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☠ WARNING ☠ *WARNING* Chronic ketamine/dissociative use causes bladder/organ damage

Cole2799 said:
How did you get on?
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Well, I love psychedelics and since my early 20s I tried all kinds of them.
I‘m highly graduated and have a very stressful job/carrier. Beside that, I was giving 200% in the gym almost every day - looking like the guys on Men’s Health magazine.

I was living „the perfect life“ - at all costs…

Around the age of 30, my toxic relationship with my girlfriend broke up and covid happened at the same time. Lockdowns and my different perspective on „the situation“ isolated me completely along with working 100% remote.

I managed to get an unlimited supply of high grade Ketamine, started to do „microdosing“ every day and felt like the guy from the movie „limitless“. It was peferct - my mental health was in a superb state and my physique as mentioned before.

I was rewarding myself with a K-Hole after every day’s heavy gym workout which kept me motivated and it worked sooo, sooo well.

Then it all started… please scroll a few pages back for the rest of the story.
Now, 3 years later the pain is gone, almost all odd sensations fade away and I would say that I am close to being recovered.

I took a lot of „Ialuril/Genpan“ (had to pay every dose on my own -80€- every 2. to 4. week) and DID NOT TAKE A SINGLE line of K.

It is still not like before… i feel my bladder…
But I count myself as recovered.
Thanks for asking. ❤️
 
Germandoushe said:
Well, I love psychedelics and since my early 20s I tried all kinds of them.
I‘m highly graduated and have a very stressful job/carrier. Beside that, I was giving 200% in the gym almost every day - looking like the guys on Men’s Health magazine.

I was living „the perfect life“ - at all costs…

Around the age of 30, my toxic relationship with my girlfriend broke up and covid happened at the same time. Lockdowns and my different perspective on „the situation“ isolated me completely along with working 100% remote.

I managed to get an unlimited supply of high grade Ketamine, started to do „microdosing“ every day and felt like the guy from the movie „limitless“. It was peferct - my mental health was in a superb state and my physique as mentioned before.

I was rewarding myself with a K-Hole after every day’s heavy gym workout which kept me motivated and it worked sooo, sooo well.

Then it all started… please scroll a few pages back for the rest of the story.
Now, 3 years later the pain is gone, almost all odd sensations fade away and I would say that I am close to being recovered.

I took a lot of „Ialuril/Genpan“ (had to pay every dose on my own -80€- every 2. to 4. week) and DID NOT TAKE A SINGLE line of K.

It is still not like before… i feel my bladder…
But I count myself as recovered.
Thanks for asking. ❤️
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Always nice to hear a recovery story.

Thanks for taking the time to post this and what helped you heal.
 
Cole2799 said:
Hi it was for rehab. I’m in rehab but I messed up after having a really tough time with the nhs staff while a procedure was booked I’m not handling my temper to well and for the first time in over 14 weeks I took ketamine lucky they didn’t find out god knows how it was only 2 and a half days after taking it that I got drug tested.

I’ve posted so much on here I think between the years of 23 and 24.

Just do a quick update. So basically been taking ketamine for a little over 3 years after about 9months I started with horrific cystitis.
Had this every other week for a whole year in 23. Urologist/ ane staff ect just refused to even treat me.
By the time Jan 24 had come they finally done an emergency cystoscopy to stretch my urethra. They had me in hospital over two months hntil they finally listened to me and stretch it.
They said my urethral stricture (which is a narrow urethra) was that narrow I was flinching in pain under general anastetic.

Because of the wait for the procedure which should have been done in September but got cancelled. The narrrow urethra caused hella problems including mass build up of ketamine.
I was told with the resukts that I have permenant scarring and it only holds 100mls of urine.
So I need it removing.

However you have to be a year sober for them to even think about operating. But with that news how the FUCK can you stay sober? So I started sniffing more and more to the point my right kidney began to fail. This is where I was told I needed an emergency nephrostomy (which is a catheter that comes out of your right kidney) wow so at this point I really did just want to die. So I sniffed more n more n more to the point I was sniffing nearly 20 grams of ketamine a day. Which led me to become septic twice. I nearly fucking died man
However October came and I was skint I spent a week recooperating in a hotel that they had put me in as I lost my property being in hostpital from may to October. Then I went n got an oz of ket the day they put me into supported living. However I said to myself I need to be more careful because I honestly just wasn’t drinking enough. So I’d wake up in morning drink 1 litre of water then sniff like 15 bumps of ket.
Then leave it about an hour drink another 500ml then have 10-15 bumps and I’d carry on this all day and it made me feel so much better always make sure you encourporate green tea. Blueberries for the oxide (whatever they’ve got in them) fresh cranberries or capsules NOT cranberry juice it’s full of sugar
You DO NOT want to be consuming sugar whilest taking ketamine it makes it stick even more. And azo maximum strength I’ll see if. I can post a picture it makes your piss bright red but it’s brilliant! And you need plenty of hot water bottles drinking hot water helps aswell the warmer the water the better it is for inflammation. Camomile tea with abit of honey is lovely and magnesium tablets. I know we shouldn’t promote this but if you need help coming off ketamine mushrooms work. Even just the low dose micro dose capsules you can get them on Instagram but becareful you don’t get a bogus one. If you struggle to urinate tryurinating into an incontinence pad with your knees bent either crouched down or sat on your knees. It sounds gross but I find especially if your pelvic floor muscles don’t work well that sticking a finger up your bum and pressing against the front wall towards your genitalia area helps it’s called your pedernial nerve.

