Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

[Deleted member 592081]

wtf happened?

borrowed money from me. I didn't hesitate and sent him like $20 on paypal. this was early june then I messeged him every few days to give my money back and he kept making up excuses then last month he stold his bike for few thousand dollars and surely he'd pay me back right? Nope more excuses . 4 months no money i just blocked the piece of shit.

 

[rawbanana]

Sending love to everyone here. Not sure how much longer I can do this

 

[AlphaMethylPhenyl]

keep on, the road is tough, i know i've been there

 

[anonymoususer777]

Sending love to everyone here. Not sure how much longer I can do this

WHat method do you plan on? .... i do think that you are on the verge of recovery though...

 

[rawbanana]

keep on, the road is tough, i know i've been there

it’s more than mental it’s physical. I’ve developed chronic muscle spasms and twitches and it’s horrible. basically this is the worst thing that could have happened to me. I’d rather be in jail or have cancer or hiv

WHat method do you plan on? .... i do think that you are on the verge of recovery though...

Gunshot. I just don’t see how I could just wake up one day and magically be better. I don’t think it works that way. I seem to be getting worse honestly.

 

[anonymoususer777]

it’s more than mental it’s physical. I’ve developed chronic muscle spasms and twitches and it’s horrible. basically this is the worst thing that could have happened to me. I’d rather be in jail or have cancer or hiv


Gunshot. I just don’t see how I could just wake up one day and magically be better. I don’t think it works that way. I seem to be getting worse honestly.

My symptoms are getting worse too. I have those same muscle spasms, its called dystonia and it came back after i had them in my early days off invega. Someone told me that before it gets better, there are withdrawals. This could be withdrawals.

 

[rawbanana]

My symptoms are getting worse too. I have those same muscle spasms, its called dystonia and it came back after i had them in my early days off invega. Someone told me that before it gets better, there are withdrawals. This could be withdrawals.

I have it in my head where it feels like my brain is pounding and it hurts

 

[Matthew01]

I wonder what drugs the university researchers are going to risperdalconsta? Are they stronger version of stimulants? Are they dopamine agonists? Is there a drug that upregulate dopamine receptors? What kinds of drugs can fix this?

 

[rawbanana]

Escapism isn’t even possible like this. I wish I could just get lost in a game or tv show or something. But everything sucks

 

[lukeflowz]

Do men in their 40s also recover from this? Is there any hope for me? At this point i am considering the most painless way to commit suicide...can anyone give tips please?

As someone like yourself in the early stages of recovery- we have to wait potentially up to six months before any signs of inprovement. We have to hold on somehow. I feel the same, that I won’t recover but this is just a thought. We are in this suffering together and this life may be the only one there is. I’m not sure if there is an afterlife and this maybe all we have!

@rawbanana I don’t give advice to you as you’re a trooper making it this far without making any substantial improvements. I do know there are many recovery stories from people who have had more than two injections. 12 month mark, I feel will be your month when you start to feel again.

As for myself, I’m preparing for a long arduous journey. I have all the same suicidal thoughts, but I just think of my loved ones and this gives me that push I need.

Invega is literal hell and we all share this bond with suffering, in hopes that suffering will eventually blossom into a lotus flower in the mud. Anyone feel free to message me for a chat during this time. We gotta look out for each other during these horrific times.

 

[rawbanana]

As someone like yourself in the early stages of recovery- we have to wait potentially up to six months before any signs of inprovement. We have to hold on somehow. I feel the same, that I won’t recover but this is just a thought. We are in this suffering together and this life may be the only one there is. I’m not sure if there is an afterlife and this maybe all we have!

@rawbanana I don’t give advice to you as you’re a trooper making it this far without making any substantial improvements. I do know there are many recovery stories from people who have had more than two injections. 12 month mark, I feel will be your month when you start to feel again.

As for myself, I’m preparing for a long arduous journey. I have all the same suicidal thoughts, but I just think of my loved ones and this gives me that push I need.

Invega is literal hell and we all share this bond with suffering, in hopes that suffering will eventually blossom into a lotus flower in the mud. Anyone feel free to message me for a chat during this time. We gotta look out for each other during these horrific times.

Thanks. I’m thinking of pushing through until the end of this year. Every day just sucks so much. I don’t even know what I want out of life anymore.

 

[rawbanana]

Does this nightmare ever end

 

[Deleted member 592205]

I wonder what drugs the university researchers are going to risperdalconsta? Are they stronger version of stimulants? Are they dopamine agonists? Is there a drug that upregulate dopamine receptors? What kinds of drugs can fix this?

I have the second appointment with them tomorrow, they already told me that before prescribing something They want to see me at least 3-4 times so they can understeand what is going on.

I think tomorrow i will talk with the senior doctor too and i have to explain to him the whole situation so they can figure out what they have to do.

There is also a possibility that they will tell me that the best thing is to let the brain heal by himself because stressing the SNC with agonists or upregulation drug may be lead to more side effects and sympthoms, idk.

