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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 10

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Got a job on this medication, mind is super blank and it gets frustrating while at work to remember this is my situation.

THC-A made my mind more blank than it currently was, I ended up recouping some space in my mind and it’s less blank now; but getting incrementally high for a trade off of having a even more blank mind just isn’t worth it. Going to take a lot of time away from weed and then at some point later give it a try again(MAYBE).

4 shots down, 4 more mandated I’m really feeling the effects of this medication
 
I see that people are on mandate injections that was my situation on how I got put on invega jab . I was 3 and done . How i got out of my situation it was a medical overwrite for mandatory injections after I felt what it done to me I literally had to find away out of it . So I told my therapist I was moving out of state to Texas what was required was a address and some other stuff .I gave him a fake address to a house that was rent gave him a city where i told him i was moving which was texas and pretty much lied about getting service there and etc. After all that stuff I continue living in the state i was in stayed out of hospitals and laid low for awhile until this drugged wore off . I worked a job etc made sure I stayed out of hospital for time being .but it worked out for me fine it a different set up for me here . It wasnt necessarily court order at least i dont think it was i just know it was a medical overwrite but I was lucky I didnt get caught up . I ended up going back to the place to get service like 2 years later and had no issues with any of it bring brought back up . Now my life is 1000% better doing great feeling much better then previous invega. I wasnt falsely diagnosed i have schizoaffective disorder bi polar type so I do take zyprexa orally I went from 15mg to now only on 10 mg my aim goal is to be on therapeutic dose of 5mg so I am working towards that . Been dealing with mental illness since 2015 no drugs involved.
 
Anybody here feel an uncomfortable feeling in their head after the injection? Invegatorture when the injection completely wore off for you last time, did you feel an uncomfortable feeling in your head?
 
Matthew01 said:
Anybody here feel an uncomfortable feeling in their head after the injection? Invegatorture when the injection completely wore off for you last time, did you feel an uncomfortable feeling in your head?
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When i was put on invega in 24 hours my brain had totally been fucked up. My brain felt like it had been damaged permently. It healed. And my brain came back stronger than ever before.
 
Matthew01 said:
Anybody here feel an uncomfortable feeling in their head after the injection? Invegatorture when the injection completely wore off for you last time, did you feel an uncomfortable feeling in your head?
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Yes I have that. It’s weird it’s like I have this cold sensation in my brain like it’s inside out or something.
 
Recovery story

“Updating my status in this thread just to say that you can 100% recover from all side effects from injections

I reached the point in which I don't even have to think about it anymore: can hold 9to5 jobs perfectly, drive across the whole country, play games, hang out with friends and like myself just like I did pre-injection

I was already doing fine at 10 months off and now I feel like 100 bucks: no hard drugs, no prescribed bullshit: just diet, daily walking and just pushing myself to have a schedule and endure the incredibly hard life of the first few months were all I really needed, plus the recovery stories that you can read at the beginning of the thread (and those aren't even half of the ones I've read in the past threads)


keep it up”

@EsseWasGreat
 
So did he really reco
Trueart2 said:
Recovery story

“Updating my status in this thread just to say that you can 100% recover from all side effects from injections

I reached the point in which I don't even have to think about it anymore: can hold 9to5 jobs perfectly, drive across the whole country, play games, hang out with friends and like myself just like I did pre-injection

I was already doing fine at 10 months off and now I feel like 100 bucks: no hard drugs, no prescribed bullshit: just diet, daily walking and just pushing myself to have a schedule and endure the incredibly hard life of the first few months were all I really needed, plus the recovery stories that you can read at the beginning of the thread (and those aren't even half of the ones I've read in the past threads)


keep it up”

@EsseWasGreat
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So did he really recover to a 100%? This injection is seriously messing me up and making me feel bad. I hope I recover.
 
Does anyone lack the ability to feel tired? Not lethargy. I feel exausted pretty much all day but not tired to be able to sleep. Every night i lay awake hours before i can drift off.
 
The problems this drug gave my memory is scaring me. I hope everything returns and I woul be able to remember some things again.
 
