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new here, i dont do drugs but im fascinated

I do drugs out of responsibility. I wasn't put on this earth to have a bad time if you know what I mean. I gotta get the most out of life however I can. Welcome to bluelight, I'm new too! I signed up this week!
 
hey ya, im a country boy from texas, why do most do drugs, is it the high, the chase, or the danger?
Welcome to BL :)

I’d like to thank you for asking questions and being genuinely curious. You don’t seem to be judging, which I appreciate.

This place will probably blow your mind. My mind is blown almost daily lol I mean that in the nicest way possible
 
I really do hope you’re here to learn without casting judgement. If that is there case, then thank you. I wish more people would do the same.
 
i like drugs that make me hallucinate visual stuff both with my eyes closed and some drugs with them open... i use pot for anxiety, although it doesn't help some people for that... drugs kind of all have different body highs and some people prefer certain stuff where others don't. i think drugs bring some people to a certain mental place too..

sometimes drugs help people that don't feel good, other times they really don't at all... some people just feel better with out drugs. some people are just better off with out drugs, like even something like pot can throw off someone's sense of well being for some time... personally i never really felt that good as a kid and feel better with drugs. i had a fucked up childhood. i think maybe if i weren't screwed up i wouldn't be so nervous or off and drugs wouldn't be so appealing, but generally i just am interested in what i get for hallucinations... idk i guess people kind of learn that from dreams though and after years of using drugs i get what the hallucinations i get are, and i'm just using for the feeling at this point.
 
i'd say danger is probably not most people's thing...

i used to do OTC drugs and hope i wouldn't wake up pretty much just risk suicide doing unhealthy stuff for a bad high... maybe that is danger.. i wonder if some fentanyl users are that way... i think most people on this site are about not overdosing and take precaution, but idk. i know people out there have risky behavior. i guess that's danger, but i don't think it's like "oh yeah, danger i want to risk loosing my job or get arrested". i think if drugs were genreally good quality and not laced or misdosed and legal, people would want to be safe and over dose less. it's not really a danger thing, although it's part of some people's live style and the thrill of doing dangerous stuff might be there for some.
 
i'd say danger is probably not most people's thing...
Austin Powers Movie GIF

lol just kiddin 😄
 
now that pot is legal where i live, i don't even bother seeing dealers.. haven't done other drugs in years really... not fun for me to be in the life style of picking up and dealing and what not.
 
yeah. i'm not cool with danger myself actually... made some bad choices before... i feel bad people risk buying certain stuff and doing certain things.
Oh yea I totally feel you. lol I just thought of Austin Powers when you wrote that, I got a weird mind lol. But yea I used to be pretty wild, it feels like it’s more dangerous out there with all the drugs these days.
 
hey ya, im a country boy from texas, why do most do drugs, is it the high, the chase, or the danger?
Most people (all? very possibly) take drugs because they are self-medicating. So the drugs are helpful for them in some way or other (to begin with, anyway...)

Fascinated huh? Remember, curiosity killed the cat...

Welcome to BL
 
Personally, I was addicted to adrenaline my whole life untill my early 40s when a car ran a light and hit me on my motorcycle.. I had never even smoked pot at that point but after the hospital, I was sent home with three months of opiates... That along with some odd circumstances and boredom at work led to my massive addiction.. even after them ruining my life and now off of them, I still romanticize the thought of using again almost daily ..

If you're curious about em, just don't .
 
Nah mate, the answer is simply crime.
If you legalised all drugs 99.9% of current users would immediately quit and start commiting firearm offenses or the like.
Read it like "legalise all drug s 99.9% of current user would immediately quit and start committing themselves as volunteers with the fire-brigade and such ... :ROFLMAO: "

Fire-arm s are illegal here !, but Drugs less so.
Drugs to me are Doping, except Hallucinogenic s, those make me jelly.
But MJ, Dextro-Amphetamine, Alcohol, Matcha, Kratom/ but no other Opioid.
All stimulate me in a way that stop s my recent developed apathy,
before they where mere doping. And medicine and re-creative.

Back in the day Methoxetamine was the most potent doping,
all those drug s dragged me. Through 10 year s of unhappy marriage,
while 24/7 taking care for my kids. I did about everything !

My free-time. When they were all in bed, so after midnight. :mindblown:
So after getting kid s guy s keep track, as you literally are not yourself.
Male self, and remember woman advice, say yes, do remember !
Just don t act on it !

As what i found out woman pregnant/after birth are crazy.
There logic lucid brain is more or less temporarily insane.

eMKee
 
Some hardcore junkies come to like the hustle and the associated risk. But mostly yeah, OBVIOUSLY we do it for the high.

I'm presuming you at least drink -? And you wouldn't drink if it didn't give you that pleasant little buzz, yeah? So druggies do drugs 'cause it makes ya feel good. 🤷
 
Some hardcore junkies come to like the hustle and the associated risk. But mostly yeah, OBVIOUSLY we do it for the high.

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Lol funny , I'm finally. Few months clean and I was watching a YouTuber from my home town down in the trenches w the druggies and I started thinking that I miss the the rush of being in dangerous spots beit a trap house or in the Allys at night or driving w copieous amounts of drugs in the car ...
 
Some hardcore junkies come to like the hustle and the associated risk. But mostly yeah, OBVIOUSLY we do it for the high.

I'm presuming you at least drink -? And you wouldn't drink if it didn't give you that pleasant little buzz, yeah? So druggies do drugs 'cause it makes ya feel good. 🤷
A girl at rehab used Alcohol as Doping also, she did marathon s on Wine.
That did amaze, me 29 years. Build as a athlete, during DETOX.
She was, i assumed the sport instructor, saw her running on the run machine.
Did i mention she also looked supergood, and i thought she was 21 max.

And brutal fast runner, she almost destroyed the mill with her high-speed pace.
During DETOX ?

I could hardly do a push up. :LOL:
 
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A girl at rehab used Alcohol as Doping also, she did marathon s on Wine.
That did amaze, me 29 years. Build as a athlete, during DETOX.
She was, i assumed the sport instructor, saw her running on the run machine.
Did i mention she also looked supergood, and i thought she was 21 max.

And brutal fast runner, she almost destroyed the mill with her high-speed pace.
During DETOX ?

I could hardly do a push up. :LOL:
Jeezus. Sure she wasn't sneaking some meth? Lol. I couldnt even get out of bed to eat when I was in detox.
 
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