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Bluelighter
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My hystory of psychiatry show exactly how they ruin a normal and perfect funcional person and destroy his life, i try to be short:
2019: i got two surgery at my lungs, had to stop weed and nicotine (obviously i got a nice whitdriwals) and my gf left me and my house so like a normal person i was not at the peak of my happiness, i was sad because it all happened in 2 weeks.
Instead of a emotional support from my family they bring me to my first psychiatryst, after 10 minutes she prescribed me 20mg paroxetine (ignoring all what happened to me in these last 2 week that was the cause for my sadness, not because i was menta ill).
Paroxetine side effects was severe insomnia, instead of stop the paroxetine they immediately prescribed quetiapine 400mg XR (antipsychotic) for sleep.
I keep taking these two drugs because nobody told me the harm they could do and nobody told me that psychiatric drugs have to be used to stabilize in the short term then subject and they have to be taper and stopped as soon as it’s possible, instead They keep giving me these poison from 2019 to 2021.
2021: While I was to my doctor for shoulder pain due to extreme gym workout he noticed by himself that my hands were shaking, he asked me if i was using some street drugs like cocaine or so and i told him i’am 2 years on quetiapine 400mg XR for sleep. He got really angry with me by being so stupid by taking something so powerful for so long, immediately told me to taper and stop quetiapine. I did.
2021: due to quetiapine whitdriwal I developed panic attacks, they shut me completely down and i spent 8-9 months at home basically debilitadet from them.
2022: when i was stabilized and healed from panic attacks i try to taper paroxetine 20mg, it went really wrong, panic attack come out again even more strong than before. I had to keep paroxetine.
2024: after 5 years of paroxetine i developed tollerance, it mean that 20mg was like not taking it, so for the 3rd time panic attack came out again, this time they were so strong that I had to go to the hospital.
2024: the hospital send me into the psych ward where they forced me on these injection as a threat, if i dint take them i cannot go home, so i did.
2025: 15 months after these injections i’am doing what it take to get assisted suicide.
It’s crazy for me to think how things happened so quickly and that back in 2019 it all started because my family instead of show HUMANITY to me they throw me to psychiatry and they never cared about what drug they give to me.
2019: i got two surgery at my lungs, had to stop weed and nicotine (obviously i got a nice whitdriwals) and my gf left me and my house so like a normal person i was not at the peak of my happiness, i was sad because it all happened in 2 weeks.
Instead of a emotional support from my family they bring me to my first psychiatryst, after 10 minutes she prescribed me 20mg paroxetine (ignoring all what happened to me in these last 2 week that was the cause for my sadness, not because i was menta ill).
Paroxetine side effects was severe insomnia, instead of stop the paroxetine they immediately prescribed quetiapine 400mg XR (antipsychotic) for sleep.
I keep taking these two drugs because nobody told me the harm they could do and nobody told me that psychiatric drugs have to be used to stabilize in the short term then subject and they have to be taper and stopped as soon as it’s possible, instead They keep giving me these poison from 2019 to 2021.
2021: While I was to my doctor for shoulder pain due to extreme gym workout he noticed by himself that my hands were shaking, he asked me if i was using some street drugs like cocaine or so and i told him i’am 2 years on quetiapine 400mg XR for sleep. He got really angry with me by being so stupid by taking something so powerful for so long, immediately told me to taper and stop quetiapine. I did.
2021: due to quetiapine whitdriwal I developed panic attacks, they shut me completely down and i spent 8-9 months at home basically debilitadet from them.
2022: when i was stabilized and healed from panic attacks i try to taper paroxetine 20mg, it went really wrong, panic attack come out again even more strong than before. I had to keep paroxetine.
2024: after 5 years of paroxetine i developed tollerance, it mean that 20mg was like not taking it, so for the 3rd time panic attack came out again, this time they were so strong that I had to go to the hospital.
2024: the hospital send me into the psych ward where they forced me on these injection as a threat, if i dint take them i cannot go home, so i did.
2025: 15 months after these injections i’am doing what it take to get assisted suicide.
It’s crazy for me to think how things happened so quickly and that back in 2019 it all started because my family instead of show HUMANITY to me they throw me to psychiatry and they never cared about what drug they give to me.
