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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 10

I’m literally dumb now. Words don’t come to me like they used to. I have total sexual dysfunction and numbness it’s pathetic. Idk how yall survive through this.
 
Harmedbypsychward said:
I remember being so numb and blank minded that I couldn’t even have the desire to kill myself, that’s how apathetic I was.
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I remember feeling like a void 24/7. I'm glad I'm not stuck like that.

The last of the emotional blunting is leaving me now and the emotions can be hard to deal with. I keep smoking weed to tamp it down and relieve physical pain from my autoimmune disease and I think it's slowing my recovery.

I'm going back on my ulcerative colitis medication again soon at least. I survived tuberculosis.
 
rawbanana said:
I’m literally dumb now. Words don’t come to me like they used to. I have total sexual dysfunction and numbness it’s pathetic. Idk how yall survive through this.
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Some of it you just need to build up, do what you can to stay active, and then it heals itself the rest of the way
 
4DQSAR said:
Well, be aware that in the UK we conducted studies in which people were given a mixture of CBD and THC and they all ended up giggly and having a great time. But with THC alone, the results were TOTALLY different. Most people suffered extreme anxiety along with time distortion and a host of other unpleasent effects.

Put simply, the old fashioned 'gold seal' and 'Thai' we used to get is as differtent to the skunk so common today as day is to night.

BTW CBD appears to have pretty robust antipsychotic activity.

Put simply, nature gave us a herb that contained both a psychedelic AND a compound that prevented psychosis. What did we do? Selectively breed out that compound that prevented the psychosis.

Grisham's law in action.
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I’ve tried mixtures but nothing seems to work.
 
InvegaAnon said:
I remember feeling like a void 24/7. I'm glad I'm not stuck like that.

The last of the emotional blunting is leaving me now and the emotions can be hard to deal with. I keep smoking weed to tamp it down and relieve physical pain from my autoimmune disease and I think it's slowing my recovery.

I'm going back on my ulcerative colitis medication again soon at least. I survived tuberculosis.
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Do you get high from weed?
 
Well I seem to have some luck with a high protein diet.

That seems to help with energy levels since I was struggling with that.
 
invega7654321 said:
Do you get high from weed?
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Absolutely, I'm going to light up after finish some art today and check my bank account. I don't really want to, but I have demons in my hips and if it hurts too much I can't sleep.

I had a 20mg edible in the middle of the day yesterday and it knocked me out. It's not as euphoric as before though, but I'm feeling that side of it a little bit.
 
In these last few waves of Invega, these dissociative states are finally reducing down to an absolute zero. There's no longer this confusion about being in states of unrelenting daydreams, telepathy, and such. Though the last 8 years have left me feeling like "having my mind read" and "thought broadcasting", amidst what has now become silence, there's this peace that I am once again alone.

Obviously you're confused reading this. Often doctors will fake a sort of sense of empathy to seduce their patients, getting them to confess about their strange delusions, hallucinations, and patterns. At the same time, though, they project a sense of solipsism. I don't care that my "symptoms" sounded strange to people. Even doctors coming out about the dangers of long-term antipsychotic use... don't care.

But these are the last few waves and not even you reading this believe me.

I just felt like posting it
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
damn If I recover from invega i'm never touching drugs ever again. Our brains are just not the same after psychosis and are much more sensitive so you gotta be extra careful doing any substances. Fortunately for you, you have recovered once before and your brain knows how to recover so it most likely will be the same with abilify. Hopefully your CTO ends soon 🙏
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Ive never had a problem with drugs after psychosis, Psychs, s ket and coke dot trigger it.

But everyone is different
 
I started taking St John's Wort again. I feel a lot more motivated and I enjoy doing more things. If you are considering taking it, definitely google the interactions. Also, once again if you are a female between like 20-30 and you are cute, please PM me!!!
 
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