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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 10

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I got my period back at the 5 month (to the day) mark! Whoo! Also things are much better where I can feel pleasure again, the voice in my head returned, suicidal ideation is gone and I actually feel positive again and hope for the future! I also can read again and watch movies and tv. It does get better just hang in there! I can kind of feel alcohol again too. Months ago, and even up to the beginning of last month I was convinced it wasn't going to wear off and I had a lot of positive change between the 4-5 month mark where it was almost like a complete switch one day where everything just seemed different. My body is still kind of stiff though and that's the biggest thing still hanging around.

I don't know if it helps but I spent 15-30 minutes in the sauna almost every day and seem to be going a bit quicker than other people in here. I'd highly recommend it!

3 Sustenna shots. 2 x 100mg in December 2024 and 1 x 75mg on January 31 2025.
 
invegetable said:
Wow interesting that you had a sudden recovery, I had assumed it was gradual. I asked because if it did clear your delusions for good, that would would mean it changed the way your mind fundamentally works, which is scary to me. I actually read some of your past comments and have always had similar delusions but they never got the best of me unless I went on a sleepless drug bender which is more or less what got me this time. Anyway thanks for coming back to give us hope, we're all in severe need of it.
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Of course I like to pop back in and give my testimony that it does get better i am living proof and people need that hope the medication just has to run it course I never done hard drugs but I liked to drink and that shot took that away from me because I couldnt get buzzed for nothing but after years I was able to feel something from it and now I chose to be completely sober and have been July 12th will make it a year . I promise I feel so good and have a positive outlook on life everyday since I made a recovery from it and got stabled again we all have bad days but my bad days dont feel like the end of the world anymore . Hang in there and just ride it out . The months and years will drag out if you obsess on the recovery time you just have to adjust to what you can't change for now until you one day just feel better it is gradual for some but for me it hit all at once .the shot doesnt change who you are as a person either so dont fear that .
 
Katanya said:
Are we allowed to discuss methods of detoxing from Invega injections on this thread as long as it’s not detoxing with drugs?

I want to ask about saunas and if those could help. @paranoid android
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I went in the sauna 15-30 minutes almost every day and at 5 months am doing way better and seem to be moving a bit quicker than people in other posts here. I'd recommend the sauna!
 
WildSunShin3 said:
Of course I like to pop back in and give my testimony that it does get better i am living proof and people need that hope the medication just has to run it course I never done hard drugs but I liked to drink and that shot took that away from me because I couldnt get buzzed for nothing but after years I was able to feel something from it and now I chose to be completely sober and have been July 12th will make it a year . I promise I feel so good and have a positive outlook on life everyday since I made a recovery from it and got stabled again we all have bad days but my bad days dont feel like the end of the world anymore . Hang in there and just ride it out . The months and years will drag out if you obsess on the recovery time you just have to adjust to what you can't change for now until you one day just feel better it is gradual for some but for me it hit all at once .the shot doesnt change who you are as a person either so dont fear that .
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That's really interesting you mentioned it was like a sudden recovery. That's what it was like for me too!
 
rawbanana said:
Words don’t come to me anymore it’s like I’m just brain dead
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I went through that as well . You will eventually be able to think and talk more and feel less of that the more you recover from that injection you have to let it run it course
 
lifeinsequins said:
I went in the sauna 15-30 minutes almost every day and at 5 months am doing way better and seem to be moving a bit quicker than people in other posts here. I'd recommend the sauna!
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Can I ask what you wore in the sauna?

I was thinking about a bathing suit but I don’t have a good one for a sauna.
 
I've come to the conclusion God doesn't exist. Since I've been thinking about sucide for like 7 months. I go on tok and look at the comments and sure enough some religious person is talking about God.

Of God exists and he has all seeing all knowing power. Then he's a fucking psychopath.

There was a tik tok I didn't watch but I caught the start its a traffic collision in a tunnel and a fire starts and you can hear the screams of someone being burnt alive. If that is ever me I hope I die. Imagine surviving a fire.

