Knowing your pronouns are “that bitch” I’m gonna say I have a feeling you tend to get a little high strung wound tightly and the weed helps you to relax enough that can actually be present mentally in focus to receive pleasure plus there’s the whole idea of masculinity and femininity generally masculine traits are dominant and a lot of females are currently struggling with the idea of being submissive to the male and maybe the weed helps with that also that’s why a lot of women have been more accepting and attracted to men who want to transition to female if you really want to experience freedoms and sexual pleasure meth is and has always been the best especially for men and women are bi curious and due to being raised in anti gay homes, schools, and churches have a hard time giving themselves over to their carnal desires you lose most of those feelings when high on meth and in the thralls of extremely horny thoughts and intense arousal you can go from a straight guy your whole life only attracted to women and the next thing your a cock hungry sissy slut and wanting be female and wear panties and fishnets watch mostly porn of boys being feminized and passed around as toys for bbc or sissy hypnosis videos while shoving bigger and bigger dildo’s up you ass for 12 hours straight. Then if the right situation presented its say some one like to get high with you and offer to give you meth for you to have sex with them or suck their dick or want to suck yours and you agree cause you are just as horny know you are what the call a bag hoe like your willing to do anything for the bag I could only imagine the next step is your set on having the meth sex relationship a regular part of your lifestyle and start getting hotel rooms that’s you can set up sex shop becoming a cross dressing bimbo prostitute always chasing the next free bag and cock that needs to drained it’s easy to fall into a trap where all you do all day every day is have sex and smoke meth because both are so readily available and given freely to those who so desire