do not go in the sunshine or exercise we cant recovery. We must trick our mind a little. Take it out of this gutter from time to time and face life.
You are probably younger i assume, your body has amazing healing potential.
You can have weakened reward pathways. Once the medicine is out of your system the dopamine receptors come back but the reward pathways are damaged.
But the thing about the brain, is that it is software. Its something that changes every day. This is called neuroplasticity.
You can fix your reward pathways through neruogenesis. Exercise does the most for it. Brain training programs help too. Some supplements like gotu kola show studies that support that it aids neurogensis.
Being social and around safe people will go along way. You have to get out of your tomb to live. Its hard brother, I know. And i DEEPLY feel for you.
Worst case it may take 1 to 2 years from what Ive read. But your impovement is greatly enhanced through neurogensis. Exercise, puzzles, friends, and supplements if you choose.
Take a break from here sometimes if you come every day.