What about all the kids that get abused sexually or even physically.

What about drug addiction because life is fucked sober.

Psychosis and paliperidone is the worst thing that's ever happened to me. Akathisia and anhedonia are like some evil shit. They've tortured people with antispsychotics in wars.

What about Palestine and all those people dieing?

I cannot fathom how people sit there and praise jesus. It makes me fucking sick. It's the biggest scam Christianity. Like fuck off some guy resurrected himself from the dead.

What about all the animals on earth, do they go to heaven? Or is it just people thay pray to jesus.

Sorry this is some stuff I've pondered lately. I'm so mad at the world a world i don't know how to live in anymore. I think of all the homeless people. We all turn up oir noses to them. I bet there are some out there that got the same treatment we all did. And they didn't have the family support to keep them with a roof over there heads.

Tha is God for creating narcissistic people and placing them in every workplace I've ever been in just to fuckibg torment me.

Thanks God for me being a decent human being, but that gets you absolutely fucking no where in this life.

Thanks God for jabbing me up with posion. Thanks God for giving my mother a brain tumour. Thanks God for giving me generalised anxiety disorder and major depression. Your a real fucking wonder.

Rant over.
 
Wow. Im listening to “Jesus doesn’t want me for a sunbeam” - Nirvana as I read this. I’ve pondered the same thoughts. Life is so tough for the good people out there and narcissists are running free. It doesn’t make sense. Nine months of hell. I keep hearing people recover at 18 months so I’m just holding on. Hope you’re ok.
IOSIP said:
I've come to the conclusion God doesn't exist. Since I've been thinking about sucide for like 7 months. I go on tok and look at the comments and sure enough some religious person is talking about God.

Of God exists and he has all seeing all knowing power. Then he's a fucking psychopath.

There was a tik tok I didn't watch but I caught the start its a traffic collision in a tunnel and a fire starts and you can hear the screams of someone being burnt alive. If that is ever me I hope I die. Imagine surviving a fire.

What about all the kids that get abused sexually or even physically.

What about drug addiction because life is fucked sober.

Psychosis and paliperidone is the worst thing that's ever happened to me. Akathisia and anhedonia are like some evil shit. They've tortured people with antispsychotics in wars.

What about Palestine and all those people dieing?

I cannot fathom how people sit there and praise jesus. It makes me fucking sick. It's the biggest scam Christianity. Like fuck off some guy resurrected himself from the dead.

What about all the animals on earth, do they go to heaven? Or is it just people thay pray to jesus.

Sorry this is some stuff I've pondered lately. I'm so mad at the world a world i don't know how to live in anymore. I think of all the homeless people. We all turn up oir noses to them. I bet there are some out there that got the same treatment we all did. And they didn't have the family support to keep them with a roof over there heads.

Tha is God for creating narcissistic people and placing them in every workplace I've ever been in just to fuckibg torment me.

Thanks God for me being a decent human being, but that gets you absolutely fucking no where in this life.

Thanks God for jabbing me up with posion. Thanks God for giving my mother a brain tumour. Thanks God for giving me generalised anxiety disorder and major depression. Your a real fucking wonder.

Rant over.
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IOSIP said:
I've come to the conclusion God doesn't exist. Since I've been thinking about sucide for like 7 months. I go on tok and look at the comments and sure enough some religious person is talking about God.

Of God exists and he has all seeing all knowing power. Then he's a fucking psychopath.

There was a tik tok I didn't watch but I caught the start its a traffic collision in a tunnel and a fire starts and you can hear the screams of someone being burnt alive. If that is ever me I hope I die. Imagine surviving a fire.

What about all the kids that get abused sexually or even physically.

What about drug addiction because life is fucked sober.

Psychosis and paliperidone is the worst thing that's ever happened to me. Akathisia and anhedonia are like some evil shit. They've tortured people with antispsychotics in wars.

