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Misc What was the one popular drug you tried and you were like “nope, this sucks” I don’t get it.
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chippermonk
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What is this? Are we playing 21 questions?
Robi
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DeathIndustrial88
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Sure am. lol Men love my penis & my rugged mean-looking demeanor.
Idk what my sex/gender had to do with the thread. Maybe that dude was horny & thought I was a chick. I dunno. lol
I am very much a man. The woman in my profile pic is Nico from her Velvet Underground / Andy Warhol days. Love her.
Neuroborean
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I really don't see benzos as "recreational" at all, and I did dislike "speed" that was supposedly good quality, so who knows...
I guess being ADHD makes it harder for me to really enjoy stims, I did enjoy a-php and NEP years ago, also 3mmc and mdma /6apb but well, those are harder than regular southwestern Europe speed...
Never tried cocaine for that same reason, I don't want something addictive that takes you nowhere, but I want to try coca leaf tea, as a caffeine alternative.
I guess being ADHD makes it harder for me to really enjoy stims, I did enjoy a-php and NEP years ago, also 3mmc and mdma /6apb but well, those are harder than regular southwestern Europe speed...
Never tried cocaine for that same reason, I don't want something addictive that takes you nowhere, but I want to try coca leaf tea, as a caffeine alternative.
Are you going to to try it pretty soon?
Shambles
Bluelight Crew
I tried coca leaf tea once - and only once sadly - and it was great. Very refreshing with a nice gentle mood lift. Love to get ahold of more coca bags sometime.
Fresco
Bluelighter
Coca leaf is legal in most Latin-American countries, is it not??
Shambles
Bluelight Crew
I think so but honestly couldn’t say for sure.
chippermonk
Bluelighter
I don't know about most, but definitely Peru and Bolivia
I voted MDMA, because it always made me feel kind of sick and the euphoria felt kind of fake to me but it was not on the level where I would say I dont get it or that it sucks. I totally get why people like it. The only popular drug that comes to my mind that I don't really get it is cigarettes. I simply never found smoking cigarettes to be enjoyable, even though I do like the effects of chewing tobacco.
Cocaine is guaranteed to leave me responseless and unconscious for 2-4 hours like a GHB knockout, it's super strange. Also heroin consistently hit WAY too hard, even when half a gram of oxycodone in some teenaged-dumb-assed suicide attempts I pulled ~a decade ago did not manage to kill me. Heroin consistently had me experiencing "prosopagnosia" (an inability to recognize faces). I'd forget where I was, who anybody was around me, usually the terror would strike and I'd try to kill any human I could spot, so my friends would have to tie me up and force feed me benzos until I calmed tf down. The way that heroin lands on my subjective cognition is absolutely whack. It's weird too, I can't get those effects to occur from a full vial of liquid LSD, from doses of ayahuasca that could've been split 12 ways for most people, unmeasured fistfuls of mushrooms, various NBOMe/NBOH compounds, spice, PCP, meth, etc.
Nothing feels as shitty as heroin for me, and idk why. Opana, Oxycodone and Dilaudid all land normally, as do Codeine, Morphine, Tramadol, 7-OH-Mitragynine, Mitragynine, and Mitragynine Pseudoindoxyl.
Nothing feels as shitty as heroin for me, and idk why. Opana, Oxycodone and Dilaudid all land normally, as do Codeine, Morphine, Tramadol, 7-OH-Mitragynine, Mitragynine, and Mitragynine Pseudoindoxyl.
Fresco
Bluelighter
Colombia, Peru, Bolivia, Argentina, Uruguay, and Ecuador (according to AI)
It's no more addictive than caffeine from what I'm reading online
specialrelativity
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Probably racemic ketamine rs-isomer
mirsNeedsHisItch
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Rizzing a shorty up on Bluelight.org is Different different
How I met your mother how about "How I met my junkie husband"
Nahhh nahhh I wasnt on that fam I was just asking
LucidSDreamr
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I’m not trying to call you out or anything @mirsNeedsHisItch ….i like that you joined BL and are an active poster. We definitely need more activity here….but didn’t you start a different thread with a title to the effect of “are there any girls on bluelight?"
Regardless of what your intentions was….im aware that people have made real friendships in real life through this website. I would be curious to know if any ppl have ever gotten romantically involved as s result of meeting on BL. I could imagine a BL wedding reception in real life where the whole forum was invited. That would be wild
Shambles
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Me and my partner of 10 years met on BL. She’s called Sadie on here and used to be an admin… whilst I was a lowly smod… so punching up as ever 
Also know of multiple other long and short term relationships formed on BL. Even a marriage or two.
Also know of multiple other long and short term relationships formed on BL. Even a marriage or two.
LucidSDreamr
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Same here. A life time ago when I was going super hard junkie max lifestyle I never actually connected even the slightest with another dope fiend woman. Sure I would meet them and interact with them, use with them, But they were so free spirited and so all over the place (as everyone was) that to try and kindle something was futile. Also would’ve been bad….two junkies together friends or lovers kinda just feeds off eachother and two insane ppl is a tough relationship to maintain.
Even when I was going really hard, I was always
More drawn to square or normal women. They balance you out and keep you from going off a cliff. I mean I always knew that addiction was an unfortunate piece of baggage and it definitely didn’t appeal to me to find it in a true Friend or more. Not that I wouldn’t be a true Froend to an addict, I definitely was/am….but it’s not a plus is what I’m saying.
I wonder how much this relates to what drugs people are into. I imagine I could probably only exist in a relationship with somebody who also used psychedelics or other hallucinogens given the frequency and intensity of my use, and the degree is benefit I get from them. I'd be very concerned though if I was in a relationship with somebody using unwashed street fentanyl as they don't really know exactly what they're consuming. I actually met my fiance @Felidaez by introducing him to LSD a few years ago!