I can't chill, I don't want this to be constant,living is suffering and I want it to end. My memory is bad and i can't remember or feel good about most my good memories. I feel emotionless and I don't feel good listening to music. Things I'm supposed to react to,I'm not reacting to. This is severely affecting my daily life. How can you be chill when you can't even feel good?I'm also not only worried, I'm constantly finding ways to fix this situation i have. My mind feels blank. Also that a.i post is scaring me.