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Benzos Prescribed benzos

I am prescribed clonazepam 1mg/day although usually if im lazying about at home like usual I just take 0.5 mg and save the other pill for later. When I do go out though I have to take 1mg. Been on it since about November of last year so about 8 months now. It works well, took a while to get it prescribed though.
 
I am prescribed clonazepam 1mg/day although usually if im lazying about at home like usual I just take 0.5 mg and save the other pill for later. When I do go out though I have to take 1mg. Been on it since about November of last year so about 8 months now. It works well, took a while to get it prescribed though.
Clonazepam is a lifesaver I will say
 
got a prescription for diazepam...60(10mgs) pills for a month....usually at the end of the month a got ten at least...but sometimes got one....tried clonazepam,lorazepam,midazolam,nitrazepam,flunitrazepam,librium,xanax...some z drug....simmilar stuff somekind...one are stronger,other not so.....this z drug was some kind different...a strong hypnotic....fast sleep.metal taste in morning...not's look like benzo...don't like it,but is useful in moments of insomia forsure
 
metal taste in morning
I only found this with the Zopiclone family, not with Ambien(Zolpidem) - However, as I mentioned in a post a while ago, the "metallic" taste is actually no issue at all.
In fact, as mentioned before, if I was to take a placebo with the same taste, I am pretty sure it would have the same effect on me psychologically, and I would have no problem sleeping or feeling the anxiety relief the second I get the "metallic" taste.
Maybe I am just a freak.

Point I am trying to make is for those who are finding the pill works for sleep and is only put off by the "metallic taste", which is the most reported negative side effect, don't let this put you off continuing a medication that works.
The side effect reported will become an actual "positive" effect sooner than one would think.

Again, this is from my experience and am not promoting the use of any Gabba/Hypnotic substance, but for treatment of insomnia and not recreation, Zopiclone has been the safest and most reliable sleep aid I have used (and I have used them all).

"Recreationally" is a totally different conversation for another time.

Stay safe
 
VERY few pressed bars have fent in them. That’s true! Now pressed opioids and other stuff yes for sure the odds of getting fetty in them are a lot higher. I’ve got friends and others I know that prefer pressed rc benzo bars to real ones
I’m fully aware that it’s not common for most areas. You have no idea how happy it makes me. I guess the only real point I’m trying to convey here is that just because fent rarely shows up in pressed bars for most of the US, it doesn’t mean it’s rare in my area. I want people to be careful… especially if you or someone you know is new to drugs, or new to pressed bars/pills.

I’m more concerned about people being aware than I am about anyone ‘believing me’. If it didn’t come from a pharmacy, test your drugs.

It’s really no more complicated than that.

Heroin was heroin everywhere - until it wasn’t.
 
I only found this with the Zopiclone family, not with Ambien(Zolpidem) - However, as I mentioned in a post a while ago, the "metallic" taste is actually no issue at all.
In fact, as mentioned before, if I was to take a placebo with the same taste, I am pretty sure it would have the same effect on me psychologically, and I would have no problem sleeping or feeling the anxiety relief the second I get the "metallic" taste.
Maybe I am just a freak.

Point I am trying to make is for those who are finding the pill works for sleep and is only put off by the "metallic taste", which is the most reported negative side effect, don't let this put you off continuing a medication that works.
The side effect reported will become an actual "positive" effect sooner than one would think.

Again, this is from my experience and am not promoting the use of any Gabba/Hypnotic substance, but for treatment of insomnia and not recreation, Zopiclone has been the safest and most reliable sleep aid I have used (and I have used them all).

"Recreationally" is a totally different conversation for another time.

Stay safe
I don’t get the metallic taste anymore :(

I looooved it. It was a good indication that my zops were working 😍 They used to knock me out cold within 20-30 minutes. 20 years later.. not so much. They do help though.

I remember the first time I drank milk after taking zopiclone 🤢 terrible lol

Drinking orange juice gets rid of the metallic taste.
 
