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Why do you do drugs…?

You can only be disappointed with an experience if you have expectations, but life is a complete mystery. How can you be disappointed by a mystery (something that you can have no expectations of)?

Life is sometimes painful but you gotta take the good with the bad :)
 
Vanilla_Incense said:
Life is sometimes painful but you gotta take the good with the bad :)
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To me life feels awful at the moment, although I understand that many members here have suffered and are suffering astronomically more than I ever have and hopefully ever will.

But usually drugs make it worse.
 
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Chaurus said:
To me life feels awful at the moment
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I hope it doesn't stay that way for you (it often doesn't in my experience :)).

Chaurus said:
But usually drugs make it worse.
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Maybe stay away from drugs at the moment :unsure:. I think you should only use drugs if its enhancing your life, but sometimes the drugs can get to be a bit much (and have a negative influence on your life). When it happens to me I like to take a break from them even if it's only for a few weeks to a few months (depends how much its started to affect me negatively). Being sober gives you time to reflect honestly with yourself about whats going on in your life and why you're using.
 
Jabberwocky said:
Stupid question, right? Or is it…? Why do you, personally do drugs? It’s a general question with lots of possible answers. Some may say they get high because it feels good. Or maybe it’s to be able to feel more open because they like the person they become when they’re fucked up a lot better than the person they always are. Whatever the reason, explain in detail! Dig deep and really focus on what you’re trying to be, or not, when you do your choice drug(s.)

I’ll start… I’ve done plenty. But it’s always for the same reason once I think about it. It’s to be free. Sounds pretty dumb when you’re doing something addictive right? But I want to be free of myself. To not think the thoughts that I do. To be the person I want to be. To feel energized and empowered by something stronger than I am. TO FEEL GOOD. TO NOT HAVE BAD THOUGHTS. If I’m only like this sober 1 out of 75 days, then why deal with that shit when I can feel amazing EVERY DAY..??!! It has its ups and downs. But why not, right?

I’m just curious is why I’m posting this. I’m in a position where I don’t have ANYTHING besides stupid Dr drugs to “supposedly” make me feel better. I don’t know anyone to get anything. I’m isolated. I’m depressed. I come up with all kinds of ideas to escape my madness with no results. So it makes me wonder why others get fucked up.

Is it for fun… ? Or survival..??? Or….?
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Why do Dolphin s, Cat s or Monkey s do drug s, its natural.

Better ask which Human is dumb enough to not do drugs,
except our accepted poison s [Ethanol & Tobacco]

My personal motive, doping, coping and to get wasted.
 
@Vanilla_Incense Cat s & Dolphin s for sure can Hallucinate.
Cats get a 15 minute Opioid high just using their olfactory s, as they smell catnip.

A Dolphin needs to eat a certain Jellyfish.
About what, OEV/ CEV, a mystery. And Monkey s that rub em selves with poisonous.
Centipede s, i have no clue but they look pretty intoxicated after the rub.

The Monkey s ;)
 
emkee_reinvented said:
@Vanilla_Incense Cat s & Dolphin s for sure can Hallucinate.
Cats get a 15 minute Opioid high just using their olfactory s, as they smell catnip.

A Dolphin needs to eat a certain Jellyfish.
About what, OEV/ CEV, a mystery. And Monkey s that rub em selves with poisonous.
Centipede s, i have no clue but they look pretty intoxicated after the rub.

The Monkey s ;)
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Yeh I know. I've seen the video where the dolphins are getting high off the puffer fish and cats love cat nip :LOL:

Maybe we should investigate those centipedes to see if there's any interesting highs to be had :cool:
 
Vanilla_Incense said:
Yeh I know. I've seen the video where the dolphins are getting high off the puffer fish and cats love cat nip :LOL:

Maybe we should investigate those centipedes to see if there's any interesting highs to be had :cool:
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My seed package of Catnip had a warning.
Cats get a 15 min Opioid high along Hallucination s, by smelling.

So Puffer-fish, no Jelly s. They look happy. And the Pufffer is left alive 🤙
 
Vanilla_Incense said:
Maybe stay away from drugs at the moment :unsure:. I think you should only use drugs if its enhancing your life, but sometimes the drugs can get to be a bit much (and have a negative influence on your life). When it happens to me I like to take a break from them even if it's only for a few weeks to a few months (depends how much its started to affect me negatively). Being sober gives you time to reflect honestly with yourself about whats going on in your life and why you're using.
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Escape.
 
Jabberwocky said:
Stupid question, right? Or is it…? Why do you, personally do drugs? It’s a general question with lots of possible answers. Some may say they get high because it feels good. Or maybe it’s to be able to feel more open because they like the person they become when they’re fucked up a lot better than the person they always are. Whatever the reason, explain in detail! Dig deep and really focus on what you’re trying to be, or not, when you do your choice drug(s.)

I’ll start… I’ve done plenty. But it’s always for the same reason once I think about it. It’s to be free. Sounds pretty dumb when you’re doing something addictive right? But I want to be free of myself. To not think the thoughts that I do. To be the person I want to be. To feel energized and empowered by something stronger than I am. TO FEEL GOOD. TO NOT HAVE BAD THOUGHTS. If I’m only like this sober 1 out of 75 days, then why deal with that shit when I can feel amazing EVERY DAY..??!! It has its ups and downs. But why not, right?

I’m just curious is why I’m posting this. I’m in a position where I don’t have ANYTHING besides stupid Dr drugs to “supposedly” make me feel better. I don’t know anyone to get anything. I’m isolated. I’m depressed. I come up with all kinds of ideas to escape my madness with no results. So it makes me wonder why others get fucked up.

Is it for fun… ? Or survival..??? Or….?
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I like getting high.
 
Self-medication, form of therapy for me. Helps me sort my head out.
I've seen and been through a lot of really fucked up shit in my life.
Proper healthcare is more than I could afford for the stuff and admittedly some of the stuff I'm just not comfortable talking with someone who has the ability to legally leverage that against me by misinterpreting what I say in confidence.

I have a lot of psychological and mental health challenges, I wish I could blame it on substance use sometimes, but I really can't because a lot of that stuff happened either prior to me ever starting using or I was stonecold sober when it did happen.

In short, I wanted to teach myself out myself, all of myself, not just the parts I find flattering, I wanted to understand the unknown and incomprehensible aspects of myself, because I wanted to eventually put it in order to begin to learn and practice better developmental self-control.
So I became both student and teacher, both lab rat and scientist.

Eventually I got to where I learned how to control myself better and alter states in sobriety without drugs.
It is true that sobriety is painfully boring at first, you have to kind of give yourself productive things to do and intricate hobbies to focus yourself on.

I imagine that it will probably always bee somewhat of a challenge to me, but it's one I've learned to live with and cope with better and more efficiently over the years as a means to reduce harm and to try to maintain a more normative lifestyle.

But yes it's something I do essentially to help find myself or navigate a path for which I feel lost within. It serves its purpose for me in this way and eventually I quit and sober up again and go down that path accordingly. Comes and goes, like a caravan.
 
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