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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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Trueart2 said:
It's much more complicated then just missing dopamine.




Glad you're feeling better. Keep us updated on your feelings, this is the first real window of opportunity for yourself to feel some relief. This was a huge moment that potentially may save your life
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It was just 10-20 minutes where my altered state of consciusness decreased a lot but not completely then this windows just faded away
 
Btw i can’t take anymore the toxicity from my mother and his boyfriend, because at this point they enjoy watching me in pain and they keep being toxic and abusive with me, instead of supporting me and giving me hope.

Yesterday the boyfriend of my mother was saying that I won’t never recover and I have to kill myself and my mother was blaming me to be a liar about my actual sympthoms and they forced the narrative that weed is the cause of my sympthoms, and they keep going like that for a while until my brain got that “fight or flight” adrenaline rush then I chose do be calm and to just go to my home.

Almost near my home i got that window of relief about my altered state of consciusness that become from 9/10 to 2.5/10 and it lasted for like 20 minutes..

The last windows i got was 28th of august, it lasted 20 minutes, then it faded away and i dint got any more windows for the next 45 days, until yesterday, my 2nd window..
 
Does anyone else struggle to concentrate on movies/series. Ever since these injections- I struggle with following plots. My cognition has taken a big hit. I hope as time goes on this gets better. Having akathisia makes it difficult.
 
My brain is permanent damaged, this is the only reason i have almost 15 months of sympthoms, then it Will became 20 months and then 30 months, time don’t heal a fucking thing here. This is permanent.
 
The university hospital came to call me a moment ago to tell me that I don’t have any trace of risperidone in my blood.

So I asked him if my sympthoms are linked to some change in the receptors expression, and he told me NO, it’s more likely weed did this to you. @Trueart2

But then, why I developed all my sympthoms the same day i got the first injection? And not when i smoked weed for the last time like 40 days before the injection?

They are so uneducated and they don’t have the knowledge to understeand what is happened to my brain after the injections? Because why I’m the only one who developed sympthoms while everybody around me was smoking even more than me? It’s maybe because I took something that They don’t? Like the injections for exemple?

There is no sense in blaming weed, i just developed sympthoms when i got injected, and lot of people here have almost my exact sympthoms, so i can’t process how they blame weed..

Now what I have to do? Wait? To reach 18-24 months and see what happen?
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
The university hospital came to call me a moment ago to tell me that I don’t have any trace of risperidone in my blood.

So I asked him if my sympthoms are linked to some change in the receptors expression, and he told me NO, it’s more likely weed did this to you. @Trueart2

But then, why I developed all my sympthoms the same day i got the first injection? And not when i smoked weed for the last time like 40 days before the injection?

They are so uneducated and they don’t have the knowledge to understeand what is happened to my brain after the injections? Because why I’m the only one who developed sympthoms while everybody around me was smoking even more than me? It’s maybe because I took something that They don’t? Like the injections for exemple?

There is no sense in blaming weed, i just developed sympthoms when i got injected, and lot of people here have almost my exact sympthoms, so i can’t process how they blame weed..

Now what I have to do? Wait? To reach 18-24 months and see what happen?
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my doctor also blamed all my symptoms on weed he said invega is completly safe and it leaves ur system in 1 month. Fking idiots lmao.
 
Research has shown that taking antipsychotics for eighteen months causes a reduction in brain volume of 8-11%. Interestingly, the amount of both white and gray matter decreases simultaneously.

Medications cause the prefrontal cortex to atrophy. This is the cerebral structure that controls complex cognitive functions and is responsible for intellectual planning and decision-making. As it deactivates, a person loses the ability to solve complex problems and analyze them. It is difficult to take responsibility for their own actions.

There is an expert opinion that medications cause the cavities containing cerebrospinal fluid to enlarge. This is why the brain stops functioning at its full potential.

Antipsychotics and Cognitive Processes
A person loses the ability to enjoy what is happening around them - Verimed. These medications inhibit the activity of D2 receptors. As a result, dopamine levels in the peripheral and central nervous systems decrease. The "internal nutrition" of all parts of the brain deteriorates. Cognitive functions are then suppressed, and the person loses the ability to enjoy the world around them, think logically, love, or derive pleasure from small things.