I only found this with the Zopiclone family, not with Ambien(Zolpidem) - However, as I mentioned in a post a while ago, the "metallic" taste is actually no issue at all.
In fact, as mentioned before, if I was to take a placebo with the same taste, I am pretty sure it would have the same effect on me psychologically, and I would have no problem sleeping or feeling the anxiety relief the second I get the "metallic" taste.
Maybe I am just a freak.

Point I am trying to make is for those who are finding the pill works for sleep and is only put off by the "metallic taste", which is the most reported negative side effect, don't let this put you off continuing a medication that works.
The side effect reported will become an actual "positive" effect sooner than one would think.

Again, this is from my experience and am not promoting the use of any Gabba/Hypnotic substance, but for treatment of insomnia and not recreation, Zopiclone has been the safest and most reliable sleep aid I have used (and I have used them all).

"Recreationally" is a totally different conversation for another time.

Stay safe
I found ambien to stimulate me far too much. I really didn’t like the effects at all. I had it built up in my mind to be something completely different. I was disappointed but my doctor switched me back to zopiclone after 2 weeks or so.
 
I only found this with the Zopiclone family, not with Ambien(Zolpidem) - However, as I mentioned in a post a while ago, the "metallic" taste is actually no issue at all.
In fact, as mentioned before, if I was to take a placebo with the same taste, I am pretty sure it would have the same effect on me psychologically, and I would have no problem sleeping or feeling the anxiety relief the second I get the "metallic" taste.
Maybe I am just a freak.

Point I am trying to make is for those who are finding the pill works for sleep and is only put off by the "metallic taste", which is the most reported negative side effect, don't let this put you off continuing a medication that works.
The side effect reported will become an actual "positive" effect sooner than one would think.

Again, this is from my experience and am not promoting the use of any Gabba/Hypnotic substance, but for treatment of insomnia and not recreation, Zopiclone has been the safest and most reliable sleep aid I have used (and I have used them all).

"Recreationally" is a totally different conversation for another time.

Stay safe
this was not prescribed for me.doc's gave me once time in med.detox.effective for sleep-no shit,but good old barbs are levels up...addictive drug for sure...won't switch that for diazepam for example...prefer natural sleep.....even use diaz. like daily tranquilant.take'em at the morning....interesting-a lot of people find these Z drugs euphoric and pleasant and prefer it over the benzos.as i remember-totally different chemical structure,but perhaps hits the same receptors.have a peace broda☮️
 
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lol
You’re silly. The clinic I go to has reports laid out for patients to read. Tested pills come back showing fent in an alarming amount of pressed bars. Fent is found in coke, meth, mdma, and every opioid I can think of. It’s fucking insane.
It's been found in every street drug, including weed.
 
Kpins are the best for relaxation, anxiety, feeling relatively normal without feeling you need something. Long half-life and I found them hardest to blackout and had lowest incidents of memory loss out of all the stronger benzos.
 
Benzos...i have been prescribed for 12 years now, used for 13-14 years. We basically have only bromazepam, diazepam, alprazolam to choose and my doc decided that diazepam Is right now the best for me ( almost 3x the cost of 30x1mg alprazolam for 20x10mg diazepam ).
Diazepam was always nice but after all this years of using alprazolam it only helps with seizures and muscle relaxation in 20mg, for anxiety i need to eat half a pack ( 100mg ).
Right now i just took 1mg alprazolam and will take maybe 3-4 more untill the evening. Just one mg of alprazolam works for everything and for anxiety i need to take 2mg. But that's because of shitty haters and hate in our society....
Just to walk my dog, go to shop u know...I am notorious being and i was always anxious probably caused by early school-bullying.
I am fine on vortioxetine, mirtazapine, benzos and for my poor almost destroyed body ( It's slowly getting better but wisdom teeht are killing me, pain after car accident, many falls from stairs and seizures Is not only chronic pain, Its here but it's very slowly gettin better, i also have problems with my spin - this will only get worse ) so i also use opioids, mostly tramadol, dihydrocodeine...Tramadol works better FOR PAIN and IN MY CASE probably because of being good metabolizer and for getting my noradrenaline, serotonine and via opioid mechanism dopamine higher, i have organic damage of CNS so it helps...but getting alprazolam and more than just 60x60mg DHC, so getting tramadol and alprazolam and not only diazepam and dhc is much harder every year...I wan't to stop them because i hate wd's and seizures but they really do help me, just a casual struggles of multiple addictions and life incidents 🤷
 