Or maybe they will give me a drug that can speed up the recovery, or they can dive some advice on how to help the brain heal himself.

I hope tomorrow they can bring answer to me, and i won’t hesitate to share them here with you all.

@rawbanana in my experience the first 12 months were the hardests, now I’m far away than be healed but i’am a little bit better i think.. (14.5 months tomorrow)

 

[rawbanana]

I have the second appointment with them tomorrow, they already told me that before prescribing something They want to see me at least 3-4 times so they can understeand what is going on.

I think tomorrow i will talk with the senior doctor too and i have to explain to him the whole situation so they can figure out what they have to do.

There is also a possibility that they will tell me that the best thing is to let the brain heal by himself because stressing the SNC with agonists or upregulation drug may be lead to more side effects and sympthoms, idk.

Or maybe they will give me a drug that can speed up the recovery, or they can dive some advice on how to help the brain heal himself.

I hope tomorrow they can bring answer to me, and i won’t hesitate to share them here with you all.

@rawbanana in my experience the first 12 months were the hardests, now I’m far away than be healed but i’am a little bit better i think.. (14.5 months tomorrow)

Thanks. I’m trying to stay positive. I need to find some hobby or something I can do with my time. I need to accept what’s happened, which has been the hardest part.

 

[rawbanana]

I think when I start to lose weight I’ll know my recovery process is starting

 

[rawbanana]

If I can even make it that far. I’ve lost so much respect for myself I just don’t see a point in continuing life

 

[Deleted member 592205]

Thanks. I’m trying to stay positive. I need to find some hobby or something I can do with my time. I need to accept what’s happened, which has been the hardest part.

I play some “The Forest” and “Crossout”, Just to kill the time, not because i can enjoy playing videogames, sometimes i go at the restourant near my home, you know..

We have to kill the time and find something that distract us, sometimes we can do that, but sometimes it’s a matter of surviving second by second, we don’t have control over that.

There are days where i can play a little bit videogames, go out for a coffee etc but there are also days that I cannot even stand on my legs and there is surviving second by second.

Now i can’t even go at the restourant near my home because of that girl that dumped me in plenty wiew because i’am a little bit embarassed to show me after that thing, you know..

 

[Matthew01]

I have the second appointment with them tomorrow, they already told me that before prescribing something They want to see me at least 3-4 times so they can understeand what is going on.

I think tomorrow i will talk with the senior doctor too and i have to explain to him the whole situation so they can figure out what they have to do.

There is also a possibility that they will tell me that the best thing is to let the brain heal by himself because stressing the SNC with agonists or upregulation drug may be lead to more side effects and sympthoms, idk.

Or maybe they will give me a drug that can speed up the recovery, or they can dive some advice on how to help the brain heal himself.

I hope tomorrow they can bring answer to me, and i won’t hesitate to share them here with you all.

@rawbanana in my experience the first 12 months were the hardests, now I’m far away than be healed but i’am a little bit better i think.. (14.5 months tomorrow)

This stuff takes too long,we need something to help us.,also some people don't heal.Please ask for a solution and what can change the expression back. This might sound like a lot to ask from you but please I really need it. please take a picture of the hospital with a piece of paper saying "picture of the hospital that a person asked me to take because he was falsely diagnosed and forcefully injected like me" and also make a picture of the drugs and prescription paper. I need this information to convince my doctor to give me the same drugs as you. I don't want them to refuse or manipulate me. I live in a third world country.

 

[Deleted member 592205]

This stuff takes too long,we need something to help us.,also some people don't heal.Please ask for a solution and what can change the expression back. This might sound like a lot to ask from you but please I really need it. please take a picture of the hospital with a piece of paper saying "picture of the hospital that a person asked me to take because he was falsely diagnosed and forcefully injected like me" and also make a picture of the drugs and prescription paper. I need this information to convince my doctor to give me the same drugs as you. I don't want them to refuse or manipulate me. I live in a third world country.

I don’t understeand what picture i have to take? Anyways tomorro i will tell them that for me is not an option keep going like that and i need immediate support in order to restore my receptors expression.

I told them i already waited 14 months and i cannot handle that anymore and i need immediate help, i Will make some pressure into them because this is not a “yeah i wait there is no problem” matter because every second, every minute, every hour or day is a torture, they have to find a way to help me and help us.

 

[Deleted member 592205]

This stuff takes too long,we need something to help us.,also some people don't heal.Please ask for a solution and what can change the expression back. This might sound like a lot to ask from you but please I really need it. please take a picture of the hospital with a piece of paper saying "picture of the hospital that a person asked me to take because he was falsely diagnosed and forcefully injected like me" and also make a picture of the drugs and prescription paper. I need this information to convince my doctor to give me the same drugs as you. I don't want them to refuse or manipulate me. I live in a third world country.

https://www.pukzh.ch/standorte/ambulatorium-im-quadro/

This is the university hospital, but don’t call them and don’t do anything stupid, we have to be careful and not waste our only one chance to get help, i talk with them tomorrow.