May the healing process start now so.
They think that They can do whatever they wand and there won’t be consequence, let them know they fucked with the wrong guy, and maybe by doing that They Will not brain damage more people so you are saving some people from these criminals.
And if you win you can get money from them
And you can get a “I don’t have to work because they damage my brain” so you can get more money without working.
About not healing, i also think about that, but where are all those people that got injected before us? Like They injected people in the last 50 or more years but after some years people stop complaining..
I don’t think this is only a matter of cope with the loss, because even if you cope with the loss, you will keep pushing your pain and seek answers online. I don’t think everybody Just gave up after 1-2 years