Venting dxm

[scheme10]

I hate that of all the psychedelics I could have fallin in love with it had to be fucking cough syrup. Its insane seeing like 2/3 of the people who take it be like this shit is ass and completly understanding why they feel that way and loving DXM for that very reason. In fact, as a slow CYP2D6 metabolizer its even worse cuz morning after 300mgs the effects of blitzed sleep architecture and the complete stupidifying blockade occuring in my hippocampus last for a full 24 hours. No joke, I took 13 x 30mg pills at 7PM last Thursday and when I showed up to my shift Friday at 4 I still had dinner plate pupils and the ability to serendipitous fling my spatula in a trash can 5 feet away cuz fine motor skills be damned. Theres no shortage of ketamine, or lsd, or shrooms, or 2CB or any fucking drug thats isn't laughable to be taking after middleschool I got in theory get my hands on but i always come backt to this toxic, head on semi truck collision type drug.

Its objectively shit. I'm intentionally, GLEEFULLY poisensing myself. I was never one to get intense visuals on like anything so even at 600mg all I get is complete spatial disoreation, near blindness and light sensitivty cuz of the pupil dilation, comically bad motor skills, oppressive spontaneous sensations, all staged in the deep impossibly dark blackness of dissociatives. Ketamine? I hate it. Its boring. Would rather take a nap. DXM though? Some NMDA antagonism served with a side of sertonin toxicity and fiendish stimulation? Oh yeah thats the shit like wtf

I like to think of it as the antithesis to LSD. LSDs all bright and sublime, rejuvenating and beautiful and dxm is just a perversion of all that goodness. Instead of "mind expanding" is more akin to getting your brain hydraulic pressed from all 4 sides while being spun at mach 10 and I love it??!? On DXM I don't who I am or where I am and I can't see, and I can't think, and I can't walk, and I can't piss, and I feel horrible for the next two days and every time I have two consecitive days off and more and more often now even when I don't I jump to take it. Idk what to do, shouldn't this be self limiting? I can't talk about it with anyone because how can I tell someone I'm "addicted" to guzzling cough syrup? I minus well be addicted to slamming the front door on my pinkie which seems only marginally less believable. Ik this is probably disrespectful or whatever but I half wish to be a addicted to crack or heroin or something just so my pastime is more respectable and i dont have to feel like a fraud everytime reading about someone doing real shit here

 

[Satori446]

Haha, im with you man. I can relate totally. As someone who's been addicted to real shit, ill take dxm hangovers over dopesick any day. Crack just sucks your wallet dry...for nothing. I started taking dxm to ease opiates wd. Its the only thing I ever found that helped a little. Then I found myself taking it for recreation at higher doses. Car back floorboard was filled with empty bottles, lol. Two and a half years ago I took it almost everyday for a month. Shit retired my brain a bit but I also had a breakthrough meditating on it. For a few minutes I was completely at peace. No pushing ir pulling. Just peace. But it took dam near 3 months to start feeling right after that. I shoukda never took it again but I microdosed recently and felt like complete dogshit next day. Still, I find myself with more gel caps. I woukd never do over 100mg again I think that would be bad. But I find right at 100mg I can kinda feel it but nothing major. I still have my motor function. But for harm reduction purposes I woukd never suggest dxm. It can be a dirty drug if you use too much and like most mind altering substances, it will leave you wanting more.

 

[emkee_reinvented]

Before ever gettin into DXM they took it of the market . It s not even prescription. Had one leftover of gels 150 mg total. Took them after a period taking Methoxetamine.
[banned] And at that dose the two seemed a bit alike. More then individual resemblance to Ketamine. DXM might be in the middle ?

