Hey everyone, this is my first ever post after reading BL info for probably 20 years. Hence, I'm only a green lighter.
Okay so I've often found advice here on BL, and have read all the Qs and As.
I can't find a diffinative answer to the question im about to ask. My brief hx is thay I'm a 47yo female, appx 5'3", 63" or 1.9m. I am a bit too heavy foe my height, at 160lbs, 11.5 stone or 75.5ish kilo. I have the following scripts available to me right now, and on a continual basis, though my PCM (primary care) physician is hoping to wean me down. I'm rounding up/down EACH individual pill to the nearest pill for easier conversion).
Right now, I have as follows-
CONTROLLED or SCHEDULED in US:
15mg Roxiocdone (oxycodone/(appx 3ea)
5mg Roxiocdone (oxycodone/(appx 130ea)
2mg Diazepam (valium/appx 80ea)
5mg Diazepam (valium/90ea)
75mg Pregabalin (Lyrica, 100ea)
150 Pregabalin (Lyrica, 180ea)
250mg Carisoprodol (Soma, 110 ea)
OTC or prescribed non-scheduled meds:
25mg Promethazine (phenegran/appx 300ea)
4mg Ondansetron (zophran, 30ea)
8mg Ondansetron (zophran, 90 ea)
100mg Topiramate (Topimax, 100 ea)
6mg Tizanidine (Zanaflex, 120ea)
200mg Quetiapine Fumarate (Seroquel, 300ea)
200mg Cimetidine (Tagament, 120ea)
6mg/.050mg Sumatriptan Auto-injectors
(Imiprex , 8ea)
20mg Duloxetine (Cymbalta, 100ea)
20mg Dicylomine (Bentyl, 40ea)
0.2mg Clonodine (Duraclon, 90ea)
And some randos:
Vitamin D?
THC/CBM gummies, Cycling Frog brand, 25mg THC/ 25mg CBD
25mg Red Maeng Da capsules (Kratom, 60ea)
1oz of loose red vein kratom
1oz of loose ground white vein kratom
1oz of loose green vein kratom
60mg 7-hydroxymitragynine (7-OH) and mitragynine pseudoindoxyl (MP) pills (6ea)
White grapefruit juice (NOT blend)
AND a combo of USED Mylan brand, non-resevior type, fentanyl transdermal patches between 50mg, 25mg, and 12mg, used by only myself, for transdermal use as prescribed, between appx 14 and all 72 hours of prescribed use, all on the packaged plastic backs/foil outer seal for the adhesion to hopefully not disintegrate the meds contained within, all still sticky, and appx 40ea of various dosages.
So the harder part. Like I mentioned briefly, my NP (PCM) is talking about cutting down my scripts. I've been on them appx 18 months. Initially, I was on most the scripts I listed above for appx 7 years, except narcotic pain relief and Soma sporatically. 18-14 months ago, I was on 50mg fentanyl patches, 85tmg oxy. 13-11 months ago, 25mg fentanyl patch and 75mg oxy. Now, I'm on no patch and 75mg oxy. I've been taking all 75mg oxy daily since then, She added Soma 4 weeks ago, 375mg 4x a day.
Problem is, this guy I know is an addict, and he got into my oxy a few months ago. So Ive been continuously short... but HE'S on methadone (225mg/day), so when he takes my oxy, he backfills me with 30mg of methadone a day. Which is great (for me) to stop the withdrawals from opiates for a good 24 hours, but It doesn't help my pain, and then HE'S short HIS meds and I have to give him some of my oxy to help him, and the cycle just going on, ya know?
Now my doctor has added the Soma and wants me to drop the oxy, but I'll be SO SHORT and am hoping to find out how to know how to potentiate every last bit I have. I have 17 days till I get 90ea 15mg oxy, but now HES sick again, and needs help stretching the few oxy I have left with his being 3 days short on his methadone- he picks up 3 week's worth in 6 days.
