Cocaine Craziest Cocaine Hallucinations

[danosaurous22]

My relationship with cocaine is huge amounts over the course of a 12-24 hour period. I don't do it consistently, but will use 7 g over the course of 24 hours when I do. I will reach a point of doing massive doses, and then going for broke at the end. Then, insanity ensues and I have the craziest hallucinations, almost like taking a massive amount of acid except it's all based around paranoia and fear.

I generally will see fully formed animals at times, with glowing eyes, in the bushes and in my home, with the sense that they are exclusively after me. Recently, I found myself pinned between bushes full of rats-- note that these animals are always stationary, they don't chase me or move, but I cannot help but stare at them and fear that they're going to come after me at any moment-- I was pinned between a bush full of rats and a fox-like creature making the craziest guttural screaming noises I've ever heard. This is accompanied by hallucinations out of the corner of my eye every so often, but it really is the most terrifying thing I've ever experienced. I know it's irresponsible to dose so high but I always think I know better since I'll go weeks between using. I also tend to get the strongest response by boofing the coke, since you can mix up to .5 g in a "shot" and while you get a super strong initial rush, the true terror comes after multiple strong "shots" all begin to really kick in at once. So while you were chasing the high, you get the terrible derangement of an overdose when you least expect it.

I've really only seen similar experiences with people who IV it, but in my experience, boofing it can get you similarly fucked up based on stories I've read of people overdoing it. The only way I can describe it is like you are in a horror movie in real life-- it is a fast track to psychosis, and you end up staring at things questioning whether or not you are seeing something horrifying or normal. There are more hallucinations, like interpreting negative space as a new object entirely (a dark spot on the rug can look like a rat, or you can struggle to tell what a normal object is and wrack your brain with so many possibilities and see each one clear as day in rapid succession). Anyway, I'm curious if someone else has these experience. It has never happened to me snorting it. Paranoia, sure, but there is a specific place I get to and somehow end up chasing, that is basically being terrified of everything to the extent that you are staring at the ground in total fear, spinning around so that you don't get blindsided.

 

[danosaurous22]

The craziest part is-- and I intend to stop doing this, since I know I should be very grateful for this-- is that once I get even a couple hours of sleep, I feel totally fine with no residual effects. Sometimes I really fear that I have broken my brain entirely because of how strong the psychosis is, but in the morning the delusions are gone and I feel a very strong afterglow. Like a gratitude for life being normal again, and a deeper appreciation for every day life. As this happens more frequently, though, I've noticed it takes less and less to get to the point of breaking my brain. It is probably time to stop, as I feel there could come a point where I get stuck there. That would be hell.

 

[Helpmeescapethis]

You are correct in your hypothesis regarding possibly quickly reaching a point of no return. The brain is extremely plastic, and can recover from a great many ordeals. But repeated psychosis to the extent that you describe is not a scenario I’ve ever seen end well. You simply have to stop these 7 grams in 24 hours binges. it’s a good thing your hallucinations have kept you limited to your home, I cringe to think of what else could occur.

 

[Ex-Cracker]

Shite too much in twentyfour hours try to halve it to three point five or less, i know cocaine can be do it all drug, but i have chilled my use down to a max of point six or point five a session usually cooked to crack than sniffing or dabbing it

 

[paranoid android]

Ive never had coke hallucinations but one time my frend saw people outside his house when he was high as fuck so he grabbed 2 knives and went outside looking for people. Thankfully it was late at night so noone was there

 

[emkee_reinvented]

One of the last times i snorted Coke, 1/2 gram on my own.
Not a big amount, didn t drink att maybe i had max 2 Beer s,
The 5% ones, but as the bag got emptier, and sleeping became
the inevitable and only way to stop.

Smoked Weed 24/7, which probably catalysed what happened.
I tripped, but not classical or even dissociative, to me it resembled.
The trip report s on deleriant s, as during coming down i got in a trip.
Where i was travelling through both my nose its Nostril s,
dirty unpleasant illusion of reality. Puss and blood accompanying me.
As i got deeper in me.

It went on in my bed , till i fell a sleep, carried on in my dream s.
That was one of the last times i bought Coke.

 

[Ex-Cracker]

One of the last times i snorted Coke, 1/2 gram on my own.
Not a big amount, didn t drink att maybe i had max 2 Beer s,
The 5% ones, but as the bag got emptier, and sleeping became
the inevitable and only way to stop.

Smoked Weed 24/7, which probably catalysed what happened.
I tripped, but not classical or even dissociative, to me it resembled.
The trip report s on deleriant s, as during coming down i got in a trip.
Where i was travelling through both my nose its Nostril s,
dirty unpleasant illusion of reality. Puss and blood accompanying me.
As i got deeper in me.

It went on in my bed , till i fell a sleep, carried on in my dream s.
That was one of the last times i bought Coke.

