Hi everybody. I’m in a bit of a situation which includes switching doctors right now but I have been misled so many times I always like to double check with the BL fam.
I’m now on:
5 mg of oxy 2 x daily (sometimes an extra 2.5 if needed)
10mg lexapro in the morning.
5mg diazepam (sometimes split sometimes all at once)
300-600mg of gabapentin 3 x daily (1200-1800mg total)
2mg Eszopiclone at 10pm (along with10mg of melatonin 4mg Prazosin)
And 300-1200mg ketamine daily
Edit: Oh also 1200mg of NAC 2 x Daily
Im feeling very numb and dumb. I’m also scared that I’m screwed however you want to perceive that. Doc just called me in:
5mcg/hr Buprenorphine patches to make the opiate taper better. I’m feeling like I might not be in good hands. Any advice. Any encouragement. Any response would help as I’m feeling lost and alone
I also want to apologize for making many threads over the last few years about me which is very selfish and not contributing much toward others. I have done my best. And thank you to everybody for your help.
Any and all responses are welcome and I just appreciate you all so much for giving me any sort of communication. Thank you
Peace and love
PS: when I’m finally living the way I want to which would include stability I promise to contribute all of my energy and information to anybody and all who need help as I am blessed to have some solid resources. Looking forward to hearing from the team.
I’m now on:
5 mg of oxy 2 x daily (sometimes an extra 2.5 if needed)
10mg lexapro in the morning.
5mg diazepam (sometimes split sometimes all at once)
300-600mg of gabapentin 3 x daily (1200-1800mg total)
2mg Eszopiclone at 10pm (along with10mg of melatonin 4mg Prazosin)
And 300-1200mg ketamine daily
Edit: Oh also 1200mg of NAC 2 x Daily
Im feeling very numb and dumb. I’m also scared that I’m screwed however you want to perceive that. Doc just called me in:
5mcg/hr Buprenorphine patches to make the opiate taper better. I’m feeling like I might not be in good hands. Any advice. Any encouragement. Any response would help as I’m feeling lost and alone
I also want to apologize for making many threads over the last few years about me which is very selfish and not contributing much toward others. I have done my best. And thank you to everybody for your help.
Any and all responses are welcome and I just appreciate you all so much for giving me any sort of communication. Thank you
Peace and love
PS: when I’m finally living the way I want to which would include stability I promise to contribute all of my energy and information to anybody and all who need help as I am blessed to have some solid resources. Looking forward to hearing from the team.
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