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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 10

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I am getting Matrix vibes Here. Just becoming nothing again the Sensation is that i don't belong anywhere
 
invegafuckedmeupmeow said:
Tommorow marks my 2 years and I am far from recovered. I stopped posting alot bc theres no reason to just say the same shit over again. I am busy w school and work and what not so ppl might just forget but that definitly does not mean they recovered. You also, and yah Im sorry to say this, but you get used to it. Used to having like 10% of the dopamine you used to😕 its sad but you really do adjust and thats why people stop posting. Not only that, but I litterally cant remember what euphoria feels like. I dont remember what caffeine is supposed to feel like, only that I am not even close. I dont remember what those mini highs in life feel like. Not a good thing but I mean I have responsibilities so you gotta do what you gotta do.
I think ppl get distracted with life, which, by the way, was how I got through the one year mark to the two year mark was just being busy. But unfortunatly in 24 hours its 2 years exactly and I realize I have had 0 improvement. Probably will not post until 3 years but if I am getting better Ill say something. But I think the others are probably in the same shoes as I. I know it fucking sucks but you end up prioritizing other things than music or working out or passions. I find working helps pass the time 😕🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️
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Thanks for the reality check in. Im on month 9 and its only been getting worse, new different physical symptoms apearing not to mention the psychological ones…

I got the gut feeling its permanent, there is many people on reddit claiming to have only gotten worse throughout 5-7 years since stopping the injections.

Its terrible to see your children watch you drain in suffer everyday, and before you would be enjoying life with them and playing all day long.

Its hard to stay like a man, it destroys your masculinity, you cannot stand up for yourself anymore, you lot everything go and take in any disrespect. Its like your masculine characteristics have been turned off.

 
invegetable said:
I read all the past threads and I think you're kind of an outlier in that sense. A lot of people just stopped posting after a while from what I recall. I've also searched through reddit and it seems that with more than a few shots you do get permanent damage most of the time. That said, they are still alive, which means they may have reached a level of normalcy that's bearable, which is what I'm hoping for.
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Really? I’ve scoured through the earlier versions of these threads and people who’ve taken more shots than 1-2 seemed to recover as well. What makes you believe more shots is a certain indication of permanent damage?
 
Trueart2 said:
Really? I’ve scoured through the earlier versions of these threads and people who’ve taken more shots than 1-2 seemed to recover as well. What makes you believe more shots is a certain indication of permanent damage?
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What are the rates of the more the better?
The more heroin you take, the more chances of overdosing. The more invega you take, the more chances of getting permanent damage to your dopamine and serotonin, in low doses it blocks it, in high doses i believe it permanently damages it and destroys it. So after that the chain begins in destroyed immune system, fkd up hormones and welcome to all kinds of infections and diseases.

Since the launch of XEPLION on November 19, 2013, 21 fatal cases have been reported following XEPLION administration up to April 16, 2014
 
invegetable said:
There are plenty of recovery stories from people who received 2 or less shots. More than that, not so much unfortunately. I mean why would you keep talking about it once you discover you're permanently disabled.
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Arent there stories of recovery from people that took 4 injections?
 
Trueart2 said:
Really? I’ve scoured through the earlier versions of these threads and people who’ve taken more shots than 1-2 seemed to recover as well. What makes you believe more shots is a certain indication of permanent damage?
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In that case I really hope it's just my poor memory etc... it's just the overall impression I got. I do remember one Australian guy who was posting videos who said he never recovered. He was saying he had issues standing in the shower at first. I also remember another girl who had severe insomnia who came back a few years to say she never recovered. That's just on this site though, there's someone on reddit r/antipsychiatry who just posted a couple hours ago who said she never recovered after a couple years of haldol and risperidone. Another guy who posted earlier today who said he hasn't recovered in 43 years..... These kinds of posts pop up every other day unfortunately. On the other hand, there are indeed people who have had more than a couple shots who recovered but they seem to be the minority. I'll have to go back and actually keep track this time, for some reason this site doesn't allow you to message old users.
 
Okliterature said:
Arent there stories of recovery from people that took 4 injections?
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There are a few but I mean even of this version of the thread, you can see that the more shots you get the slower the progress. My impression is that like invegafuckedmeupmeow just mentioned, most of us will recover to the point that we can go on with our lives.
 
invegetable said:
There are a few but I mean even of this version of the thread, you can see that the more shots you get the slower the progress. My impression is that like invegafuckedmeupmeow just mentioned, most of us will recover to the point that we can go on with our lives.
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Life isn’t worth living if I can’t feel bliss or euphoria. Most people say those things never come back.
 
rawbanana said:
Life isn’t worth living if I can’t feel bliss or euphoria. Most people say those things never come back.
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They do say that. I think for me it'll be a combination of being around people I love and honestly taking a shitload of recreational drugs that will get me though. There may also be hope in hormone replacement therapy, and potential new treatments for things like nerve damage. I know exactly what you mean, everything I lived for is gone now.
 
How can one clopixol injection last this long? The back of my head feels weird. It's feels something like unsatisfaction and blockage
 
therendezvous said:
What are the rates of the more the better?
The more heroin you take, the more chances of overdosing. The more invega you take, the more chances of getting permanent damage to your dopamine and serotonin, in low doses it blocks it, in high doses i believe it permanently damages it and destroys it. So after that the chain begins in destroyed immune system, fkd up hormones and welcome to all kinds of infections and diseases.

Since the launch of XEPLION on November 19, 2013, 21 fatal cases have been reported following XEPLION administration up to April 16, 2014
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I’ve got breathing infection and sinus infection I think even pneumonia from this injection

I’m so scared I’m like this for life
 
Matthew01 said:
How can one clopixol injection last this long? The back of my head feels weird. It's feels something like unsatisfaction and blockage
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I felt like water substance in my neck
Feels like the liquid of injection pouring into my neck
 
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