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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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anonymoususer777 said:
I would like to know what @RisperdalConsta50mg 's testosterone level is?
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My testosterone is a little bit high than the norm, prolactin is in the norm range, but i still have sexual disfunction.

Sexual disfunction can also take place if there is a receptors imbalance, like sleep, it’s a result of receptors balance and communication, if receptors don’t communicate properly there is sexual disfunction, sleep disfunction, memory and cognitive disfunction.

I prefer to be logged out because i don’t want to complain all the time about my situation, since this won’t help me heal and won’t help other people heal, but I’m reading you all and I’m sorry that I cannot help you and I cannot help myself..
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
My testosterone is a little bit high than the norm, prolactin is in the norm range, but i still have sexual disfunction.

Sexual disfunction can also take place if there is a receptors imbalance, like sleep, it’s a result of receptors balance and communication, if receptors don’t communicate properly there is sexual disfunction, sleep disfunction, memory and cognitive disfunction.

I prefer to be logged out because i don’t want to complain all the time about my situation, since this won’t help me heal and won’t help other people heal, but I’m reading you all and I’m sorry that I cannot help you and I cannot help myself..
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Hey risperdalconsta. When you’re going to the hospital,please tell us. Also pleass remember to take pictures of the hospital,drugs and prescription paper and paste them here with catbox. I would really appreciate it
 
Gonna hopefully reset my sleep schedule by skipping a day of sleep. Recently I have been going to sleep around 8am and waking up at 5pm. Too depressing to keep going like that.
 
Yeah idk. Just feels like there’s no point anymore. Can’t enjoy anything about life
 
Can sexual function return for people who recover from invega? Does it for older people as well like ones in their 40s?
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
My testosterone is a little bit high than the norm, prolactin is in the norm range, but i still have sexual disfunction.

Sexual disfunction can also take place if there is a receptors imbalance, like sleep, it’s a result of receptors balance and communication, if receptors don’t communicate properly there is sexual disfunction, sleep disfunction, memory and cognitive disfunction.

I prefer to be logged out because i don’t want to complain all the time about my situation, since this won’t help me heal and won’t help other people heal, but I’m reading you all and I’m sorry that I cannot help you and I cannot help myself..
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When i wrote about your motivation, i didnt mean to sound harsh on you. I was just commenting on how hyped you were in the beginning, and how fast this poison kills your motivation in the shortest amount of time.

If its a trial from our Rabb let it be so, if its a punishment - lets hope for our sins to be erased, maybe we wont have to suffer in the barzakh and Judgement day.

I think the injection itself harms the brain in the same way for everyone, but depending on the amount you recieved - physical symptoms get more intense.

For the last 8 months i go to sleep (2 hours a day) not expecting to wake back up again (and believe me, my luggage that i have prepared for the life in the grave is miserable).

I find it so hard to pray, feels like God doesnt want to even hear my prayers. The worst and the scariest part for me.

It is very hard to function, when everyone who knew you, think that you changed for the bad. Like you cant be there for people in their hard times anymore, you can barely be there for yourself, not to mention your loved ones.
 
Do men in their 40s also recover from this? Is there any hope for me? At this point i am considering the most painless way to commit suicide...can anyone give tips please?
 
I’ve been thinking about suicide since January of this year. It‘s not simple and easy.
 
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