Woh, that sounds heavy, i dont trip too much on come down, but repeative ptsd thoughts get maximised, about the sights, noise and smell of working in a civillian hospital, and those thoughts can spiral my head and brain untoldly loads, i worked with the military and i dont get the same depressive spiralling thoughts about what i saw, heard, and smelt compared to civillan work. Im bipolar aswell and try to drink just 35cl of dark navy rum a day to pacify thoughts and recourring smells of such a civillian enviroment. As i say im bipolar so the doctor says, and thats got me thinking about starting a new bipolar only thread where only bipolar affected pepole who self or script medicate and can converse/chat/ talk even gossip about bipolar. If i get five likes to this post ill start a bipolar thread, guts and blood, guts and glory style

 

[emkee_reinvented]

Woh, that sounds heavy, i dont trip too much on come down, but repeative ptsd thoughts get maximised, about the sights, noise and smell of working in a civillian hospital, and those thoughts can spiral my head and brain untoldly loads, i worked with the military and i dont get the same depressive spiralling thoughts about what i saw, heard, and smelt compared to civillan work. Im bipolar aswell and try to drink just 35cl of dark navy rum a day to pacify thoughts and recourring smells of such a civillian enviroment. As i say im bipolar so the doctor says, and thats got me thinking about starting a new bipolar only thread where only bipolar affected pepole who self or script medicate and can converse/chat/ talk even gossip about bipolar. If i get five likes to this post ill start a bipolar thread, guts and blood, guts and glory style

Seemed like or Cocaine is also a deliriant or the bag was tainted with one.
Reminded of Promethazine dreams, once got two pills of that.

Must say this was the only time this happened, on a reasonable small dose.
Now way later i do seem to have gained a trauma. Be it c-PTSD, Prolonged Grieve.
Once a Spychatrist labeld me Bi-Polar, wrong it was ADHD and circumstances.
ADHD and BiPolar share the high lows, but they are way stronger with BiPolar.

 

[emkee_reinvented]

Woh, that sounds heavy, i dont trip too much

Given the choice Cocaine without trip, or a LSD-analogue.
The latter has healing effects on my Trauma, improves mood:
sum up the after effect s are positiver, unlike Cocaine .
Lessens the need to grab hedonistic drug s too. Or the ones that numb you.

They are busy, some places already doing, PTSD treatment s.
Using psychedelic s or MDMA. So in a medical setting.
Or they are on the brink of implementing them in medical setting s.

 

[ageingpartyfiend]

My relationship with cocaine is huge amounts over the course of a 12-24 hour period. I don't do it consistently, but will use 7 g over the course of 24 hours when I do. I will reach a point of doing massive doses, and then going for broke at the end. Then, insanity ensues and I have the craziest hallucinations, almost like taking a massive amount of acid except it's all based around paranoia and fear.

I generally will see fully formed animals at times, with glowing eyes, in the bushes and in my home, with the sense that they are exclusively after me. Recently, I found myself pinned between bushes full of rats-- note that these animals are always stationary, they don't chase me or move, but I cannot help but stare at them and fear that they're going to come after me at any moment-- I was pinned between a bush full of rats and a fox-like creature making the craziest guttural screaming noises I've ever heard. This is accompanied by hallucinations out of the corner of my eye every so often, but it really is the most terrifying thing I've ever experienced. I know it's irresponsible to dose so high but I always think I know better since I'll go weeks between using. I also tend to get the strongest response by boofing the coke, since you can mix up to .5 g in a "shot" and while you get a super strong initial rush, the true terror comes after multiple strong "shots" all begin to really kick in at once. So while you were chasing the high, you get the terrible derangement of an overdose when you least expect it.

I've really only seen similar experiences with people who IV it, but in my experience, boofing it can get you similarly fucked up based on stories I've read of people overdoing it. The only way I can describe it is like you are in a horror movie in real life-- it is a fast track to psychosis, and you end up staring at things questioning whether or not you are seeing something horrifying or normal. There are more hallucinations, like interpreting negative space as a new object entirely (a dark spot on the rug can look like a rat, or you can struggle to tell what a normal object is and wrack your brain with so many possibilities and see each one clear as day in rapid succession). Anyway, I'm curious if someone else has these experience. It has never happened to me snorting it. Paranoia, sure, but there is a specific place I get to and somehow end up chasing, that is basically being terrified of everything to the extent that you are staring at the ground in total fear, spinning around so that you don't get blindsided.

Honestly man carry on like that and you're a prime candidate for a heart attack or stroke - it's a massive OD basically and sounds horrific. And if we're being honest it's nothing like acid at all

1g per session at most, space your 'lines' 45 minutes apart minimum. Get yourself good quality coke and you only need 50-75mg lines too, snorted or boofed (you need less when boofed really)

 

[Ex-Cracker]

Honestly man carry on like that and you're a prime candidate for a heart attack or stroke - it's a massive OD basically and sounds horrific. And if we're being honest it's nothing like acid at all

1g per session at most, space your 'lines' 45 minutes apart minimum. Get yourself good quality coke and you only need 50-75mg lines too, snorted or boofed (you need less when boofed really)

Respecting that honest reply, its true overdosing and heart failiure is more likely at doing .7 compared to the less over al onger period with comedown breaks inbetween, i have sniffed a gram and smoked 1.1g on top and i was nearly at barfing point and my heart givig up totaly, one of my dealers said quote " a good man knows his limitations" and meant in me not doing too much and that was a dealer talking, who makes money from selling it and still said not to buy too much and over do it!!

