Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

[anonymoususer777]

I’m getting a blood level test on Monday to see how much Invega is still in my system. At this point it should basically be zero. I’m hoping it’s not zero so there is still an explanation for me feeling this way. If there’s no explanation then I give up

Please share your paliperidone levels after.

 

[anonymoususer777]

You wont remain the same. There will be changes.
I don’t feel exactly the same as I felt in the early days.
But I can’t necessarily say those changes are improvements. It’s more like my body is changing.

It’s kind of like a tornado has passed through my body and now it’s a barren wasteland. Like the damage was done and all of the components of my brain are in disarray. Not sure if it will rebuild itself. It it does it will take many years. I’m guessing 3-5 years for a full recovery if I can make it that far.

I just don’t know if I can suffer that long because life wasn’t even that good before this. I was struggling. I’m in loads of debt and I don’t have the skills to work a job. I think I have it worse than a lot of folks. Not sure what I’m still doing here honestly.

Again i want to ask you, what about those people who say they recovered 100%?

 

[anonymoususer777]

@paliperidonevictim2005 says he got better in 6 months and full recovery in 18 months. Does anyone know his dosage and number of injections?

 

[Deleted member 592205]

Again i want to ask you, what about those people who say they recovered 100%?

They simply forgot how thing were before and They get used to their new condition

 

[Deleted member 592205]

These injections cause permanent brain damage, as we can see, months after our last shot we are not healed. If we are stupid or desperate yes we can think about magical recovery after 2 years, if instead we are smart and aware, we can notice how we simply dont heal even if months are passing, this is up to us.

 

[Matthew01]

These injections cause permanent brain damage, as we can see, months after our last shot we are not healed. If we are stupid or desperate yes we can think about magical recovery after 2 years, if instead we are smart and aware, we can notice how we simply dont heal even if months are passing, this is up to us.

Please risperdalconsta remember the pictures

 

[Deleted member 592205]

Please risperdalconsta remember the pictures

I took pictures of the outside, and the inside

 

[Matthew01]

I took pictures of the outside, and the inside

Great,thank you. So you're in there right now? Jesus, I hope they come up with a solution.

 

[Deleted member 592205]

Great,thank you. So you're in there right now? Jesus, I hope they come up with a solution.

Yeah i’am here..

https://files.catbox.moe/wdafws.mov

 

[anonymoususer777]

They simply forgot how thing were before and They get used to their new condition

Did the people who recovered say that though? Or are you assuming?

 

[Deleted member 592081]

broken self is dead all because he couldnt wait few years for recovery. What a shame

 

[rawbanana]

Again i want to ask you, what about those people who say they recovered 100%?

Maybe it’s possible but i can only speak for myself. It depends if I can hold on 9 more months.

 

[rawbanana]

@paliperidonevictim2005 says he got better in 6 months and full recovery in 18 months. Does anyone know his dosage and number of injections?

Just message him. It might be on the document trueart2 shares

 

[rawbanana]

These injections cause permanent brain damage, as we can see, months after our last shot we are not healed. If we are stupid or desperate yes we can think about magical recovery after 2 years, if instead we are smart and aware, we can notice how we simply dont heal even if months are passing, this is up to us.

There are certain markers for me on if i recover. My sense of humor. My ability to think deeply and focus. Creativity, visualization, sexual function.

There are several more but those are intuitive gut feelings that are hard to put into words.

Until I have all that back I won’t consider myself 100%

But I agree with you. I’ve forgotten what normal feels like and sometimes i wonder how people even know they’re recovered because I don’t remember who I was after this many months. On a deep level. My thought patterns and everything have completely reconfigured. My sense of wonder and magic is gone. I have a hard time believing that comes back.

 

[anonymoususer777]

@Invegatorture do you think you forgot how you were prior to invega and got used to your new self when you recovered from.invega?

 

[Matthew01]

I've not been going outside because I have no motivation.

 

[Deleted member 592205]

The university basically told me that we are a bunch of psychotic dudes and there is no correlations between our lasting sympthoms that we developed because of the injections.

I had no more options where to seek help, sorry for false hope i give, we have to decide if the life we have left is worth living or the sufference is too high.

There is no other option than suicide.

 

[Matthew01]

The university basically told me that we are a bunch of psychotic dudes and there is no correlations between our lasting sympthoms that we developed because of the injections.

I had no more options where to seek help, sorry for false hope i give, we have to decide if the life we have left is worth living or the sufference is too high.

There is no other option than suicide.

No,this can't be,how could they treat you like this? how could they say something so horrible? Did you tell them about the people who killed themselves because of the injection? Did you tell them of people who are still suffering because of the injection? I don't understand,they were so adamant about helping you. How could they betray you like this? After all your effort and the hope they gave you. Did you bring someone with you for evidence? Maybe that would have helped. It helped me. God this is nonsensical what they have done.

 

[rawbanana]

The university basically told me that we are a bunch of psychotic dudes and there is no correlations between our lasting sympthoms that we developed because of the injections.

I had no more options where to seek help, sorry for false hope i give, we have to decide if the life we have left is worth living or the sufference is too high.

There is no other option than suicide.

Yeah. There is no help for people like us. Everyone just says they are delusions. I would like to murder all these people honestly.

 

[Deleted member 592205]

No,this can't be,how could they treat you like this? how could they say something so horrible? Did you tell them about the people who killed themselves because of the injection? Did you tell them of people who are still suffering because of the injection? I don't understand,they were so adamant about helping you. How could they betray you like this? After all your effort and the hope they gave you. Did you bring someone with you for evidence? Maybe that would have helped. It helped me. God this is nonsensical what they have done.

Yeah they firtst belived me and promised to give help to me, then they completely changed version and accused me of being psychotic.

Yeah. There is no help for people like us. Everyone just says they are delusions. I would like to murder all these people honestly.

Maybe not murder but at least inject them all. They pretend to know better that someone who took the injections what are the lasting sympthoms, this don’t make sense at all.
If i will suicide this is the fault of Who prescribed and injected me this shit, and of all those doctors that pretend to know better than us lasting sympthoms.

I don’t have any other place left where to seek help, i truly understood that there is not even belief in us so let alone get help. There is only suicide left. We don’t matter and nobody cares of us, if someone cared of us in the first place they don’t let us be injected like that. This shit can happen only to people who are basically alone and nobody care about them, not even family members.