SOOO, how do I make my oxy try and last me the whole 17 days without taking HIS methadone when he gets a refill and Continuing this vicious cycle? How can HE potentiate the methadone/oxy scripts to help him from becoming more sick/not stumbling because of a Soma overdo? I know tagament, WGFJ, and DXM can all help, but how much (I've read 1 gram of Tagament, 45 minutes to an hour before a fatty meal and then the oxy/methadone.)
I've done 4ea 15mg tabs of DXM in the past to extend my script, but they make me VERY tired). GFJ has never helped me, but i drink it daily anyway... How much of the other two are recommended? For me and for him? He IS a recovering addict, and has taken like 40ea Soma every 12-24 hours last time he was sick, but I was literally feeding him and taking him to the bathroom to pee,.. he was shaking so badly, and I know they can result in seizures... plz no advise that I should no longer be loving towards him, okay?
In case you're curiois, I DO uave a huge, insane stock of meds. I know Im very lucky in this respect. I'm also a US military retiree, have some in-service and non- service-connected injuries- and being in during 9/11, some typical PTSD BS, but ALSO very documented and diagnosed, chronic panic attacks and dissociative disorder.
I say this because I had Ketamine administered IM because they couldn't establish a vein after a spiral comminuted humerus fracture, 4x IM leg injections cuz they were outta pain meds, and I SERIOUSLY freaked out, it was like an old-timey Pink Floyd video from the 80s in the worse context, lol. I never have used IV before, but am tempted to at this moment, and my friend could help me with it aince he's experienced, and I'm not, and frankly, Im just kinda not interested unless it'll seriously help with pain relief, amd intenaity and LONGEVITY of the meds. I'm NOT that interested i vgetting a high, only relief and any avoidance of withdrawls. I HAVE tried snorting a couple 15mg oxy last script in vain attempts of stop being sick, but didnt help. Ive never parachuted anything and dont even know how.
As I said, any and all advise will be SO APPRECIATED! Thanks so much either way
Okay so I've often found advice here on BL, and have read all the Qs and As.
I can't find a diffinative answer to the question im about to ask. My brief hx is thay I'm a 47yo female, appx 5'3", 63" or 1.9m. I am a bit too heavy foe my height, at 160lbs, 11.5 stone or 75.5ish kilo. I have the following scripts available to me right now, and on a continual basis, though my PCM (primary care) physician is hoping to wean me down. I'm rounding up/down EACH individual pill to the nearest pill for easier conversion).
Right now, I have as follows-
CONTROLLED or SCHEDULED in US:
15mg Roxiocdone (oxycodone/(appx 3ea)
5mg Roxiocdone (oxycodone/(appx 130ea)
2mg Diazepam (valium/appx 80ea)
5mg Diazepam (valium/90ea)
75mg Pregabalin (Lyrica, 100ea)
150 Pregabalin (Lyrica, 180ea)
250mg Carisoprodol (Soma, 110 ea)
OTC or prescribed non-scheduled meds:
25mg Promethazine (phenegran/appx 300ea)
4mg Ondansetron (zophran, 30ea)
8mg Ondansetron (zophran, 90 ea)
100mg Topiramate (Topimax, 100 ea)
6mg Tizanidine (Zanaflex, 120ea)
200mg Quetiapine Fumarate (Seroquel, 300ea)
200mg Cimetidine (Tagament, 120ea)
6mg/.050mg Sumatriptan Auto-injectors
(Imiprex , 8ea)
20mg Duloxetine (Cymbalta, 100ea)
20mg Dicylomine (Bentyl, 40ea)
0.2mg Clonodine (Duraclon, 90ea)
And some randos:
Vitamin D?