Benzos...i have been prescribed for 12 years now, used for 13-14 years. We basically have only bromazepam, diazepam, alprazolam to choose and my doc decided that diazepam Is right now the best for me ( almost 3x the cost of 30x1mg alprazolam for 20x10mg diazepam ).
Diazepam was always nice but after all this years of using alprazolam it only helps with seizures and muscle relaxation in 20mg, for anxiety i need to eat half a pack ( 100mg ).
Right now i just took 1mg alprazolam and will take maybe 3-4 more untill the evening. Just one mg of alprazolam works for everything and for anxiety i need to take 2mg. But that's because of shitty haters and hate in our society....
Just to walk my dog, go to shop u know...I am notorious being and i was always anxious probably caused by early school-bullying.
I am fine on vortioxetine, mirtazapine, benzos and for my poor almost destroyed body ( It's slowly getting better but wisdom teeht are killing me, pain after car accident, many falls from stairs and seizures Is not only chronic pain, Its here but it's very slowly gettin better, i also have problems with my spin - this will only get worse ) so i also use opioids, mostly tramadol, dihydrocodeine...Tramadol works better FOR PAIN and IN MY CASE probably because of being good metabolizer and for getting my noradrenaline, serotonine and via opioid mechanism dopamine higher, i have organic damage of CNS so it helps...but getting alprazolam and more than just 60x60mg DHC, so getting tramadol and alprazolam and not only diazepam and dhc is much harder every year...I wan't to stop them because i hate wd's and seizures but they really do help me, just a casual struggles of multiple addictions and life incidents 🤷
I read that benzos long term isn't good for brain health. Like short term use ok, but long term perhaps increases risk of dementia. Anyhow, that's a lot of drugs you're taking. Surprised that your brain hasn't shrunk to the size of a prune.
 
They definitely did some damage as well as my seizures but if u are using your brain and learning new things, thinking about ideas or simply change your way from shop to your home, use your non-dominant arm for something u'r doing by your dominant arm you train your brain, perhaps improving damage that was done and creating new connections between parts of your brain. The worst is loss of memory, i can't remember many incidents from the past and after seizure i had to learn how to write again. I did it.
Now since i have the kitten ( and also my dog ) it provided me with new challenges for my brain :D
 
They definitely did some damage as well as my seizures but if u are using your brain and learning new things, thinking about ideas or simply change your way from shop to your home, use your non-dominant arm for something u'r doing by your dominant arm you train your brain, perhaps improving damage that was done and creating new connections between parts of your brain. The worst is loss of memory, i can't remember many incidents from the past and after seizure i had to learn how to write again. I did it.
Now since i have the kitten ( and also my dog ) it provided me with new challenges for my brain :D
Second time i read someone else story of the after effect s of Seizure s.
Way worse then i had both cases, re-learn writing the other re-learn native language.
While a secundairy language stayed un-effected. :unsure:

My English improved, more well my native language got worse,
so did my grammar/ spelling. Short long term memory deficit s.

They waited for a dr. 1/ 2/ 3 hour s ? on a Psychiatrist.
To determine what i was having, well a seizure coupled with Ictal Psychosis's.

100 mg Diazepam and i would been good. But they restrained me,
so physically damaged me to. Mainly my shoulder s.
Now after 3 year s stress, in calmer water, i worked on both mind/ body.

My body is pretty well healing due to training, eating and sleeping.
Self-care/ house-care. So where stay s my mind, how to train your mind ?
As all mentioned above do that and a lot more. It seem s slow, real slow.

Improvement s, sometimes few step s back.
 
Second time i read someone else story of the after effect s of Seizure s.
Way worse then i had both cases, re-learn writing the other re-learn native language.
While a secundairy language stayed un-effected. :unsure:

My English improved, more well my native language got worse,
so did my grammar/ spelling. Short long term memory deficit s.

