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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 10

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brokenself said:
AKA FUCKED
  • Neuroadaptation: After months of blockade, your brain may settle into a slightly different balance of receptor density and sensitivity.
  • Emotional associations: The emotional flatness from dopamine blockade can change how you experience sensations, even after recovery.
  • Individual variability: Some people regain full sensory richness; others feel “almost normal” but with small differences.
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relax, the brain almost always goes to normal just gotta make lifestyle changes too. If all you do is sleep watch tiktok all day and sleep , obviously the anhedonia won't go away.
 
Abilify2mg said:
relax, the brain almost always goes to normal just gotta make lifestyle changes too. If all you do is sleep watch tiktok all day and sleep , obviously the anhedonia won't go away.
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someone who sleeps watches tiktok all day and sleep, with a normal brain is enjoying life lol, it doesn't matter what you do the brain requires stimulation we just can't chase dopamine like that anymore
 
brokenself said:
someone who sleeps watches tiktok all day and sleep, with a normal brain is enjoying life lol, it doesn't matter what you do the brain requires stimulation we just can't chase dopamine like that anymore
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constant dopamine hits from tiktok over long period of time will deplete the dopamine we have for the day. The brain can't produce infinite supply of dopamine
 
Abilify2mg said:
constant dopamine hits from tiktok over long period of time will deplete the dopamine we have for the day. The brain can't produce infinite supply of dopamine
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what i'm saying though is no matter what we do we don't even get dopamine hits like how it used to be before it's all dull or muted.
 
I feel like I’ll never fall in love or have a relationship again because I just can’t feel things anymore
 
AlphaMethylPhenyl said:
I think it's not a good idea to obsess so much about these things
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I kinda understand it’s all we can think about, especially if you’ve lost some cognition. It becomes increasingly apparent as the days go by how much you’re missing from your faculties.

rawbanana said:
I feel like I’ll never fall in love or have a relationship again because I just can’t feel things anymore
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Start taking the supplements Rawbanana you should be extremely close to the time things begin to change for you. It’s been 8-9 months for you, your time should be up soon.
 
It’s been 9 months since my last Invega injection, I only had 4 in total. During this time, I haven’t felt the effects of any substances. Recently, I tried cocaine and for the first time I felt something again: it was mild but definitely euphoric, which makes me think some dopamine receptor recovery is happening. The next day, though, I tried again and didn’t feel anything at all. I’m considering trying MDMA next week to see if I can feel its effects.
 
squoshy said:
It’s been 9 months since my last Invega injection, I only had 4 in total. During this time, I haven’t felt the effects of any substances. Recently, I tried cocaine and for the first time I felt something again: it was mild but definitely euphoric, which makes me think some dopamine receptor recovery is happening. The next day, though, I tried again and didn’t feel anything at all. I’m considering trying MDMA next week to see if I can feel its effects.
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Smoking weed and feeling it means you’re likely to recover.

Watchout for falling into psychosis
 
I saw a post on reddit of someone on forced injections for over 3 years. I fear this may happen to me. I’m not even 6 months in and i’m finding it very hard to cope.
 
squoshy said:
It’s been 9 months since my last Invega injection, I only had 4 in total. During this time, I haven’t felt the effects of any substances. Recently, I tried cocaine and for the first time I felt something again: it was mild but definitely euphoric, which makes me think some dopamine receptor recovery is happening. The next day, though, I tried again and didn’t feel anything at all. I’m considering trying MDMA next week to see if I can feel its effects.
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We are similar with timeline I also only had 4 shots. It’ll probably take 2 years for a full recovery.
 
At least the horrible nightmares are over. I had the worst nightmares during the first few months of this it was terrible
 
It’s been 8 months for me. I am able to watch television for a short period again. Still not enjoying music. I reckon it will take a very long time for me to enjoy music because that was euphoric for me. I’m guessing I will feel better by the 18 month mark so I still have a long time to go. Not even halfway there but I’m somewhat hopeful right now. I don’t always feel hope. Sometimes hope feels like a lie.
 
Invegatorture said:
I saw a post on reddit of someone on forced injections for over 3 years. I fear this may happen to me. I’m not even 6 months in and i’m finding it very hard to cope.
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Hopefully not. Do you have a psychiatrist who's responsible for you/ you follow up with after your shots? Getting in contact and building a system of trust or at least understanding, with the person responsible for extending your CTO will do wonders for getting off. Is this your 2nd CTO? If not you should be okay
 
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rawbanana said:
It’s been 8 months for me. I am able to watch television for a short period again. Still not enjoying music. I reckon it will take a very long time for me to enjoy music because that was euphoric for me. I’m guessing I will feel better by the 18 month mark so I still have a long time to go. Not even halfway there but I’m somewhat hopeful right now. I don’t always feel hope. Sometimes hope feels like a lie.
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Music sensitivity increases greatly with certain low histamine bifido strands... and Akkermansia as well.

The injury is based upon dysbiosis and toxin overload.. not much to do with dopamine when it comes to the brain specifically more so the gut and excessive serotonin and sert .. ( even so GDNF can solve this ) that is why on the discord I am focused on redox potential /lowering inflammation. This allows for the terrain of the body to absorb the minerals that have been depleted through the physical trauma. Once we start absorbing absorbing the nutrients at a surplus we can rebuild the gut and regain our sensitivities to music and all other sensory experiences.

There are ZERO doctors with a geared in focus on the exact scenario of healing from depot injections specifically

My research illustrates that it is possible, and likely... we must follow the template and foundational work

I respect the camaraderie of this forum , but we need to raise the bar here and start showing healing is consistently possible and then build up testimonials that will allow us to build platforms to get these depots off the market.
 
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