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Yo. 😎

Got today and tomorrow off work, been lazing around for the most part today and loving it. Vaping nicotine, fucking around online, been vaping and dabbing rosin, took the evening's 57mg methadone a few minutes ago. Got a Mimosa rosin dispo, Cereal Milk crumble, GG#44 rosin badder and lots of flower, plus on my fourth cran-grape and SKYY vodka of the afternoon. Took the evening blood thinner and AP too. Feeling fiiinnneeeee. πŸ˜‰

About to twist up a Cookies collab with some London Pound Cake flower and Cereal Milk crumble. πŸ₯› πŸŽ‚ 🌼 🚬
Brah! Jy's kak gevaarlik nΓͺ 🀣 most ppli know would be sleeping by now.
 
As somebody who has virtually zero trouble ever sleeping, for some reason tonight I'm wide the fuck awake. I don't work tomorrow or the day after, and 3mg of melatonin (orally) did nothing. I'm not really in the mood to dig out the etizolam or tizanidine I've got kicking around somewhere, so I've decided to instead try to design a greenhouse irrigation system that I can automate from a Raspberry Pi (it's a miniature computer pretty much), hopefully the act of actually designing something useful will be my nightly fix tonight. No amount of cannabinoids have made me sleepy, and I'm suspecting that there's too much bupropion in my system right now to meaningfully catch any sleep.

Soon I need to order some lotus flowers to keep around as a light sedative for nights like this.
 
As somebody who has virtually zero trouble ever sleeping, for some reason tonight I'm wide the fuck awake. I don't work tomorrow or the day after, and 3mg of melatonin (orally) did nothing. I'm not really in the mood to dig out the etizolam or tizanidine I've got kicking around somewhere, so I've decided to instead try to design a greenhouse irrigation system that I can automate from a Raspberry Pi (it's a miniature computer pretty much), hopefully the act of actually designing something useful will be my nightly fix tonight. No amount of cannabinoids have made me sleepy, and I'm suspecting that there's too much bupropion in my system right now to meaningfully catch any sleep.

Soon I need to order some lotus flowers to keep around as a light sedative for nights like this.
Im also ordering white and blue lotus flowers dried for tea, Egyptian strain. Would love to compare when we an how they effects each other different and so on. That's dope
 
Fivth day from detox-3 months pods about 30g daily-150 hours without a second sleep.last night sleep for a first time,woke up in the middle of the night to go the toilet,but because of weakness hit my head into the door and was blood from my nose all around fuck...in the same time weaning off diazepam...was on 20mg..from two days on 10.....comfort meds only lyrics and carbamazepin.....yes...it's getting harder with every next withdrawal....fuckin' tired of this...on 51 and wanna live some sober years...to hug my wife and daughter.....all around me -iron bars.....few square metres to move.......hard as hell.....for the body....for the mind...for the soul....payment days......investment for the future....full moon and my legs hurting...another sleepless night obvious...will wait for the first rays of sun.....may God forgive me......and all of us!
 
Fivth day from detox-3 months pods about 30g daily-150 hours without a second sleep.last night sleep for a first time,woke up in the middle of the night to go the toilet,but because of weakness hit my head into the door and was blood from my nose all around fuck...in the same time weaning off diazepam...was on 20mg..from two days on 10.....comfort meds only lyrics and carbamazepin.....yes...it's getting harder with every next withdrawal....fuckin' tired of this...on 51 and wanna live some sober years...to hug my wife and daughter.....all around me -iron bars.....few square metres to move.......hard as hell.....for the body....for the mind...for the soul....payment days......investment for the future....full moon and my legs hurting...another sleepless night obvious...will wait for the first rays of sun.....may God forgive me......and all of us!
Keep up the good fight, I know how sucky the tapering can be as I do it so much ( self induced cause of over usage at times ) but you got this. Just keep us updated and we here even if it's just to moan
Respect
πŸ‘Š
 
Yesterday afternoon /evening was the perfect chance and I couldn't resist:
150 mg Pregabalin
25 mg dph
BSO
2x 200 mg Tapentadol boofed - the pain reminding me of why I had to stop it... Nodded out in the bathroom and woke up at 2 am with my head tilted backwards, still feeling a slight pain now, but well...
 
Evening blueworld

Um yeah didn't feel like posting lol. Pure lazy stonedness. Just finished 2 small blade size self rollles of triangle kush I got yesterday, chest and throat not happy but I wanted to smoke and smoke proper, fuxk yeah know.. gonna roll another also had

18:00
0.1ml RSO Skittlzes
60mg thc gummy sour strip. (Freaking sour)

No need for meds tonight except some 0.5mg triazolam as soon my I'm done with this j coming.