THC/CBM gummies, Cycling Frog brand, 25mg THC/ 25mg CBD
25mg Red Maeng Da capsules (Kratom, 60ea)
1oz of loose red vein kratom
1oz of loose ground white vein kratom
1oz of loose green vein kratom
60mg 7-hydroxymitragynine (7-OH) and mitragynine pseudoindoxyl (MP) pills (6ea)
White grapefruit juice (NOT blend)
AND a combo of USED Mylan brand, non-resevior type, fentanyl transdermal patches between 50mg, 25mg, and 12mg, used by only myself, for transdermal use as prescribed, between appx 14 and all 72 hours of prescribed use, all on the packaged plastic backs/foil outer seal for the adhesion to hopefully not disintegrate the meds contained within, all still sticky, and appx 40ea of various dosages.
So the harder part. Like I mentioned briefly, my NP (PCM) is talking about cutting down my scripts. I've been on them appx 18 months. Initially, I was on most the scripts I listed above for appx 7 years, except narcotic pain relief and Soma sporatically. 18-14 months ago, I was on 50mg fentanyl patches, 85tmg oxy. 13-11 months ago, 25mg fentanyl patch and 75mg oxy. Now, I'm on no patch and 75mg oxy. I've been taking all 75mg oxy daily since then, She added Soma 4 weeks ago, 375mg 4x a day.
Problem is, this guy I know is an addict, and he got into my oxy a few months ago. So Ive been continuously short... but HE'S on methadone (225mg/day), so when he takes my oxy, he backfills me with 30mg of methadone a day. Which is great (for me) to stop the withdrawals from opiates for a good 24 hours, but It doesn't help my pain, and then HE'S short HIS meds and I have to give him some of my oxy to help him, and the cycle just going on, ya know?
Now my doctor has added the Soma and wants me to drop the oxy, but I'll be SO SHORT and am hoping to find out how to know how to potentiate every last bit I have. I have 17 days till I get 90ea 15mg oxy, but now HES sick again, and needs help stretching the few oxy I have left with his being 3 days short on his methadone- he picks up 3 week's worth in 6 days.
SOOO, how do I make my oxy try and last me the whole 17 days without taking HIS methadone when he gets a refill and Continuing this vicious cycle? How can HE potentiate the methadone/oxy scripts to help him from becoming more sick/not stumbling because of a Soma overdo? I know tagament, WGFJ, and DXM can all help, but how much (I've read 1 gram of Tagament, 45 minutes to an hour before a fatty meal and then the oxy/methadone.)
I've done 4ea 15mg tabs of DXM in the past to extend my script, but they make me VERY tired). GFJ has never helped me, but i drink it daily anyway... How much of the other two are recommended? For me and for him? He IS a recovering addict, and has taken like 40ea Soma every 12-24 hours last time he was sick, but I was literally feeding him and taking him to the bathroom to pee,.. he was shaking so badly, and I know they can result in seizures... plz no advise that I should no longer be loving towards him, okay?
In case you're curiois, I DO uave a huge, insane stock of meds. I know Im very lucky in this respect. I'm also a US military retiree, have some in-service and non- service-connected injuries- and being in during 9/11, some typical PTSD BS, but ALSO very documented and diagnosed, chronic panic attacks and dissociative disorder.
I say this because I had Ketamine administered IM because they couldn't establish a vein after a spiral comminuted humerus fracture, 4x IM leg injections cuz they were outta pain meds, and I SERIOUSLY freaked out, it was like an old-timey Pink Floyd video from the 80s in the worse context, lol. I never have used IV before, but am tempted to at this moment, and my friend could help me with it aince he's experienced, and I'm not, and frankly, Im just kinda not interested unless it'll seriously help with pain relief, amd intenaity and LONGEVITY of the meds. I'm NOT that interested i vgetting a high, only relief and any avoidance of withdrawls. I HAVE tried snorting a couple 15mg oxy last script in vain attempts of stop being sick, but didnt help. Ive never parachuted anything and dont even know how.
As I said, any and all advise will be SO APPRECIATED! Thanks so much either way
