Please i need some advice. I do landscaping and tree removal and i do a couple lines of meth early at say 9am every day to be engaged in work. But sniffing hurts and i hear causes damage. Would capsuls be better. I use to fill half a capsul and stuff other end with like a piece of bread so it would start working fast as possible. And i have to be super discreet because ide be toast. I jus did 3 years in prison because someone told on me for trafficking anmounts just trying to save themselves. I got out in feb. Nobody would hire me.Met a guy who owns his own tree and lawn buisness. I used some "rocket fuel" to show my ass and out work everyone to get into position and got to the second in command spot. Im in need of my daily blast for the day but snorting hurts and i need to be anonymous. I have been going 3 months strong. And always have been well disciplined and maintained self control. I really do it to feel interested in my job. Or els ide just wanna sell drugs. But i cant i have 2 toddlers provide for. Whats are possible next steps?
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Meth Functioning user needs constructice criticism
- Thread starter shawncena
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Oral doses of meth do "work" in the sense that the drug causes the same physiological responses as intranasal ROA, but with obviously less of an initial rush that most people associate with meth. I've taken it orally several times and have been very functional on it, but you have to give enough time for the oral doses to kick in before you decide "fuck it, this shit's not strong enough I'd better take more/take a quick bump." Oral dosing does work for meth, but I've seen so many users not feel satisfied after taking it that way because it lacks that "fiendy" aspect that meth is associated with (that instant tingly rush and swelling of euphoria that accompanies the initial speedy aspects), but if you just set a limit for yourself and allow yourself to try it, I think you'll find it's much more conducive as a "lifestyle" type of substance used to get work done rather than a face-splitting OMG IM SO HIGH sort of experience.
Derschieber
Bluelighter
If you continue using, your tolerance will go up, along with your usage. You either choose to get off the train, or most likely the train will crash, with you still on it. The meth-train always crashes, eventually. People get hurt. I urge you to make a wise choice while you are still able. Wean yourself off maybe...whatever it takes. Your children are very much depending on you to get off asap. Best of luck friend.
chippermonk
Bluelighter
I'm glad to hear you found a job post-prison. That must have been difficult and congratulations on having 2 kids you care about. I can see why you are going the meth route but I really think it will catch up with you at some point. I would hate to see you risk losing things that are important to you. It's really hard to keep meth at manageable level
chippermonk
Bluelighter
You're welcome. Just to add to what I said:
I do think it's better to avoid meth because it can really drag you in and mess everything. However, if you are still going to do it anyway then I do think oral is a safer route. But a good idea ( one I have done) is measure out a small dose, just enough to get you going for work but not enough to overdo it, take it orally in the morning and do not redose. That should wear off early enough for you to get some decent sleep, which really keeps you healthy. No sleep is the enemy.
Of course tolerance builds up and craving builds up. But try to treat it as if you are just doing a little extra with your coffee in the morning, not trying to party on the job.
But also try to really be self aware of the danger signs in your use. Like for example, is it affecting your relationship with your kids or your job. One of the things that really cut back in my drug use in my life was that I got so fucking irritable with my kids. I hated that. It also didn't help that I hurt myself a few times high on the job, and almost injured a coworker badly. ( Close call, still freaks me out thinking about it) I ultimately realized that I couldn't do that anymore.
I'm only saying this because I kinda think your going to do it anyway, so be careful my friend.
Dextro .45
Bluelighter
Could you ever see family doc…..referral to ADHD specialist? Script for Adderall 30mg XR with several Dexedrine 5mg IR tablets on top……its negatively affecting your job and lively hood, and you would like to explore option of a therapeutic dose of a long acting med that can keep your symptoms in check
….sounds better to doc also, a “low therapeutic dose of a long acting medication (less abuse potential) and you dont seem like a drug seeking addict, but a mature adult requiring help & meds to enable you to work, and function throughout the day ……to use medication as prescribed in formulation less desirable for abuse in doc head even subconsciously it won’t raise alarm bells
I even suggested the lowest possible dose of a lA formula which was even better……so was 10mg, did you want to increase your dose? …..later up to 50mg MPH
Adderall 30mg XR ……like I can’t pulverize the beads into fine powder, orally entire dose onset 30/45min-1h cmax
Adderall 30mg XR are probably the most highly desirable, like SKF Dexedrine 5mg IR shield
….the Addy 30 is in the background lasting longer…
….sounds better to doc also, a “low therapeutic dose of a long acting medication (less abuse potential) and you dont seem like a drug seeking addict, but a mature adult requiring help & meds to enable you to work, and function throughout the day ……to use medication as prescribed in formulation less desirable for abuse in doc head even subconsciously it won’t raise alarm bells
I even suggested the lowest possible dose of a lA formula which was even better……so was 10mg, did you want to increase your dose? …..later up to 50mg MPH
Adderall 30mg XR ……like I can’t pulverize the beads into fine powder, orally entire dose onset 30/45min-1h cmax
Adderall 30mg XR are probably the most highly desirable, like SKF Dexedrine 5mg IR shield
….the Addy 30 is in the background lasting longer…
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