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Misc First drug you tried that you instantly fell in love with?

Thanks, will do (in being cautious) and hope you have a good day
You too.

I tell you what - it's a lot easier to have a good day when you're not on a coke comedown eh? There's no doubt whatsoever about that, as I'm sure you're fully aware!

EDIT get yourself that username change mate - I'm sure they'll do it for free given the circumstances
 
You too.

I tell you what - it's a lot easier to have a good day when you're not on a coke comedown eh? There's no doubt whatsoever about that, as I'm sure you're fully aware!

EDIT get yourself that username change mate - I'm sure they'll do it for free given the circumstances
Yes it's not quiet relevant nowadays
 
Ok so I’ve experienced this for just about everything I’ve tried in some way. But the most profound experience by far would be an opium extract.

I prepared it from a fresh and whole plant.
Then when it was ready I decided to dab it. At a low temp I think. If I remember right it was low temp.

Turned it from raw into dross almost instantly.

One hit had my opiate naive former partner rolling back and dreaming of poppy fields.

I was two years into heroin. Seeing her got me excited.

I took a dab and got nothing. So I loaded up a second dab and hit that too.

Bam. Opium dreamland. Poppies growing blooming dying and rising again.

Best drug experience of my life.

Blissful. In its simplicity. Just watching the lifecycle of a plant.
 
Oxycodon, Zolpidem, MDMA, Amphetamine
Interesting, why Zolpidem?
I definetly find it more interesting and euphoric than benzodiazepines but I never had the chance of trying it more than a couple handful of times, what made you fall in love with it?
 
It’s a tie between MDMA and Oxycodone.

I’d obviously done other stuff before these like getting stoned, drunk, and buzzing of codeine.

But both MDMA and Oxycodone on first uses provided the truest feelings of pure pleasure.

Of course they are different but for me they provide a mark of reliable extreme euphoria that can’t be matched.

An honorable runner up mention is GHB, it’s not as good but not far off, that was absolutely awesome when I tried it, absolutely blows any other GABA drug out of the water.

I’ve not got much left on my bucket list, perhaps depressing for a 24 year old, but one thing would be combining some Oxy and MDMA, and finding a nice place to gently roam in nature.

I’ve never combined them and would absolutely love to, 30-40mg Oxy, 150-200mg MDMA, splitting both for a little redose to get a good few hours of false divinity.

Not the only thing mind you, and not my last dream, but eventually you level out, and realise there ain’t much left to chase but to just get on but the remnants of the hedonist in me loves the idea, but isn’t willing so far to do the effort. It’s a lovely idea but I also cannot be bothered for the hassle of obtaining.
 
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Most drugs took me several tries to "get" or really develop a taste for. MXE is the exception, my first use of it was IV injection, as soon as the effects came on I was amazed and in love. Such a clean euphoria, a shift in perception where the world became a techno-futuristic video game and I was the player. I used it for about 5 years.

I was already pretty deep into drug using and had tried everything by that point so I had a very high bar for what would impress me or not - and damn did it impress me. It also is the drug that caused the most damage to my life over all of my drug use. Mind you I also used opioids for 15 years straight, crack for 3 years straight, and MXE took me down to worse places.

It was the most deceptive addiction I've ever had to a drug. I didn't even realize how addicted I was until like 8 years of being off it. Any other drug addiction was very apparent to me that it was a problem and bad for me and that I was stuck...MXE erased all that and I didn't even realize what I was doing.
I find ketamine similarly deceptive for obvious reasons. I did 7 g in a couple days and was just instantly acceptant that this was how I was now. I lived on earth and pretended to be a part of it so I could go to the place that actually mattered. Then after running out you realize how fucking weird that was and you just instantly gave into it. At least coke has some shame, ketamine just instantly was the place to be with no downsides besides like one comedown from a massive k hole where it felt like I lost my mind and was wandering around my room with no memory for an eternity trying to figure out what was going on. And once it was over, I basically just binged even more with no recognition of how scared I was in that moment. I don't even remember what it was like aside from feeling like I was almost paging through random pages of reality with no way to connect what my life was, and random emotions about that predicament that just didn't make sense that changed every few pages.
 
Booze is my main normally, but it has a very messy and chaotic way of fucking everything up. I then tried speed. Every single aspect is better about it (maybe not as good at pain suppression but that's it), it hits more evenly, lasts longer, you can still think, you can still work, it's easy as hell to hide, you don't smell as bad (!) and ODing seems far harder to do. And you get *more* time per day, not less. It all just works for me... Granted I don't snort, I "bomb" (?) it so basically drink it which is ~2/3 of snorting in strength. But I just never seem to crave it to be more intense, I just never want it to end so have been high more or less for a year straight now.

If you don't sleep, eat, take care of yourself et.c. you will probably be a lot more annoyed with people. My baseline is pretty patient but I can be really mean once I haven't slept for 4 days... So angrier people need to be extra careful.
 