 

[ageingpartyfiend]

Respecting that honest reply, its true overdosing and heart failiure is more likely at doing .7 compared to the less over al onger period with comedown breaks inbetween, i have sniffed a gram and smoked 1.1g on top and i was nearly at barfing point and my heart givig up totaly, one of my dealers said quote " a good man knows his limitations" and meant in me not doing too much and that was a dealer talking, who makes money from selling it and still said not to buy too much and over do it!!

He'll make more money out of you alive anyway

And yeah, 7g in 24 hours is crazy reckless really. It just feels shit anyway after what, 1.5g maximum if we're being honest, less than that really

 

[danosaurous22]

I think part of my problem is I just don't know anybody who binges it like that, huge amounts to the point where your brain is breaking. So when I try to tell people about it I just can't be related to and I end up feeling like it must not be that big of a deal. It obviously feels bad but there is a weird plateau I reach right before and after the true craziness that does feel like another level of being high. This time was just too much though, this thread is the closest approximation to it I've found. Particularly the loss of balance, being overcome by fear, and a really weird change in vision that can be compared to looking through the glass of a shower door.

 

[ageingpartyfiend]

I think part of my problem is I just don't know anybody who binges it like that, huge amounts to the point where your brain is breaking. So when I try to tell people about it I just can't be related to and I end up feeling like it must not be that big of a deal. It obviously feels bad but there is a weird plateau I reach right before and after the true craziness that does feel like another level of being high. This time was just too much though, this thread is the closest approximation to it I've found. Particularly the loss of balance, being overcome by fear, and a really weird change in vision that can be compared to looking through the glass of a shower door.

It's a rare level of consumption for a really good reason - it's super dangerous!

No judge mate, I've done similar. Worst one's being maybe 3.5g over 36 hours or so. Only once though, but a few 2g binges also.

The question you wanna ask yourself is "Why do I want to take so much, even when it makes feel feel terrible?"

Not only is the dose mega dangerous (like, carry on and you will hit major issues, potentially lifechanging), but it's just not enjoyable is it?

Get one gram of high quality coke sometime, with no access to more. Take it 60mg at a time (or 50mg boofed) and repeat dose no sooner than 45 minutes. And then tell me that you've had much much better experience than the 7g nonsense, cos I guarantee you will

Doesn't sound like you wanna enjoy cocaine mate, it sounds like you're seeking oblivion or trying to forget something to me

Stop OD-ing on stimulants friend. asap if I were you

 

[ish_1_]

Woh, that sounds heavy, i dont trip too much on come down, but repeative ptsd thoughts get maximised, about the sights, noise and smell of working in a civillian hospital, and those thoughts can spiral my head and brain untoldly loads, i worked with the military and i dont get the same depressive spiralling thoughts about what i saw, heard, and smelt compared to civillan work. Im bipolar aswell and try to drink just 35cl of dark navy rum a day to pacify thoughts and recourring smells of such a civillian enviroment. As i say im bipolar so the doctor says, and thats got me thinking about starting a new bipolar only thread where only bipolar affected pepole who self or script medicate and can converse/chat/ talk even gossip about bipolar. If i get five likes to this post ill start a bipolar thread, guts and blood, guts and glory style

PTSD stuff had eaten my lunch for 15 years after leaving the military and didn’t even know that I was suffering from PTSD. I gave up trying figure out how w all the doctors I’ve seen in since then that not a single one considered that to be until 2 years ago I randomly remembered that the VA was even a place for me and might have some solutions for me. I used to cope to change the way I felt more than recreation and I was like a switch was flipped and my life did a 180 almost over night. I had been told too a long list of diagnosis bipolar was one that came up one time and I know absolutely that bipolar was wrong for me. I can relate to OP and others in this thread.

 

[Ex-Cracker]

PTSD stuff had eaten my lunch for 15 years after leaving the military and didn’t even know that I was suffering from PTSD. I gave up trying figure out how w all the doctors I’ve seen in since then that not a single one considered that to be until 2 years ago I randomly remembered that the VA was even a place for me and might have some solutions for me. I used to cope to change the way I felt more than recreation and I was like a switch was flipped and my life did a 180 almost over night. I had been told too a long list of diagnosis bipolar was one that came up one time and I know absolutely that bipolar was wrong for me. I can relate to OP and others in this thread.

Feel similar that my nutty doctor doesn't know the full brief on what my condition or conditions are!