Not a bad bad but peaceful day. Up early at 6am again tomorrow busy day. But just grateful for the extra income again.d

Night
 
Sup peeps. 😎

Been an awesome chance to recharge this week, off work Tuesday and Wednesday, and tomorrow as well. I've spent the majority of the time chilling around the house and loving it, mainly just smoking a bunch of weed and eating good food, resting. Very much needed, as my methadone taper has been whooping my ass over the last month lol. But I got this. πŸ˜‰

Started earlier at work, but so far at 3600mg gabapentin staggered, 300mg every ~20-25 minutes. I also smoked .5g Banana Z in the bub just now, 57mg methadone a little bit ago and 50mg diphenhydramine thrown in there too. Also, currently working on my second vodka and Dr. Pepper.

I feel pretty good. πŸ™‚
 
Evening blueworld

Almost like 8 but had

19:00
10mg methadone
15mg diazepam
A phat 1.3g self rolled joint consisting a mix of Ak-47 2g + 1g Triangle Kusk + 0.5g of Amnesia Haze bubble hash. All mix together and got 3 rolled blunts out them different wait but tasting beautiful but quickly building up resin or pockets but still kicking hard, loving it. Did me proper

Anyhow an hr later now and pondering to maybe have some of that honeycomb that's left...

Hmmm
 
coming down from a total of 49mg 3-me-pcp consumed today

Just took 5mg Bromonordiazepam. My first benzo dose in a very long while

Still coming down from a pretty big dab of Purple Hindu Kush budder

Gonna take a 5mgTHC/10mgCBD edible

2mg Prazosin

600mg gabapentin
 
Evening blueworld

Just past seven now. The full moon outside looks insane with the clouds moving over it.

19:00
10mg methadone
10mg diazepam
Triangle kush with last bit of Amnesia Haze bubble hash.


Nicely baked atm.
Don't think I'm need anything else to sleep Tonight lol. Hope everyone is having a dope Saturday.


Awe
 
my fix is 20mg diazepam 2mg xanax 1g valerian root, 5mg melatonin, 10mg dxm, 150-300mg lyrica and a joint and still have severe insomnia.
the 20mg diazepam and 2mg xanax was prescribed for sleep by my doctor. But it seems excessive and not really working too well.

Any recommendation for severe insomnia? like a strong sedative/hypnotic non-benzodiazepine?
 
my fix is 20mg diazepam 2mg xanax 1g valerian root, 5mg melatonin, 10mg dxm, 150-300mg lyrica and a joint and still have severe insomnia.
the 20mg diazepam and 2mg xanax was prescribed for sleep by my doctor. But it seems excessive and not really working too well.

Any recommendation for severe insomnia? like a strong sedative/hypnotic non-benzodiazepine?
Best hypnotic benzo for me is triazolam and temazepam. Midazolam is also good but not my favorite just like flurazepam always good for sleep but I need to high doses for it to work properly and oh and nitrazepam but also last on my list, need to much once again.
 
my fix is 20mg diazepam 2mg xanax 1g valerian root, 5mg melatonin, 10mg dxm, 150-300mg lyrica and a joint and still have severe insomnia.
the 20mg diazepam and 2mg xanax was prescribed for sleep by my doctor. But it seems excessive and not really working too well.

Any recommendation for severe insomnia? like a strong sedative/hypnotic non-benzodiazepine?
What's the reason for the insomnia? If you can treat the cause it's usually better...
High doses of antihistamines like dimenhydrinate could work, chloral hydrate... There are some psych meds that can also knock you out. One is Mirtazapin, an antidepressant, then melperon, Quetiapin and other antipsychotics. They come with side effects though so it should be worth the price..
 
i had 2 psychotic episodes on quetiapines 200mg and i am not psychotic.
one ended me to ER

i wouls prefer something non benzo since i am afraid of a benzo dependency
Best hypnotic benzo for me is triazolam and temazepam. Midazolam is also good but not my favorite just like flurazepam always good for sleep but I need to high doses for it to work properly and oh and nitrazepam but also last on my list, need to much once again.
What's the reason for the insomnia? If you can treat the cause it's usually better...
High doses of antihistamines like dimenhydrinate could work, chloral hydrate... There are some psych meds that can also knock you out. One is Mirtazapin, an antidepressant, then melperon, Quetiapin and other antipsychotics. They come with side effects though so it should be worth the price..
mostly trauma but cbi and therapy take a long time to fix it
 
Best hypnotic benzo for me is triazolam and temazepam. Midazolam is also good but not my favorite just like flurazepam always good for sleep but I need to high doses for it to work properly and oh and nitrazepam but also last on my list, need to much once again.
what doses of triazolam or temazepam? I heard rohypnol is also good but has a long duration
 
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