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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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RisperdalConsta50mg said:
My dream is to recover and go back how i was before, and get enough political power to create concentration camps where to put all the psychiatrics doctors/nurses (everyone who took part into psychiatry industry) and put them into these injections, then i let them recover fully in 1-2 years, then i will inject them again, and going like that for a long time.
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It’s better that I just recover and go back to my life with gym weed videogames music long night-drive alone with my car, hang out with friends and just be happy and healthy with my cat, because man, if for some reason I become so powerful into politics or military industry i swear i will lock all of them into these facility and live-stream their agony under these injections for a long time.

It’s better i just go back to the loser i was before and i forget about that shit like it was a bad lucid nightmare, because if I Will ever have the opportunity to be the hammer i won’t have any pity because they dint had we n i was the nail.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
I discovered that tinnitus is a very good sign, because it mean that the brain is doing his work and it’s turning ON what risperidone turned OFF, but it won’t happen all at the same time (consciousness, emotions, motivations, perceptions, libido, cognition,etc..)

It take one thing at time, and the fact tinnitus came out after 13 months mean that my recovery process started at 13 months, this is where my brain started to work to heal but when it heal one thing but not the rest there can be new sympthoms that came out (usually tinnitus) is very common.

I remember in the past another dude got tinnitus before he start to recover and when all things come in place and all the pieces of the puzzle come together his tinnitus just disappeared..
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Keep going bro. You still have a chance, however small it seems.
 
I would most likely be suicidal right now if I had not recovered twice in the past. My belief in recovery is too strong. I'm so grateful for this because I know how dark it can get when you don't believe in recovery because you feel so fucked up by these drugs.

I still struggle every moment of every day, but my mindset for the most part is positive.
 
Invegatorture said:
I would most likely be suicidal right now if I had not recovered twice in the past. My belief in recovery is too strong. I'm so grateful for this because I know how dark it can get when you don't believe in recovery because you feel so fucked up by these drugs.

I still struggle every moment of every day, but my mindset for the most part is positive.
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Why do you still struggle?
 
anonymoususer777 said:
Why do you still struggle?
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I have all the same effects that invega gave me mostly. Ahendonia, sexual numbness, restlessness, akathisia, lethargy, no appetite, no tiredness, broken sleep, weird state of consciousness, brain feels inflamed. It's hard to enjoy anything like this.

Yes I do enjoy music a little, but thats due to mindset i'd say.
 
Invegatorture said:
I have all the same effects that invega gave me mostly. Ahendonia, sexual numbness, restlessness, akathisia, lethargy, no appetite, no tiredness, broken sleep, weird state of consciousness, brain feels inflamed. It's hard to enjoy anything like this.

Yes I do enjoy music a little, but thats due to mindset i'd say.
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Also can't socialise. That's a big one for me. Even eye contact is hard let alone making conversation. Which I was very good at before abilify.
 
I think I am gonna buy BO7 when it comes out. If anyone from EU wants to play DM me. It will hopefully be a good distraction.
 
Invegatorture said:
I have all the same effects that invega gave me mostly. Ahendonia, sexual numbness, restlessness, akathisia, lethargy, no appetite, no tiredness, broken sleep, weird state of consciousness, brain feels inflamed. It's hard to enjoy anything like this.

Yes I do enjoy music a little, but thats due to mindset i'd say.
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And you are sure these are not from invega?
 
I promise i recovered 100% from two injections of invega except my spine that hunched due to acute dystonic reaction.
 
Invegatorture said:
I got injected with invega like two years ago. Everything healed. Then I went back into psychosis, got injected again. Now I am back here.
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So, it may take 9 months for someone with psycbosis (his brain tend to produce way more dopamine than a regular one) and it may take 18 months for someone who never had psychosis? It make sense? Since from what I understood people who had psychosis tend to recover in 9-12 months instead people who got misdiagnosed take the double of the time
 
Trying to listen to music and it’s so miserable… will I ever feel moved and touched by this stuff or am I trapped in this dimension forever

I don’t know how long I can stay this way. My days are just dragging on and I’m in pain
 
rawbanana said:
Trying to listen to music and it’s so miserable… will I ever feel moved and touched by this stuff or am I trapped in this dimension forever

I don’t know how long I can stay this way. My days are just dragging on and I’m in pain
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The human kind always tried to overcome nature but hystory showed us that nature always keep his last word against us..

What we know is that the time is slowed down while in this dimension and we cannot do a single thing to skip this torture, the finish Line is 18-24 months usually..
 
im recovered perity good but cant process information or words very good and need to take an exam?? can anyone helpppppppppp?
 
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