I find ketamine similarly deceptive for obvious reasons. I did 7 g in a couple days and was just instantly acceptant that this was how I was now. I lived on earth and pretended to be a part of it so I could go to the place that actually mattered. Then after running out you realize how fucking weird that was and you just instantly gave into it. At least coke has some shame, ketamine just instantly was the place to be with no downsides besides like one comedown from a massive k hole where it felt like I lost my mind and was wandering around my room with no memory for an eternity trying to figure out what was going on. And once it was over, I basically just binged even more with no recognition of how scared I was in that moment. I don't even remember what it was like aside from feeling like I was almost paging through random pages of reality with no way to connect what my life was, and random emotions about that predicament that just didn't make sense that changed every few pages.
Yeah, dissos can change reality... Only for the user...
I adored K once, then almost hated it and it's my little rescue rn...

Also damn, another one down 😢
 
If you don't sleep, eat, take care of yourself et.c. you will probably be a lot more annoyed with people. My baseline is pretty patient but I can be really mean once I haven't slept for 4 days... So angrier people need to be extra careful.
Lmao! 😂 you just named all the reasons why I stay away from stims in general. 😸 I wouldn't wanna meet myself if I didn't 🤣💀
 
Hydrocodone, mushrooms.. Codeine was one of the very first drugs i took that i can remember, it was okay. It makes me itchy more than anything unfortunately.
 
LSD

I had attempted to smoke weed a few times and did not get high, and had eaten mushrooms with a pot brownie and had a very weird, dissorienting high that I didn’t really enjoy necessarily, but didnt hate, and it was intriguing enough for me to want to try another psychedelic after, but when I ate acid for the first time i knew it was my favorite drug.
 
#1) Oxycodone (Oxy-IR) oral (opioid naive) …….was 100% pure unadulterated Euphoric BLISS …totally unreal in inner warmth & pleasure. Chronic pain melted away and was happy & outgoing :)

#2) Ritalin (Methylphenidate) nearly identical to the profound euphoric bliss I experienced with Oxycodone


I wish I was them all in a cocktail when I was naive to all substances 20+ years ago….my,, my …

Oxycodone 5-7.5mg IR
Methylphenidate 5-10mg IR
Alprazolam 0.5mg
Pregabalin 75mg
Ethanol - Gin 2.oz drinks 4-6 over few hours with every premium Belmont cigarette taken together while basking in the euphoric relaxation & comfort/content
Phenibut 500mg (would take effect 3h after the main cocktail took effect)

For a 200+ lbs relatively healthy young man this would’ve been perfect ok for myself…..the dopaminergic stimulant is absolutely staple at enhancing the opioids and minimizing other CNS depressant negative effects such as cognitive impairment and mild sedation

My last meal would be MY customized oral hybrid Brompton Cocktail 🍸 on a fasted state for rapid onset, absorption and an hour or so to reach peak serum levels in the bloodstream…..then beautiful music in a comforting environment, in nature or a comfy couch at home with the fireplace crackling
 
Original German patent for Eukadol (Oxycodone) states its powerful euphoria and analgesic properties

Eukadol (Oxycodone)
Dilaudid (Hydromorphone)
Heroin (Diacetylmorphine)
Dolophine (Methadone). ……the only Opioids forth their weight in gold

Benzedrine (Racmic Amphetamine)
Dexedrine (d-Amphetamine)
Methedrine/Desoxyn (d-Desoxyephedrine HCL)
Ritalin (Methylphenidate)
Preludin (Phenmetrazine)
Dexamyl & Desbutal (Amphetamines + Barbiturates) …..only stims worth their weight in gold

Valium (Diazepam)
Xanax (Alprazolam)
Ativan (Lorazepam)
Klonopin (Clonazepam)
Etizolam & Deschloroetizolam
Diclazepam (2-Chloro Diazepam) Amazingly Looong acting Benzo anxiolytic- Delorazepam & Lorazepam
Avizafone (Pro-Diazepam) RAPID acting water soluable pro-drug IM injection 0.5h C-Max vs 1.5h oral Valium
…..only Benzodiazepines & analogs worth their weight

LSD-25 - 100ug tabs/sheets
Psilocybin
Ketamine
Pregabalin / Gabapentin / Phenibut
Clonidine
MDMA (if pharmaceutical grade only)
Cannabis
Ethanol (spirits, beers, etc)
Nicotine (premium Belmont cigarette)
Caffeine (premium espresso & coffee)

A massive underground cold as F@CK, dry, dark secure vault like storage area with 3X lifetime supply of everything stated above would be Extremely comforting & exciting knowing I have everything I’ll ever need.

500 Million in account and I’m good. LOL …..trust me, on the world stage, Top 1% of the top 1% theynwould look at you like a peasant. Private citizens out there have 33 Billion…..just a single Billion is ONE THOUSAND MILLIONS….it’s absolutely sickening the amount of wealth out there. 500 Million isn’t a far stretch hundreds of people could loose that and it wouldn’t faze them or effect their way of life
 
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That exactly what I used to do when I had time, used to crush up anywhere from 400 to 1000mg ritalins worth of pills, stir in isopropyl and filter, then evaporate it and scrape it up. Used to freebase and smoke that shit sometimes as well 😅
How do I do this with Biphentin I’m prescribed it and I wanna know what exactly I need coffee filters isopropyl then what I just crushed it up in a powder how much isopropyl do I pour through it do I pour the powder into a coffee filter then pour the isopropyl through it
 
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