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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Yeah they firtst belived me and promised to give help to me, then they completely changed version and accused me of being psychotic.

Maybe not murder but at least inject them all. They pretend to know better that someone who took the injections what are the lasting sympthoms, this don’t make sense at all.
If i will suicide this is the fault of Who prescribed and injected me this shit, and of all those doctors that pretend to know better than us lasting sympthoms.

I don’t have any other place left where to seek help, i truly understood that there is not even belief in us so let alone get help. There is only suicide left. We don’t matter and nobody cares of us, if someone cared of us in the first place they don’t let us be injected like that. This shit can happen only to people who are basically alone and nobody care about them, not even family members.
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This is absolutely horrible for what they did.Do you have any friends or family? Maybe if you brought someone like a family member or friend,maybe they will believe you believe you.
 
This is very disturbing and horrible. We can't kill ourselves, there are still some options. I once told a doctor and a pharmacist and they believed me. The doctor wanted to give me a metabolism test because she taught my metabolism was the cause but it was too expensive
 
We just have suicide left. There is no way to Magically heal from 14 months of lasting sympthoms. We just have to suicide. Since i cannot give any other help here, and i don’t want to always complain, i Will log out.

Sorry guys for what they did to all of us, and sorry if there is nobody who can help us, we deserved better than this shit.

Nobody really cared of us because if it were they would prevent us from these injections, but even after these injections we don’t have any support or medical help. Nobody care about us, so even if we kill ourself, nobody will care or cry for our loss.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
We just have suicide left. There is no way to Magically heal from 14 months of lasting sympthoms. We just have to suicide. Since i cannot give any other help here, and i don’t want to always complain, i Will log out.

Sorry guys for what they did to all of us, and sorry if there is nobody who can help us, we deserved better than this shit.

Nobody really cared of us because if it were they would prevent us from these injections, but even after these injections we don’t have any support or medical help. Nobody care about us, so even if we kill ourself, nobody will care or cry for our loss.
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No. Don't kill yourself. There are people that believe us. A doctor and a pharmacist believed me. We still have other options. We can't kill ourselves,it's too much risk.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
We just have suicide left. There is no way to Magically heal from 14 months of lasting sympthoms. We just have to suicide. Since i cannot give any other help here, and i don’t want to always complain, i Will log out.

Sorry guys for what they did to all of us, and sorry if there is nobody who can help us, we deserved better than this shit.

Nobody really cared of us because if it were they would prevent us from these injections, but even after these injections we don’t have any support or medical help. Nobody care about us, so even if we kill ourself, nobody will care or cry for our loss.
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Don’t log out my frriend.

Is that what the doctors conclusion was?
 
Matthew01 said:
No. Don't kill yourself. There are people that believe us. A doctor and a pharmacist believed me. We still have other options. We can't kill ourselves,it's too much risk.
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I cannot “live” aka suffer like that for the for the rest of my “nerfed life”. I wanted to heal by reciving support and medical help, i cannot heal by myself, time won’t heal
This type of damage. Suicide is our only options. If you can endure 10 years like that to see what happen is good, i cannot.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
We are a bunch of “negative psychotics” dudes and after some week the injections lose effectiveness and our sympthoms are linked to our mental illness, not the injections.
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I don't understand how this could happen, could be the other doctors that could cause this.There has to be a solution to this. Maybe you can get someone to follow you for evidence. Maybe try going to another doctor. Also man don't kill yourself, we haven't tried other options and people's healing are not the same.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
I cannot “live” aka suffer like that for the for the rest of my “nerfed life”. I wanted to heal by reciving support and medical help, i cannot heal by myself, time won’t heal
This type of damage. Suicide is our only options. If you can endure 10 years like that to see what happen is good, i cannot.
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I feel your pain. I also feel like there’s not another choice. I’ve lost passion for life. I don’t even shower anymore.

If I had access to money and transportation I would be dead already. But I’m broke which is the only thing keeping me alive.
 
There is no healing, only being able cope with the loss. Nothing in the biology can take 2 years to recover, if something lasting for more than some months this is permanent damage.

Hope they let me assisted suicide, because I don’t want to shot myself in the head.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
I cannot “live” aka suffer like that for the for the rest of my “nerfed life”. I wanted to heal by reciving support and medical help, i cannot heal by myself, time won’t heal
This type of damage. Suicide is our only options. If you can endure 10 years like that to see what happen is good, i cannot.
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I understand what you're going through.but you can't kill yourself. There are still some options to be explored like the supplement list that guy posted and vyvanse. Nobody knows what comes after death,could be eternal nothingness. If you kill yourself when you have a chance of healing,you would die for nothing. The risk is too much. We have only one life in this world. Healing is not the same for everyone.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
We are a bunch of “negative psychotics” dudes and after some week the injections lose effectiveness and our sympthoms are linked to our mental illness, not the injections.
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It’s highly unlikely all the people in here are under “negative psychosis”. Is this the conclusion you’ve came to after speaking to the doctor?
 
Trueart2 said:
It’s highly unlikely all the people in here are under “negative psychosis”. Is this the conclusion you’ve came to after speaking to the doctor?
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Is the doctor that told me this conclusion, i just try to point the fact I developed these sympthoms the exact moment i got injected but then he switched the narrative about weed can cause this type of sympthoms that are psychotic negative sympthoms because we damaged our dopamine receptors by smoking weed in the past years.

Then i realized i fall in the same nonsense narrative where a joint can ruin your life but an antipsychotic injection is safe like a multi vitamin injection, that we have negative psychosis etc..
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
There is no healing, only being able cope with the loss. Nothing in the biology can take 2 years to recover, if something lasting for more than some months this is permanent damage.

Hope they let me assisted suicide, because I don’t want to shot myself in the head.
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I think if you’re patient things can get better. It will take 18-24 months in my opinion. Don’t give up.

I am feeling the same way as you but we can just kill ourselves yet. We have to weight. Maybe we will never be the same as before but we can at least live life in some way.
 
rawbanana said:
I think if you’re patient things can get better. It will take 18-24 months in my opinion. Don’t give up.

I am feeling the same way as you but we can just kill ourselves yet. We have to weight. Maybe we will never be the same as before but we can at least live life in some way.
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So the plan is to wait 18-24 months to get used to the loss and barely survive thinking that is a good quality of life?
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
So the plan si Rto wait 18-24 months to get used to the loss and barely survive thinking that is a good quality of life?
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I know how you feel but the only other option is suicide and I just don’t think you’re going to do that… it’s not easy to commit suicide. And MAID in Switzerland will probably take a few years to get approved. So you will have to wait anyway.
 
rawbanana said:
I know how you feel but the only other option is suicide and I just don’t think you’re going to do that… it’s not easy to commit suicide. And MAID in Switzerland will probably take a few years to get approved. So you will have to wait anyway.
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I can shot myself in the head, i don’t have to wait. But They already told me it’s unlike they approve my suicide because I’m too young..
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
I can shot myself in the head, i don’t have to wait. But They already told me it’s unlike they approve my suicide because I’m too young..
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I know how u feel. Life has no magic or enjoyment anymore. I don’t have any money either. Nothing but pain.

Do you have a gun?
 
rawbanana said:
I know how u feel. Life has no magic or enjoyment anymore. I don’t have any money either. Nothing but pain.

Do you have a gun?
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I can find one, it’s easy.. We have gun range field for free pratice here, i can rent a gun even high caliber, i already used the ak-47 before this shit..

Tonight the moon is pretty cool, not really cold, its a very nice night to live life, maybe with a girl, talking together under the light of this moon while drinking something or even a nice joint.. What a disgrace these risperidone injections..
 
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