new here, i dont do drugs but im fascinated

[secretMotel]

Hello from Texas.

I use drugs as a form of escapism.

 

[emkee_reinvented]

Jeezus. Sure she wasn't sneaking some meth? Lol. I couldnt even get out of bed to eat when I was in detox.

Not even that, but the do Urine Control s and in NL getting Meth hard work.
She was on Kiddie Coke, Methylphenidate/ Concerta so ADHD.
Soon as my ADHD med s were stopped, my dr does that once in a while.
Don t ask me why ? But then my drinking went bezurk.

All brakes gone without stimulant, and in that situation, getting drunk.
My Physical addiction, was formed. While when taking dextro-Amphetamine.
The amount and frequency of drinking was under my control.
Without it. Alcohol run my wheel s, and i on the 'bagage-drager' the back.

She was a genius, she learned herself [autodidact] and graduated in Chinese.
While wd-ing, she was too, i was Jello [the result of restraining me in the Hospital] .
Destroyed my body, the seizure damaged my brain. She super-fit.

So seeing her run on the mill at high speed, a beatiful young girl looking 21.
I concluded that is our instructor, she was a patient and,
8 years older then she looked. 9 out of 10 relapse at the DETOX,
So hope and kinda know she had the best chance to be that 1,
that stays strong don t relapse. She seemed really to love live.

A very closed person, never knew how she got in the situation, led to DETOX.
A closed book, some people are open book s.
Mystery girl, i assume with a high IQ . + .

And a good morning to Blue and you

 

[TheUltimateFixx]

Hello from Texas.

I use drugs as a form of escapism.

"Humankind cannot bear very much reality."

- T. S. Eliot