Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 10

[Deleted member 592205]

Glad you’re telling us. You’ve been slowly unraveling in broad daylight for a while now. Get some help before you end up in the psychiatric ward again or dead

Wich help? Family don’t even support us let alone help us. Doctors? They tell us we are delusional. Wich help? There is no help, this is why people die because of that drug.

If there was “help” brokenself would be with us today, there inst any help for us.

 

[Deleted member 592205]

Wich help? Family don’t even support us let alone help us. Doctors? They tell us we are delusional. Wich help? There is no help, this is why people die because of that drug.

If there was “help” brokenself would be with us today, there inst any help for us.

The only “help” they can provide to us is more brain damage with more psych drug, this is the only “help” we get if we ask help.

 

[rawbanana]

Yeah i have to make sure this next attempt is successful otherwise I have to go through hell again

 

[Trueart2]

Wich help? Family don’t even support us let alone help us. Doctors? They tell us we are delusional. Wich help? There is no help, this is why people die because of that drug.

If there was “help” brokenself would be with us today, there inst any help for us.

There might be no help dealing with Invega Sustenna, you’re right about that. It’s difficult and often lonely, but there’s definitely help in a lot of other situations. This is a suicide situation and a Invega situation. While there may be no help for Invega, there is help for suicide. We cannot allow ourselves to limit our perspective to Invega/LAI damage, and LAI damage only. Our lives are/were so much more expansive than just that

 

[Trueart2]

Yeah i have to make sure this next attempt is successful otherwise I have to go through hell again

Most suicide attempts fail. You’re likely to end up in the psychiatric ward once more, it’s not your time. You’ve only at the 9 month mark

 

[rawbanana]

My life is such a pathetic waste

 

[Deleted member 592205]

There might be no help dealing with Invega Sustenna, you’re right about that. It’s difficult and often lonely, but there’s definitely help in a lot of other situations. This is a suicide situation and a Invega situation. While there may be no help for Invega, there is help for suicide. We cannot allow ourselves to limit our perspective to Invega/LAI damage, and LAI damage only. Our lives are/were so much more expansive than just that

They Will inject the shit out of us if they know we are suicidal because What They injected us with, just go try to tell them that and you will see how they will help you, they will inject the shit out of you like an happy hour

 

[Trueart2]

They Will inject the shit out of us if they know we are suicidal because What They injected us with, just go try to tell them that and you will see how they will help you, they will inject the shit out of you like an happy hour

You gotta be smart about it, just say you’ve been struggling with people putting the idea of suicide into your head from the gloomy nature of these forums. You can preface the entire conversation by saying you aren’t actually suicidal and they generally can’t do anything to you

 

[Deleted member 592205]

You gotta be smart about it, just say you’ve been struggling with people putting the idea of suicide into your head from the gloomy nature of these forums. You can preface the entire conversation by saying you aren’t actually suicidal and they generally can’t do anything to

Just stay away from psychiatry until you start to see dragons and hearing voices that tell you to do shit, until that day just stay away from these slaughterhouse.

 

[Trueart2]

Just stay away from psychiatry until you start to see dragons and hearing voices that tell you to do shit, until that day just stay away from these slaughterhouse.

I agree,‘psychiatrists and their facilities are quack houses. You can get help for suicidal ideation anywhere

 

[rawbanana]

I’m such a piece of trash. Worthless. Completely worthless

 

[Deleted member 592205]

I’m such a piece of trash. Worthless. Completely worthless

 

[Deleted member 592205]

I’m such a piece of trash. Worthless. Completely worthless

At least take with you who did this to you, at least.

But it’s too early to think about that now, i mean, what if you recover in 10 or 12 months mark? You will give up your life for only 3 months? C’mon, i know you want your life back, and maybe it’s more near than what you think, just hold on, you are not alone in that, we are here!

 

[rawbanana]

No one did this to me. It’s my own fault and I have to wear that shame around me everywhere I go.

 

[Deleted member 592205]

No one did this to me. It’s my own fault and I have to wear that shame around me everywhere I go.

Technically you dint order this shit from Amazon and self-injected yourself, i mean there is someone Who prescribed this to you, and there is someone Who injected you, take them with you, or at least one of them.

But we can talk about that only after 24 months, because Maye at month 11 one day you wake up and start to feel better and recover until your baseline.

If I’m here since 14 months you can too hold on, I’m not special, maybe you are more strong than me and you don’t know yet.

 

[Deleted member 592205]

No one did this to me. It’s my own fault and I have to wear that shame around me everywhere I go.

What color is your eyes? I have green eyes

 

[rawbanana]

Technically you dint order this shit from Amazon and self-injected yourself, i mean there is someone Who prescribed this to you, and there is someone Who injected you, take them with you, or at least one of them.

But we can talk about that only after 24 months, because Maye at month 11 one day you wake up and start to feel better and recover until your baseline.

If I’m here since 14 months you can too hold on, I’m not special, maybe you are more strong than me and you don’t know yet.

I’m about to enter month 10 and I don’t feel even close to healed

What color is your eyes? I have green eyes

my eyes are dark brown

 

[rawbanana]

I love the person I am. I think I’m a beautiful beautiful person inside and out. But this drug has changed me in a way that I can’t even be that person anymore. It’s unbelievably heartbreaking.

 

[Deleted member 592205]

I’m about to enter month 10 and I don’t feel even close to healed

my eyes are dark brown

I’m on 14 months and i dint realize how much i recovered in this time, we all want to go back to baseline and we won’t be happy until that but if you look closer you Will see that you are not like day1.

This mean the brain is working, we know is a slow process, and because we are focused on full recovery we miss all the little steps we did.

We want to look the full home missing every single bricks, if you understeand what I mean

About your eyes, I want them to shine of happiness again, get wet because of sad emotions again, and look the beauty of life again, look your eyes in the mirror and think if they deserve to be closed forever. They don’t.

 

[Deleted member 592205]

I love the person I am. I think I’m a beautiful beautiful person inside and out. But this drug has changed me in a way that I can’t even be that person anymore. It’s unbelievably heartbreaking.

Think about that day we are back to ourself again, what we can become again, and what kind of resilience and strenght we Will have.

The aura we Will have, we can get all the girls we missed in this time, all emotions and all the joy again, do it for these beautyful days that have to come, do it for you and for your eyes, just hold on.