But the MXE i took daily pretty functional disso low dosed with tolerance. Love disso s

 

[Satori446]

MXE sounds pretty good. I like dissos to. Or I did i shoukd say. I had ECT done couple years ago and they used ketamine as part of the antithesa. It was kinda scary coming out of it. Just lights and voices. Kinda had alien abduction feel, lol. But I had a couple little breakthrough on it too meaning I saw more clear things as they are. I only did ketamine recreationally once and it was terrible. Wrong place, wrong time kinda thing. But I am considering this online ketamine therapy. I know its not enough to trip but I dont really wanna trip anymore. Ive been on many trips in my lifetime on all kinds of shit. Some great, sone petrifying. But if the ketamine will help my mental health im all for it. My current provider thinks its a bunch of shit but then again I see her 10 min every 3 months so u know fuck her.

I took 105mg of dxm this morning and its pretty nice. Not enough to be completely dissociate but enough to feel it. Nice cup of tea and my nasal snuff and im good to go. Just cant do it everyday or take more than this amount. I like being dissociated but I live in a group home kinda place so theres always possibility of interaction which I do not like when I take dxm. That month I took it everyday I was in a simular place and I had to fake interactions best I could. I orob looked like Captain Jack Sparrow to them but to me I felt straight, lol.

 

[washingtonbound]

There actually have been plenty of stories of people getting addicted to dxm especially when it was easily attainable years ago. It can be absolutely horrible to withdrawal from because of the complex receptor activity and has caused people to feel really brain dead. I’m not trying to preach about it but I would certainly not make a habit of it

 

[PenguinWithNapalm]

I hate that of all the psychedelics I could have fallin in love with it had to be fucking cough syrup. Its insane seeing like 2/3 of the people who take it be like this shit is ass and completly understanding why they feel that way and loving DXM for that very reason. In fact, as a slow CYP2D6 metabolizer its even worse cuz morning after 300mgs the effects of blitzed sleep architecture and the complete stupidifying blockade occuring in my hippocampus last for a full 24 hours. No joke, I took 13 x 30mg pills at 7PM last Thursday and when I showed up to my shift Friday at 4 I still had dinner plate pupils and the ability to serendipitous fling my spatula in a trash can 5 feet away cuz fine motor skills be damned. Theres no shortage of ketamine, or lsd, or shrooms, or 2CB or any fucking drug thats isn't laughable to be taking after middleschool I got in theory get my hands on but i always come backt to this toxic, head on semi truck collision type drug.

Its objectively shit. I'm intentionally, GLEEFULLY poisensing myself. I was never one to get intense visuals on like anything so even at 600mg all I get is complete spatial disoreation, near blindness and light sensitivty cuz of the pupil dilation, comically bad motor skills, oppressive spontaneous sensations, all staged in the deep impossibly dark blackness of dissociatives. Ketamine? I hate it. Its boring. Would rather take a nap. DXM though? Some NMDA antagonism served with a side of sertonin toxicity and fiendish stimulation? Oh yeah thats the shit like wtf

I like to think of it as the antithesis to LSD. LSDs all bright and sublime, rejuvenating and beautiful and dxm is just a perversion of all that goodness. Instead of "mind expanding" is more akin to getting your brain hydraulic pressed from all 4 sides while being spun at mach 10 and I love it??!? On DXM I don't who I am or where I am and I can't see, and I can't think, and I can't walk, and I can't piss, and I feel horrible for the next two days and every time I have two consecitive days off and more and more often now even when I don't I jump to take it. Idk what to do, shouldn't this be self limiting? I can't talk about it with anyone because how can I tell someone I'm "addicted" to guzzling cough syrup? I minus well be addicted to slamming the front door on my pinkie which seems only marginally less believable. Ik this is probably disrespectful or whatever but I half wish to be a addicted to crack or heroin or something just so my pastime is more respectable and i dont have to feel like a fraud everytime reading about someone doing real shit here

It’s funny because I had a couple times as a teenager that I did DXM and had a blast and honestly if I could replicate that experience now I would but I tried once as an adult in my 20s and just hated it. It was like a nightmare ketamine high where I felt sick also. I tried it twice just to be sure. It’s interesting to me how I remember having so much fun on it at one point.