Anyway..
That sounds so frustrating and unfair. You’re doing everything right, but still get treated like a criminal while illegal fentanyl causes so much harm. You deserve better care and respect
It's gotten worse since that post you replied to. While I had complaints about that pain management clinic that I've been with for about 10 years, and Walgreens blacklisted him for filling his Rx's, my last visit there about 6 weeks ago resulted in me leaving with my paper Rx scripts, but knowing that CVS had also put him in blacklisted status.
So starting an hour+ away from where I live, I began stopping in various pharmacies to try to get my Rx meds...
"Out of Stock" We don't have those, the warehouse is out, we can't get them, I'll try ordering them but check back Monday (5 DAYS after my appointment) and the one that made me want to break heads: "I called Walgreens and I'm not comfortable filling those Rx meds for you" AFTER the counter clerk said "Yes, we have that and will fill it" and WROTE ALL OVER THE PAPER RX SCRIPT! which makes it even harder to get the next place to fill it.
So it was 6 weeks ago I gave up on that doctor, because I can't get his scripts filled. Fortunately I have worked for a lot of docs, and I called one that same day who works with pain management patients. He was able to see me that day, and I told him the situation. He was critical of no doctor in my past having "tried" alternative pain relief methods, and I let him know that was true BUT I had been able to work and have a physically active life because of the opioid meds I've been prescribed.
He duplicated the meds and quantity I had paper scripts for, tore up the paper scripts, and VOILA! I was able to get them at Walgreens.
BUT
That's NOT what will continue. I've already been informed they're going to rapidly step down my opioid dose, they completely eliminated the Morphine Sulfate ER (2x day at 100mg each) and one of the "test meds" I took for 3 days I had to stop talking because it really scrambled my ability to think straight. So I'm already having problems with pain.
It just proves that it's all BULLSHIT because they wouldn't fill my long term doc's Rx scripts but would fill the exact same thing from another doctor.
When I drink grapefruit juice which inhibits P450 enzymes I get more and longer lasting pain relief, explain that.
I have some grapefruit juice left and it's hard to say whether it helps prolong or intensify the effects of my Rx opioids but logically it should.
I've been using Kratom alkaloids to get enough pain relief, and I'm grateful for its abilities BUT I've developed a high tolerance for that so that's driving the cost up to use it.