According to some data, antipsychotics improve the adaptation of people with paranoid schizophrenia. However, the number of negative side effects is sometimes much greater:

visual memory deteriorates;
difficulties with visual perception arise;
verbal memory capacity decreases;
the neurodynamic characteristics of mental activity change.
Given these effects, the following conclusion can be drawn: the use of antipsychotics is justified only if there is a medical indication for their use. It is important to keep the treatment course as short as possible.
 
therendezvous said:
Research has shown that taking antipsychotics for eighteen months causes a reduction in brain volume of 8-11%. Interestingly, the amount of both white and gray matter decreases simultaneously.

Medications cause the prefrontal cortex to atrophy. This is the cerebral structure that controls complex cognitive functions and is responsible for intellectual planning and decision-making. As it deactivates, a person loses the ability to solve complex problems and analyze them. It is difficult to take responsibility for their own actions.

There is an expert opinion that medications cause the cavities containing cerebrospinal fluid to enlarge. This is why the brain stops functioning at its full potential.

Antipsychotics and Cognitive Processes
A person loses the ability to enjoy what is happening around them - Verimed. These medications inhibit the activity of D2 receptors. As a result, dopamine levels in the peripheral and central nervous systems decrease. The "internal nutrition" of all parts of the brain deteriorates. Cognitive functions are then suppressed, and the person loses the ability to enjoy the world around them, think logically, love, or derive pleasure from small things.

According to some data, antipsychotics improve the adaptation of people with paranoid schizophrenia. However, the number of negative side effects is sometimes much greater:

visual memory deteriorates;
difficulties with visual perception arise;
verbal memory capacity decreases;
the neurodynamic characteristics of mental activity change.
Given these effects, the following conclusion can be drawn: the use of antipsychotics is justified only if there is a medical indication for their use. It is important to keep the treatment course as short as possible.
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Short as possible? They injected us.. I got only 2 shots and 15 months after i’am still lobotomized. I will recover to my former self or this is permanent damage?
 
Abilify2mg said:
my doctor also blamed all my symptoms on weed he said invega is completly safe and it leaves ur system in 1 month. Fking idiots lmao.
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I’ m not stupid or delusuonal, I know exactly that my sympthoms are consequence of these injections.

But I also give up in search for a doctor that can assume the same thing and try to help me with specific drug treatment.

For me now it’s only a matter to take my supplements and just wait to se what happen, i cannot exercise due to my ankle injuery so I have to sit here and wait.

The fact is: 14.5 months after last injection I’m still brain damaged, suicide seem the only option for me rn..
 
I don’t think I can do this anymore.

Thanks for the company you guys. I’m sorry this happened to you. I’m not gonna make it.
 
we will heal 100% if u had 2-6 injections 100% u will heal. people like me who had 11 invega + 3 haldol will take 3-4 years which i will happily wait for. What is 4 years compared to the 85 i might live god willing.
 
rawbanana said:
I don’t think I can do this anymore.

Thanks for the company you guys. I’m sorry this happened to you. I’m not gonna make it.
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I don’t know what to say, i cant tell you will recover because i don’t even know if I Will recover, i just don’t have the balls to kill myself and also i don’t want to abandon my cat..

That only thing keep me alive is hope for a magical recovery at months 18-24, idk, maybe i’am stupid on hoping for that, but the price is my life, i think i will endure intil this time mark and then i have to see if I recovered or if i’am still damaged..
 
Abilify2mg said:
we will heal 100% if u had 2-6 injections 100% u will heal. people like me who had 11 invega + 3 haldol will take 3-4 years which i will happily wait for. What is 4 years compared to the 85 i might live god willing.
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So you think I Will heal 100% by two injections that lead me to have almost 15 months of sympthoms?
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
The university hospital came to call me a moment ago to tell me that I don’t have any trace of risperidone in my blood.

So I asked him if my sympthoms are linked to some change in the receptors expression, and he told me NO, it’s more likely weed did this to you. @Trueart2

But then, why I developed all my sympthoms the same day i got the first injection? And not when i smoked weed for the last time like 40 days before the injection?

They are so uneducated and they don’t have the knowledge to understeand what is happened to my brain after the injections? Because why I’m the only one who developed sympthoms while everybody around me was smoking even more than me? It’s maybe because I took something that They don’t? Like the injections for exemple?

There is no sense in blaming weed, i just developed sympthoms when i got injected, and lot of people here have almost my exact sympthoms, so i can’t process how they blame weed..

Now what I have to do? Wait? To reach 18-24 months and see what happen?
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What are you saying to the doctor whenever they feed you this BS? Just tell them you’re adamant it isn’t the weed that made you feel this way, and see where they go from there. Find a new doctor, but generally there’s not much help that can come from these situation(dealing with a doctor.) Straight up tell them you aren’t going to deal with their BS
 
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