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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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anonymoususer777 said:
It was okay before but recently more broken and fewer hours
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You know, blocking 80% of dopamine and others receptor inside a brain will lead to catastrophic consequences, even permanent.

I was 100% normal and healthy, i got 2 injections, 15 months have passed, i’am not recovered. What do you suggest? Permanent damage yes? Would you bet about my recovery? I don’t think so..
 
@mona21 Still waiting on any further update from you.

I don't have much to do these days, I might do V4 just out of my own volition these days.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
You know, blocking 80% of dopamine and others receptor inside a brain will lead to catastrophic consequences, even permanent.

I was 100% normal and healthy, i got 2 injections, 15 months have passed, i’am not recovered. What do you suggest? Permanent damage yes? Would you bet about my recovery? I don’t think so..
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Were your symptoms throughout the same or gradually got worse or gradually got better?

Its been 4 months off invega and i honestly feel like things will never change but most people who recovered said they also felt like they would never recover.

If the data shows most people recover than i would bet you could recover one day, some people recover after 2 years even. But you have tell us if your symptoms got gradually worse or gradually better or stayed the same throughout.
 
anonymoususer777 said:
Were your symptoms throughout the same or gradually got worse or gradually got better?

Its been 4 months off invega and i honestly feel like things will never change but most people who recovered said they also felt like they would never recover.

If the data shows most people recover than i would bet you could recover one day, some people recover after 2 years even. But you have tell us if your symptoms got gradually worse or gradually better or stayed the same throughout.
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His symptoms have only gotten worse. He developed tinnitus in his right year at the 13/14 month mark.

His injection was only in his body for up to a month and a half at max, unlike Invega which resides in the body for around 6-10 months. The situation he's currently in is totally different than a situation someone actually on Invega would be in.

Read the forums my dude, anytime you respond it's like u never read any of the previous posts
 
Trueart2 said:
His symptoms have only gotten worse. He developed tinnitus in his right year at the 13/14 month mark.

His injection was only in his body for up to a month and a half at max, unlike Invega which resides in the body for around 6-10 months. The situation he's currently in is totally different than a situation someone actually on Invega would be in.

Read the forums my dude, anytime you respond it's like u never read any of the previous posts
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I honestly dont know what to make off the previous posts. My situation right now seems hopeless, so i dont know what to think. I am also more afraid because of my age. I recently spoke to a guy on fb invega forum who said he did not recover since 2 injections in feb 2025. Such stories scare me. It is though good to see positive stories of recovery and positive comments from people like you though.
 
anonymoususer777 said:
Were your symptoms throughout the same or gradually got worse or gradually got better?

Its been 4 months off invega and i honestly feel like things will never change but most people who recovered said they also felt like they would never recover.

If the data shows most people recover than i would bet you could recover one day, some people recover after 2 years even. But you have tell us if your symptoms got gradually worse or gradually better or stayed the same throughout.
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Stayed The same, after 13 months i got tinnitus, now at 15 months my throat crackles when I swallow
 
anonymoususer777 said:
I honestly dont know what to make off the previous posts. My situation right now seems hopeless, so i dont know what to think. I am also more afraid because of my age. I recently spoke to a guy on fb invega forum who said he did not recover since 2 injections in feb 2025. Such stories scare me. It is though good to see positive stories of recovery and positive comments from people like you though.
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February has been 8 months, he still has a shot.
 
learn from your mistakes of the past, learn from the mistakes of yesterday. take control of your future you make the choice (its your decision)
 
cinos said:
learn from your mistakes of the past, learn from the mistakes of yesterday. take control of your future you make the choice (its your decision)
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Being betrayed by doctors and trusted them into a injection that lead to brain damage is not a mistake, it’s a crime against us.
 
Trueart2 said:
His symptoms have only gotten worse. He developed tinnitus in his right year at the 13/14 month mark.

His injection was only in his body for up to a month and a half at max, unlike Invega which resides in the body for around 6-10 months. The situation he's currently in is totally different than a situation someone actually on Invega would be in.

Read the forums my dude, anytime you respond it's like u never read any of the previous posts
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Anyways tinnitus started in the right now is both right and left (one day its right, the other days is left, other day is in the center)
 
My life is mutilated by these injections and i only have suicide left but i’am wrapped to my hope that I will magically recover before i reach 24 months so I have 9 more months to wait and from my actual prospective these months will be my last months here in this life.

It’s like being terminally ill and you know you will die, and there is nothing you can do..
 
It’s crazy to think i’am in agony since 15 months, it’s crazy to think that I Will be in agony tomorrow, the nex days, the nex week, the next month..

It’s crazy how “not being good” is now my normality, it’s crazy that people out here are living a normal life and i’am trapped in this agony.

It’s crazy to know that torture and agony is still here and it won’t go away. There is no other option than suicide, but I have to endure this torture for the last 9 months so i Will Die knowing I waited until the end and I Will suicide because I don’t recovered and not because I don’t fight until the end.

It’s crazy to think that i’am suffering this torture now.. And no-one blink about that.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
There is no solution, the damage is done, the lobotomy is done, you have to learn how to live with it because there is no solution.
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What do you gain in posting things like this? I understand you are in pain and I feel you but so many people on this forum have been trying to keep you motivated and uplifted and you respond by calling us all lobotomized and saying untrue things because you don’t fully understand them. For example 95% of serotonin is actually in your gut and not the brain, our bodies are very complex things and so many factors can lead to an imbalance. Saying that the only solution is suicide helps no one and puts all the vulnerable people here at so much risk and only hurts you more.
I’ve seen your other posts and I’m sorry for the things you’ve been through but I genuinely believe that it’s not just risperidone causing all of your suffering. You said you smoke 40 cigarettes a day? Nicotine can already mess you up, and the withdrawals can be even worse even if you don’t feel that it’s doing anything. Nicotine also affects your sleep which you already have issues with. I really do hope you recover and again I’m sorry that you are suffering but from my point of view it seems like you are only doing things that are causing further harm.
 
anonymoususer777 said:
@Invegatorture and @paranoid android and others who recovered please answer and honestly. @Trueart2 you too based on what you learned from the invegadoc, are emotions and motivation honeatly back like they were before invega? Especially motivation...is it reallyback like before?
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Yes. I promise you I recovered fully except my spine that hunched. Motivation came back, was living life like normal and felt better than pre invega for a while before falling into psychosis again due to LSD. This is why I have so much hope with healing from these injections. I've experienced it before.
 
anonymoususer777 said:
@Invegatorture and @paranoid android and others who recovered please answer and honestly. @Trueart2 you too based on what you learned from the invegadoc, are emotions and motivation honeatly back like they were before invega? Especially motivation...is it reallyback like before?
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Stay strong man. Still very early for you. Took 9 months for me to get myself back after invega.
 
Invegatorture said:
Stay strong man. Still very early for you. Took 9 months for me to get myself back after invega.
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What about communication skills and connecting with others? because it bothers me that I can't seem to converse with others that much since barely anything comes to mind, and losing interest in most things its like what is there to talk about when nothing comes to interest. Did you struggle with that too and did you regain the ability back?
 
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