What about Palestine and all those people dieing?

I cannot fathom how people sit there and praise jesus. It makes me fucking sick. It's the biggest scam Christianity. Like fuck off some guy resurrected himself from the dead.

What about all the animals on earth, do they go to heaven? Or is it just people thay pray to jesus.

Sorry this is some stuff I've pondered lately. I'm so mad at the world a world i don't know how to live in anymore. I think of all the homeless people. We all turn up oir noses to them. I bet there are some out there that got the same treatment we all did. And they didn't have the family support to keep them with a roof over there heads.

Tha is God for creating narcissistic people and placing them in every workplace I've ever been in just to fuckibg torment me.

Thanks God for me being a decent human being, but that gets you absolutely fucking no where in this life.

Thanks God for jabbing me up with posion. Thanks God for giving my mother a brain tumour. Thanks God for giving me generalised anxiety disorder and major depression. Your a real fucking wonder.

Rant over.
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Repeat after me

"There is no god but Allah, and Muhammad is the messenger of Allah" in English. In Arabic, it is written as أشهد أن لا إله إلا الله وأشهد أن محمدًا رسول الله.

Congratulations brother IOSIP , you are now muslim .
 
invegetable said:
FYI dopamine agonists just made me drowsy and sleepy. I doubt they are effective for anhedonia.
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What did they injected you with?where you injected with an antipsychotic? I was forcefully injected with clopixol. That's what causing all my problems.
 
Matthew01 said:
What did they injected you with?where you injected with an antipsychotic? I was forcefully injected with clopixol. That's what causing all my problems.
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I got 7 shots of Invega Sustenna. I hear clopixol is rough too. Sorry that that had to happen. Its the ultimate torture.
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
Repeat after me

"There is no god but Allah, and Muhammad is the messenger of Allah" in English. In Arabic, it is written as أشهد أن لا إله إلا الله وأشهد أن محمدًا رسول الله.

Congratulations brother IOSIP , you are now muslim .
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Look your God goes into the same boat as fantasy. But i know your a crazy Muslim boy and I thought I'd leave allah out of this ahahahaha. Your barking up the wrong treee to. But im not hear to argue. 🤣
 
Pretty Green said:
Wow. Im listening to “Jesus doesn’t want me for a sunbeam” - Nirvana as I read this. I’ve pondered the same thoughts. Life is so tough for the good people out there and narcissists are running free. It doesn’t make sense. Nine months of hell. I keep hearing people recover at 18 months so I’m just holding on. Hope you’re ok.
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I'm pretty fucking terrible. But thank you for expressing your concern. I hope your doing OK to.

To any religious people on this forum my post isn't meant to disrespect you. You are all welcome to have faith.

I still consider myself agnostic to god.

But he's a right cunt for all the horrible things in this world.

@TonyTonyChopper Inshalla my brother. I'm muslim now. Ahahahaha.
 
invegetable said:
I got 7 shots of Invega Sustenna. I hear clopixol is rough too. Sorry that that had to happen. Its the ultimate torture.
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I've been suffering for more than 2 months and it's not like i had any issue that required it. They gave me for absolutely nothing. Can you imagine how dangerous that is?They said the drug effects supposed to last for a month but it's been more than 2 months, i want to do something about this. It was the april 15th i was forcefully given. What is going on? Please do you know what is going on?
 
Matthew01 said:
I've been suffering for more than 2 months and it's not like i had any issue that required it. They gave me for absolutely nothing. Can you imagine how dangerous that is?They said the drug effects supposed to last for a month but it's been more than 2 months, i want to do something about this. It was the april 15th i was forcefully given. What is going on? Please do you know what is going on?
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That’s the big lie that they trick you with. Should last a month. Can’t be that bad. It’s been six months for me.
 
I don’t want to die but I can’t live like this anymore. It’s too much suffering and no guarantee that I’ll get better. I don’t have the strength to wait.
 
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