They waited for a dr. 1/ 2/ 3 hour s ? on a Psychiatrist.
To determine what i was having, well a seizure coupled with Ictal Psychosis's.

100 mg Diazepam and i would been good. But they restrained me,
so physically damaged me to. Mainly my shoulder s.
Now after 3 year s stress, in calmer water, i worked on both mind/ body.

My body is pretty well healing due to training, eating and sleeping.
Self-care/ house-care. So where stay s my mind, how to train your mind ?
As all mentioned above do that and a lot more. It seem s slow, real slow.

Improvement s, sometimes few step s back.
The second last seizure caused me double fracture of my left arm, Now i have 3 titan implants in my arm.
It's very slow process, but slight exercise, even just slow walking and standing, enjoying sun on your face helps. Your can't stay immobile but u also can't rush it, every seizure cause some physical and cns damage from low to high degree...
Training your brain, well...everything new, new memories, new and healthy habits, reading, learning for example just the numbers in foreign language, taking care of pets if u have some, basically routine kills your brain and u need the opposite, to improve it. Take some supplements but u dont have to take 100 pills just some zinc, D, magnesium, selenium, iron, sometimes low dose oral vitamine C.
 
The second last seizure caused me double fracture of my left arm, Now i have 3 titan implants in my arm.
It's very slow process, but slight exercise, even just slow walking and standing, enjoying sun on your face helps. Your can't stay immobile but u also can't rush it, every seizure cause some physical and cns damage from low to high degree...
Training your brain, well...everything new, new memories, new and healthy habits, reading, learning for example just the numbers in foreign language, taking care of pets if u have some, basically routine kills your brain and u need the opposite, to improve it. Take some supplements but u dont have to take 100 pills just some zinc, D, magnesium, selenium, iron, sometimes low dose oral vitamine C.
Just a week ago had one, due to tapering Alcohol combined with excessive stress ?
Hard to guess, to bad preventing didn t help, like acute Benzo s would.
[out of the pic since the ban]

Well somehow, the week between it and now. Was spend cleaning my house.
And preparing for a forced extra renovation to my recently renovated home.
So it went un-noticed for a while, blamed on my training physical.
Which i later found is also a good way to train the brain, through the body.
And also the Gut, a gut-feeling they call it. Your Flora in their is a. damaged by Alcohol.
And very important for Homeostasis. [uptaking nutrient s !/ also hindered]

Being trained and well nourished atm probably saved me a lot of trouble experienced during the former seizure period [about 5 in a year span/ 2 episode s/ always related to stress/ insomnia.

And having replaced my 8 year s leaking kitchen after two failed attempt s of the Landlord. Using the former, rotten, new kitchen with the older one.
Then having that rot way too, by them causing a leakage behind it.
Yeah they are not really professional s, and they tried to blame it on me.

Wastemen, and woman, are using up my precious time on Earth while being paid.
My gouvernement takes away my DIY selfcare, as a dr will not prescribe a Benzo ?

:rolleyes: +🖕, FTW. [i do 100 pushup s/ then 3 would have felt like a Marathon]
 
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I've never had a seizure. Just about everything else that an od can bring on has happened but never a seizure and the possibility/likelihood of one happening due to benzos is what has made me totally chill out on them. Also I OD'd on GBL and valium and got arrested with 12 10mg valiums and have an upcoming court date for this.
I knew it was just a matter of time before benzos got me in legal trouble and luckily this is all it was. I'm actually grateful.
I don't have my licence as I don't trust myself to not consume drugs before I drive and benzos have been the cause of serious accidents in the past and thank God I never killed anyone or myself but it's always on my mind when I think about driving in the future so I just don't and don't think I ever will tbh.
Fucked up but I'm kinda proud that out of all my options I choose one that sounds kind of stupid but in the end might save a life. I could say don't use before I drive but I'm an addict. This is the option that I'm confident will keep me out of jail, keep me from a life of guilt and keep me alive.
 
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