MAKE SURE YOU GET UNDEE A SPECIALSIT. MAKE SURE YOU GET THOSE Cystoscopy DONE AND MAKE SURE YOU GET HELP FROM DRUG SERVESES. SAVE YOUR BODY WHILE YOU CAN! I’ve just done an interview for sky tv the documentary will be out in the next few months I’ve started up my own tik tok recovery page I’m trying to get as many followers as I can to go live and talk about ketamine! @cole170316 please please follow once I’ve got enough followers on there I’ll be useing my insta for the same thing just to spread awareness and hopefully get a charity up and running to help with research into a substitute drug and hopefully find a drug or procedure to reverse the side affects! Please help me!

For women: please be fucking careful when in retention or constipation. You WILL end up with a prolapse! I’m in a stag 3-4 prolapse and it’s fucking killing me off once your pelvic floor muscles go so does your mobility please be careful guys.

Love always Nicole x
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Hey Nicole,
thanks for sharing your story. It’s a nightmare you are in and I wish you all the best for your recovery. I love your attitude spreading awareness and warning people - but unfortunately I believe you are not „all in“ when it comes to recovery of yourself.

Don’t betray yourself… you are in rehab for a reason, you mentioned the need being sober for 1-year before they give you the surgery to literally survive.

Asking for advice on drugtests is a bad sign…

Stay strong! You have a mission! We need you to educate the world and make it a better, healthier place. Don’t die.
 
Any solid information about why different batches seem to have more or less harmful side effects?

I mean outside of purity or strength, because in my country Ket is almost never cut or of low quality.
However the isome % may vary, most is racemic but there is usually S-ket avaiable although not always sold as anything else the "Ket".


As someone who has used Ket in various amounts for +10years i can tell the difference.

Anyway ive noticed that different batches can be more or less hard on the bladder or body in general.

Im not a daily user but have some periods where i do about 0,5-0,8g 2-4times in a week,
At times even more.

But i then usually then tend to be clean for months after a heavyier week or weeks.


But ive really noticed that some batches mess me up compared to others.
Some makes my bladder really sensitive just after a few days.
Others i have used for like +5days and no issues.
Same with Kcramps, luckily ive only had them a couple times and not that bad.
Once it was after a 2week binge, but weirdly enough i got it once on day3 on a different batch.



Im usually quite strict with hydration and nutrition when binging, i load up with alot good food and drinks etc.
So im quite sure its something in some batches that just hits my organs harder.

Doses i tend to keep about the same, i do have a tolerance but its been about the same level for years.
I do IM so can keep my doses quite stable, my optimal daily dose is about 0.6-0.8g that i can spread out about 5-7hours.

I go mostly subhole but maybe dip in a small hole once in awhile.
Usually i like to just ket out in my couch and watch scifi or other shows with something interesting happening.

a few times a year i might push my doses and do more of a spiritual trip while listening to music and combine with some psychedelics.
 
Ketamine is high on my list of all time favourite substances… but comes with a boatload of issues…

The main concern is that it’s so got-dayum seductive. It reels you into its world rapidly and can become highly addictive.

The bladder issue is only really apparent with chronic use… avoiding chronic use is the major concern :\

However, taken for what it is. Is it worth experiencing? Hell yes. A million times over. It’s totally unique and magical in so many ways… but it’s damnably moreish. In a big way :|
 
Bitchniggaz said:
Any solid information about why different batches seem to have more or less harmful side effects?
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I think if we had that info it would really help people. It makes me wonder if we had these effects with even medical grade ketamine. But this would be an excellent topic to digest. Some specific reason why one batch is more harmful than another.

specialrelativity said:
Is ketamine worth it? Why or why not?your own actual experience with ketamine. Discuss.
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Trying to link you to the Holy Ghost thread where there are all kinds of experiences typed out. We'll keep this to be just bladder issues.

Thorns Have Roses

Dissociatives Thread 'Big & Dandy Ketamine Thread 4: I was filled with the Holey Spirit'

The Big & Dandy Ketamine thread


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JackARoe said:
I think if we had that info it would really help people. It makes me wonder if we had these effects with even medical grade ketamine. But this would be an excellent topic to digest. Some specific reason why one batch is more harmful than another.


Trying to link you to the Holy Ghost thread where there are all kinds of experiences typed out. We'll keep this to be just bladder issues.

Thorns Have Roses

Dissociatives Thread 'Big & Dandy Ketamine Thread 4: I was filled with the Holey Spirit'

The Big & Dandy Ketamine thread


5wl950.jpg


iupac = (RS)-2-(2-Chlorophenyl)-2-(methylamino)cyclohexanone

External Information Links:


FAQ:


Subthreads:

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I recall some diskussions about a certain precursor that was in higher quantities in some underground batches being a factor.

Makes sense that illicit labs wont take the time to clean up their product as much as "med grade" ones.
Still most Ket i get is about the same potency.
Even compared to cooked vials there isnt much if any difference.
So must be very small amounts of this precursor that still somehow makes a big difference in side effects.
However im def not saying that even the purest Ket isnt harmful.
Cause its always gonna do damage if abused.
 
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