Currently trying to fall asleep, sleep is not really catching me. Me feeling emotionless makes it worse
 
I don’t know how you guys are dealing with this!!!
I’m going absolutely fucking mental all I want is to be able to write my music and feel passionate about life again and it’s soul crushing that I can’t feel anything. It’s sooooo evil what they’ve done. It’s soooo evil!!!
 
rawbanana said:
I don’t know how you guys are dealing with this!!!
I’m going absolutely fucking mental all I want is to be able to write my music and feel passionate about life again and it’s soul crushing that I can’t feel anything. It’s sooooo evil what they’ve done. It’s soooo evil!!!
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I'm suffering.feels hard to manage. Do you guys have problems with feeling nostalgia? I'm talking about the good feeling you get from remembering old memories? It's like I can feel anything.
 
IOSIP said:
What makes me upset is the lack of empathy from some people.

Telling someone to harden the fuck up rather then express how they are feeling on a forum that has the soul purpose of discussing the terrible side effects of this drug is just pathetic behaviour.
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i'm fully recovered but come in here from time to time to check in on people and give them hope, but after reading the last ten or so pages y'all are fucked. to the good, venting ones like the nose blocked guy, matthew, IOSIP; i hope you recover and live a better life than this. talk your shit, whine for hours. it's your pain. to the rest, you're pussies. taking your anger out on other victims instead of janssen, doctors or some shit. straight fucking bitchmade pussies. there's no saving you people, now i see why you got invega over and over and over. crazy ass dudes can't even target their hatred to the right person, the people that did this to you. but fuck it though, you wouldn't believe me anyway if i said i recovered because you've lost your mind beyond repair. with that i'm out, this place is wild lol. maybe start a safe protected group chat for yourselves or something. again, complain. spam. do whatever. like i said it's your pain. telling someone to stop venting in a community meant for invega recovery makes you look like a dumb idiot. just because you don't rant as much as they do doesn't make you special, dipshit. also. invega16183727 whatever the fuck you get no bitches you bumbling shithead. take care.
 
darkthrone said:
i'm fully recovered but come in here from time to time to check in on people and give them hope, but after reading the last ten or so pages y'all are fucked. to the good, venting ones like the nose blocked guy, matthew, IOSIP; i hope you recover and live a better life than this. talk your shit, whine for hours. it's your pain. to the rest, you're pussies. taking your anger out on other victims instead of janssen, doctors or some shit. straight fucking bitchmade pussies. there's no saving you people, now i see why you got invega over and over and over. crazy ass dudes can't even target their hatred to the right person, the people that did this to you. but fuck it though, you wouldn't believe me anyway if i said i recovered because you've lost your mind beyond repair. with that i'm out, this place is wild lol. maybe start a safe protected group chat for yourselves or something. again, complain. spam. do whatever. like i said it's your pain. telling someone to stop venting in a community meant for invega recovery makes you look like a dumb idiot. just because you don't rant as much as they do doesn't make you special, dipshit. also. invega16183727 whatever the fuck you get no bitches you bumbling shithead. take care.
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A few egirls did pm me. haters get mad
 
darkthrone said:
i'm fully recovered but come in here from time to time to check in on people and give them hope, but after reading the last ten or so pages y'all are fucked. to the good, venting ones like the nose blocked guy, matthew, IOSIP; i hope you recover and live a better life than this. talk your shit, whine for hours. it's your pain. to the rest, you're pussies. taking your anger out on other victims instead of janssen, doctors or some shit. straight fucking bitchmade pussies. there's no saving you people, now i see why you got invega over and over and over. crazy ass dudes can't even target their hatred to the right person, the people that did this to you. but fuck it though, you wouldn't believe me anyway if i said i recovered because you've lost your mind beyond repair. with that i'm out, this place is wild lol. maybe start a safe protected group chat for yourselves or something. again, complain. spam. do whatever. like i said it's your pain. telling someone to stop venting in a community meant for invega recovery makes you look like a dumb idiot. just because you don't rant as much as they do doesn't make you special, dipshit. also. invega16183727 whatever the fuck you get no bitches you bumbling shithead. take care.
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Lol thanks man.
 
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